The Little Doomsday of My Heart

Revealed

The next day, Abira came to campus early. He avoids the gaze of people at home, especially his father who will immediately know that he is not okay.

But when he wanted to enter the classroom, from a distance Abira saw Alya who was sitting languidly on the edge of the balcony. The closer his eyes looked at Alya, the closer Abira found that Alya was crying. Seeing that there was concern in Abira's heart.

"Alya, what's wrong with you ?" tanya Abira held her shoulder

"No papa Ra is just a family miss" Alya replied flatly as she wiped the tears that drenched her cheeks

Hearing that Abira felt a little strange. Her heart told her that Alya was lying to her. Abira was still sitting next to Alya until a few minutes later Malika and the others came. How shocked Abira was because Alya immediately stood up to his friends, Alya passed Abira just like that, he embraced them and shed his tears. Seeing that Abira's heart ached, from earlier he faithfully accompanied Alya beside her but did not do the same when he greeted her.

Abira's feelings get even stranger when Alya just asked to be escorted home by Anggun to boarding school and did not want to attend college on that day. Graceful was obeying him because he thought Alya was not yet fully healthy.

While waiting for the arrival of the lecturer, suddenly Abira's mobile phone sounded.

A message came in.

"I've told Alya everything" - Kaffa

Reading the message made Abira's entire body tremble. Heart's melting. All the energy that was on him seemed to just disappear. The memory instantly twisted the incident a few minutes ago as he greeted Alya. It turned out that Alya's tears were spilled because of her.

"Yes Allah Alya." said Abira lirih with tears.

"You why Ra ?" rosa asked worriedly at the sight of her friend who was suddenly crying

Without answering Rosa's question, Abira immediately rushed to finish her books and walked out of the classroom with a feeling that could not be interpreted.

"Where are you going Ra ?" rosa was worried

Rosa wanted to catch up, but just a step she walked out the door, the waiting lecturer was walking towards her. Rosa could do nothing but wait for Abira to return. If he wanted to force after him, he did not know where Abira was going.

With mixed feelings uncertain, it turns Abira walking her feet to the boarding Alya.

"Assynolajet.. Al" said Abira in front of his boarding door

"waalaikumussalam" replied Fara kosan friend Alya who looks ready to go to college

"I'm sorry Abira is Alya's classmate, Alya is there ?"

"Ohh Alya. is in Abira's bathroom.You just wait inside, because I want to go to college" replied Fara slowly leaving the boarding house.

"Yes, thank you" Abira said with a slight lift to the tip of her lips

A few minutes later..

"Loh Abira ? why are you here ?" alya asked in surprise and pretended to be fine

"I'm here because there's something I want to talk to you about" Abira replied as she watched Alya slowly sit in front of her

"What do you want to talk about"

Seeing Alya's calm but flat attitude, making Abira go awry. On one side he got a message from Kaffa stating that he had told Alya everything. But on the other hand Abira found the look on Alya's face that seemed to be fine now.

He remembered Rosa's message. This was a good time for him to ask everything. Regardless of the message from Kaffa it is true or not.

"About Kaffa" Abira answered briefly

"Kaffa ? what's wrong with her ?"

"I beg you to answer me honestly Al. What kind of relationship are you in with Kaffa ?" tanya Abira looked at Alya fixedly

"Why indeed ? you love her ?" ask Alya back

At once Abira could not believe hearing Alya say that. The weirdness he felt was becoming more and more.

"What do you mean Alya ? I love her ?" abira asked back in surprise

"Yes, this morning Kaffa told me that there are women who like him. When I urged her to answer who she was, she said you were Abira. Why didn't you tell me that ?" alya replied with tears that came back

Knowing that fact, it turns out Abira's feeling is right that there is something wrong between all of this.

"Huh ! that's not true, Al. I never expressed love for him. It was precisely Kaffa who two days ago proposed to me" replied Abira defending himself

"That's Alya's truth. When he revealed everything, I asked you, what is your relationship with Kaffa. Because I know you're very close and I don't want to disturb anyone's relationship. But you answered with the same answer. Why aren't you honest ? Kaffa even did everything in my power to melt my heart, manifesting my desire to the great mosque..."

