The Little Doomsday of My Heart

Love Malika

"Call them" pinta Alya.

Without trying to prevent any more, Nisa does Alya's wish. He took his phone and looked for someone's number.

Gracefully.. It was graceful that Nisa tried to call first. Nisa makes a video call so Anggun can see more clearly the state of Alya.

"I'm sorry Alya" said Anggun with tears.

"Don't keep apologizing. Just tell me everything what happened" Alya replied.

Gracefully told me everything. Kaffa offered to drive her home, arriving in their village for a walk together.

"I'm devastated by all the attention Kaffa gave me. Slowly the feeling appeared. Even I was so happy when she stayed at my house. That togetherness made me fall even more and she also more blatantly showed it all to me. But I was lucky, I was made aware by my own parents. I don't know why my parents saw that he wasn't a good man. I'm also lucky that God instantly reminded me of what happened to you and Abira. From there I came to my senses and slowly refused to even move away from him. It only happened for a moment Alya, please believe me. Now I have absolutely nothing to do with him" Anggun explained trying to explain everything.

"Did you know Malika was also in a relationship with him ? ask Alya.

"Yes I know. Kaffa was approaching Malika first instead of approaching me. When Malika found out that Kaffa and I were together, we had a fight. But now it is fine when he also knows that I have released Kaffa" Anggun replied.

Alya was silent for a moment. He could only wipe away his tears that were continuously flowing. He must be forced to strongly accept the reality he just got.

"Do you forgive me Alya ? please forgive me. I admit I was wrong" Anggun asked expectantly.

"I forgive you. After this apologize to Allah and never tell Malika that I called you" Alya replied.

"Thank you. okay"

Call terminated. Nisa then went on to look for the second phone number. Malika's number is what she's looking for.

"Don't call Malika Nis." Alya's pinta made Nisa stop staring at her phone screen.

"Why ? don't you want to talk to him too ?" asked Nisa in surprise.

"Yes. I did want to talk to him but later after I get out of here" Alya replied.

"But Al..."

Alya held Nisa's hand as if giving a signal to just do what she wanted. Nisa also sees Alya's tears come to a halt, making her think that Alya is better and she will obey him.

Though in Alya's mind, filled with a sense of disappointment so great. Although Anggun had apologized to him and he forgave, but still, the wound was still a wound. As good as any medicine to cure it, but the scars will remain.

****

2 Days later.

"Alhamdulillah after seeing the lab results, it turns out that ovarian cysts are not cancerous" explained the doctor.

"Alhamdulillah." said Alya and Nisa's mother together.

"Seeing the condition of Miss Alya who is also getting better, so after this infusion runs out Miss Alya can go home"

Alya, her mother and Nisa who were there were very happy to hear that. Now the worries that had been for days accompanying them yesterday slowly faded away. Although Alya had to continue to run the treatment, but hearing that alone can make her mother give thanks.

"Mom. Help dad. Now Alya is fine" Pinta Alya.

"But Alya, you need to stay outpatient. Mom will stay here. We'll find a contract"

"Mom.. Alya can be alone Ma'am, Alya promises after this will not cover anything else from mother. Alya should also continue Alya's thesis here. Nisa is going to help Alya. Is it Nis ? alya tried to convince. He looks towards Nisa, hoping Nisa can make it.

"Yes Ma'am" Nisa replied with a smile.

Although heavy, but what Alya said was true. During these few days, in addition to thinking about Alya's condition, her mother also thought about the condition of her husband and her other children. Therefore he was forced to leave Alya again in the city and entrust her to Nisa.

Alya is allowed to go home..

"Are you sure Al ?"

"Tonight we go to my old boarding house, accompany me to talk to Malika" he continued.

Nisa just nodded small. In his heart was full of doubt. Alya who had just come out of the hospital, immediately wanted to see Malika. Nisa was afraid that her body was reacting more severely than before.

Night trip to kosan..

"That's Malika.yes it's Malika Al" said Nisa pointed to one of the motorcyclists who had just passed by.

Alya who saw that was getting disappointed. The person who was with Malika was not a stranger to her. Kaffa, that's Kaffa. Now Alya sees with her own eyes all that Nisa has to say.

Malika who just arrived, entered and closed the door, suddenly there was someone knocking on her boarding door..

"Nisa.. You want to do it again ?" ask Malika who is still shocked.

"Don't stay overnight. Nisa was just accompanying me to talk to you" replied Alya who suddenly appeared from the side.

"l.. Alya"

Not caring about Malika's frightened face, Alya just entered and invited Nisa and sat inside.

"Where are the nights like this ?" alya asked looking at Malika's face fixedly.

"A. I. I was" Malika looked stammeredly answering Alya's question.

"Just be honest. Tell me everything. Or if you can't, just answer my 2 questions. Since when do you have feelings for her and since when did your relationship begin ?" asked Alya again who kept trying to be calm and relaxed.

"But Kaffa says you are no longer related to Al" Malika replied.

"You didn't answer my question. That's not the answer I want. Or I have to let out all the rude words first and your emotions are provoked and say everything" said Alya approaching towards Malika, staring intently at her face.

"Al already Al. remember your health" Nisa who tried to break Alya holds both shoulders.

"2 Weeks after you decided to part with her" Malika replied a little scared.

"Hah.. waw is amazing.that means you actually have a long feeling with him" said Alya clapped his small hands and unexpectedly his tears slowly flowed.

"I thought you were my best friend, but you weren't. You are just a woman who is secretly waiting for the destruction of your best friend's relationship with her lover and finally you can be together. I thought you were always there for me. When I have trouble learning, when I am sick. Even you know very well my problem and Abira's. But it was just your shadow. The black shadow beside me. You know ? you're worse than Abira !" Alya Sarcas.

"Take care of your mouth Alya !" malika's sarcasm is provoked by emotion.

Of all, Malika is the most temperamental and rude. His emotions quickly exploded when someone tried to lure him.

"Malica !" scream Nisa.

"What Alya said was true. I was so disappointed in you when I found out everything. Regardless Alya and Kaffa are not together, but you know very well Alya chose to stay away from Kaffa for his good. And now you are aggravating it. Seeing you flirt with Kaffa is disgusting. You even gave up all your possessions for such a man" continued Nisa.

"Nisa already. Let's go home. I think that's enough" Alya pinta.

The two of them slowly walked out of the building.

"I love him and he promised to marry me. Sorry if this hurts you but this is my happiness" said Malika slightly shouted for Nisa and Alya to hear it. He immediately locked the door.

I don't want Alya to accept everything. Accepting all the harsh realities present in his life. He had intended to give up, but that was not the solution. What he has in mind at this time is precisely how he must graduate immediately and make his parents proud.

Day after day Alya went with many of her friends' reports about Malika and Kaffa. Since Alya who already knows everything, they increasingly openly show his relationship. A cold feeling still often enveloped Alya's heart, but as much as possible everything he immediately lost.

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seriate..