The Little Doomsday of My Heart

Suicide

"BIRA.." call Kaffa worried.

Kaffa rushed closer to Abira. A gentle pat of her cheek hoped Abira would come to her senses. Slowly he laid Abira's body in a more comfortable position.

"Wahh. Now I really see with my own eyes Kaf. Your love for Abira, you were so worried when Abira fainted when I was right in front of you" said Alya who stopped the movement of Kaffa.

Knowing that, Alya immediately walked quickly towards the kitchen. Kaffa who saw that rushed to follow him. Alya looked like she was looking for something. Alya who was very chaotic became unfocused when looking for items he wanted. The whole kitchen was a mess because of it. Whatever was in front of him, he just threw it away. Including the glasses and the plates of the shard he broke.

"Where's sih.. Aargghh"

"Alya. is enough !"

Alya did not respond to Kaffa, he kept looking for something he wanted to accompany with his cry.

"Alya please have ! look at me Alya, look at me !" kaffa held Alya's face with both hands.

"Why did you do this to Kaffa. What a lack of me all this time with you huh ! is it because I'm sick ? I trouble you a lot ? is Abira more beautiful ? smarter, though ? is his body better ? is it ?. Look at me, of course I'm far below Abira, my illness is even slowly making my body thinner right ? hahaha" said Alya with a very messy condition.

"No Al, that's ...."

"Aargghhhh step aside !"

Not yet had Kaffa finish his words, Alya immediately brushed off his hand and went back to look for his desired item.

It turned out that the item Alya was looking for was a knife. The kitchen knife she used for cooking. Spontaneous Alya directly pointed the knife towards his wrist. Seeing that, Kaffa panicked and immediately snatched the knife from Alya.

"What are you doing Alya ? are you crazy !" kaffa sarcasm.

"YES I'M CRAZY ! you're the one who drove me crazy ! after everything you got from me, you just dumped me ! SWEET AS HELL THROWN AWAY ! Here return the knife, I'd rather die !" alya's circus tried to snatch a knife in Kaffa's hand.

"If you dare to do so, I will show you even more ! I won't allow you to be happy, let my death shadow you for the rest of your life !" alya continued to try to snatch a knife in the hands of Kaffa.

Panicked Kaffa immediately looked for his phone and tried to call someone to come help him. Alya is completely out of control now. Kaffa felt that the woman in front of him was not Alya. Alya who has been very heartbroken can do reckless beyond Kaffa's expectations. Kaffa's heart is very chaotic, in the front room there is Abira who fainted, while in front of him now there is Alya who tried to kill himself. He can only defend the knife in his hand to prevent Alya's wishes even though he continues to try to seize it.

Alya insisted on grabbing the knife, but Kaffa grabbed it so tightly that his hand was injured and bleeding quite a lot.

"Aahhh" cried Kaffa in pain.

Seeing her never getting the knife, Alya walked quickly to the front room. Kaffa who saw it followed him from behind. Alya tried to get out, he had not had time to open the door but the door had been opened first by Anggun and Nisa. Well, they're the ones Kaffa called to help.

"Yes Allah Alya .. you." said Anggun shocked to see the chaos around the boarding.

"This is what Kaf is ? how is Abira here ? Abira why ?" ask Nisa worried.

Alya was detained by them in order not to come out with such conditions. Gracefully calmed down and hugged her. Alya was crying in her arms. But a second later he turned his body towards the wall and banged his head many times. Anggun and Nisa who saw it tried to hold it, they joined in crying to see the state of her close friend.

"They're evil with me..He, he betrayed me, you son of a bitch !" alya's circus while banging his head many times.

"I'm a fool, I'm so stupid to give everything to him, I'm stupid"

Alya continued to utter it repeatedly though Anggun and Nisa kept trying to calm her down. Until finally his body collapsed and he continued to groan in pain on his chest.

"Alyas.. Alya.. realized Al please don't be like this, you why" said Anggun who was so very worried.

Without responding, Alya just continued to groan in pain.

"We go to the hospital" Kaffa replied spontaneously

"You help me and follow me with Alya, wearing her hijab. Nisa, I ask you to stay here, wait until Abira wakes up and please help get this all sorted out" Kaffa continued, looking at the situation around her that had been very chaotic.

After they left, Nisa who was there was very shocked when she saw the more chaotic kitchen part of the front room. Shards of shard everywhere, flour and all cooking ingredients scattered. His heart was filled with confusion, he recalled the incident a few minutes ago. But he immediately rushed to clear it all up without hesitation.

A few minutes later..

"Aahhh" Abira regained consciousness from her stupor. He seemed to feel pain in his head.

Seeing that Nisa who was there immediately approached Abira.

"Abira are you conscious ?" ask Nisa worried.

"You why Ra ? what's going on ?"

Abira who was slowly conscious instantly remembered everything. Alya's cries to her who confessed their actions continued to rotate many times in Abira's ears. Her tears started to rub against her cheeks again.

"Ohhhh.no way ! it's all impossible" Abira shouted as she covered her ears with both hands. The pain in his head became more and more.

"Ra.. realized Ra... what is impossible ?" asked Nisa again who was increasingly confused by what happened.

Abira kept crying. Slowly blood came out of his nose.

"Ra you're nosebleed"

Nisa who saw it was getting panicked and confused as to how. Abira did not respond. He immediately cleans the blood that keeps coming out of Abira's nose. He tried to calm Abira down by hugging her. But Abira did not stop. Until finally Abira's body collapsed again.

Panicked Nisa tries to find Abira's phone in her bag to contact her family. Unfortunately, Abira's phone is locked and Nisa doesn't know the key. Nisa tried to contact Anggun and Kaffa with her mobile phone but none of them answered.

Nisa who was getting angry also called Malika to quickly go home.

A few minutes later..

"Lohh Abira, how is he here, what is Nis" asked Malika in surprise.

"Don't ask me Ka, I don't know"

Nisa recounted all the events she faced a few minutes ago. Malika seemed to show her confused face.

"Oh Allah, what is this" said Malika.

The two of them remained beside Abira waiting for him. But after a long time Abira did not wake up. His hands are cold. Malika and Nisa try to wake her up, but still there is no good response from her body.

Until finally....

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seriate..