"What ? Grand Mosque ? so you went to the mosque with Kaffa Ra ?" alya said cutting off Abira's explanation

"Yes, he's trying to get it to the chairman of the foundation to do a trip when he knows from the kids that I want to go to the mosque. If you don't believe me you can read all the messages she's sending" Abira replied as she gave her phone

Reading all that Alya's hands trembled, her tears falling even more profusely. The Asma of God continued to speak from his lips.

"Yes Allah Kaffaaaa.." cried Alya softly

"You know Abira, I even really wanted to go there but Kaffa kept saying be patient with the reason. Turns out he's been lying to me all this time ? even he cornered his own friend and simultaneously came to your house ? propose to you ? O Allah" said Alya with sobs that increasingly become

"Yes, we don't have any status. But we love each other. I fell in love with him and he said he loved me. Status is not important. I always thought of him, all his necessities, his eating, his clothes, his chores, his whole problem. Because my love was so great that I could not even see him in the slightest trouble. She was so kind, caring and considerate of me, I never got any of that before. She didn't even leave me when she found out about my illness. My feelings are deepening Ra... I don't know if she has the same feelings as you"

Alya searched her cell phone and contacted someone.

"Now ! to my kosan ! I'm waiting !"

A few minutes later a man said hello. How shocked Abira was to see Kaffa coming. And vice versa with Kaffa, he was very surprised to see two women in his heart were both shed tears.

"Sit you ! this explains all of this ! why are you lying to me and slandering Abira ! explain !" alya circus

Seeing that Kaffa just stared silently. Maybe he realized that he was going to end that day.

"Answer !!!" yell Alya

"OK I admit I was wrong. It is true that I expressed love for her and she was my first love. The first love I lost in my life. After I got to know you, Abira just came back in my life and you're the one who brought her deeper into my heart Alya ! if from the beginning I had realized Abira's presence in this castle, I wouldn't have had a relationship with you !" answer Kaffa

Plakkkk.

"So you mean ? all this time I just you made it as an escape only Kaf ? huh ?" said Alya flatly looking at Kaffa's face so closely

Hearing that Kaffa again stared silently.

"Hahahaha O Allah of Kaffa" alya said with a face that had been very messy by repeatedly pushing the body of Kaffa

"But I love you too Alya !" kaffa answered holding both of Alya's shoulders

Plakkkk.

"Love me ? what do you mean ? you want both ? huh ? you want both ?"

Kaffa is back. Abira who saw the scene in front of his eyes was really chaotic. His heart is really not broken.

"God is enough Alya not to be like this. What is this ? what life have you lived until you were like this ? I'm sorry for being present among you. I don't know anything Alya forgive me" said Abira lirih calm Alya

"Do you think Abira should know everything we've done Kaf ? huh ? baby look at me" said Alya threw Abira's hand and came back to Kaffa, holding both cheeks and they looked

"What does it mean ? what have you guys done ?" abira asked, looking at the faces of the two

"You know Abira, I'm a graduate of boarding school but I've been a wild woman ever since I met her. He managed to tear down the walls of my faith" Alya pointed to Kaffa

Abira heard that the more frightened the figure of Alya in front of him. It's not like I saw Alya. His head was very sick to see the quarrel of two people in front of him.

"You want to know how far we're in a relationship, right ? we were very close to Abira, very close.we had already committed adultery Abira ! he hugged me often, gave me a friendly kiss, even we had slept together.he had managed to snatch my chastity and this was my reward !" circus Alya immediately opened his hijab and vented all his heart.

"What ? zina ?"

Looking at Alya's long black hair that was draped without her covering cloth, she unhesitatingly looked it at Kaffa. Instantly, Abira's heart was shattered to hear and see the reality that he got. Her tears were falling unstoppably. He stared at the two people in front of him. What Alya did seemed to justify all his words. His world stopped. His sight began to fade. His body was helpless, until finally...

bruckkk... Abira fainted for the first time in her life.

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seriate..