
Early morning greeting again, Anita blinked her eyes as the sunlight entered her room.
"was I just a dream?" ask Anita in my heart.
Anita looked at the wall clock in her room and saw the clock was showing at 9 o'clock. Somehow that morning he felt lazy to get out of his sleep. He chose to stay in his blanket.
Shortly after her bedroom door was knocked, the aunt came in carrying porridge for Anita.
"Anita today wants to be at home aja bi, Anita males where," Anita told aunty.
"Yes non, this is eaten first porridge," replied the aunt while giving a bowl of porridge that is still warm.
"Still Bi" said Anita.
Aunt smiled with a nod of her head.
"Non Anita has made her decision?" ask the aunt who made Anita stop her mouthful.
"What decision does aunt mean?"
"Abti, there is no harm if non Anita married den Andi, after all I also like den Andi, he's a good man non," replied the aunt who made Anita put the bowl in her hand on the table.
"So I don't dream" Anita said quietly, holding her stomach.
"So morning den Andi here, nanyain state of non Anita, aunty said non Anita is still sleeping, so den Andi left for home store first," said aunty.
"Anita does not want to meet Andi bi," said Anita.
"Why non? if it's Andi who did it, let her take responsibility!"
Anita sighed and smiled faintly. He realized that what happened to him was purely his own fault.
He could not blame Andi for what had happened. He knows Andi very well, he knows how Andi looks after him well.
"It's all Anita bi's fault" said Anita who made the aunt increasingly clueless.
Shortly after the sound of a car entering the courtyard of Anita's house, Anitapun got out of his bed and looked out through the window of his room.
"Anita doesn't want to see Andi bi, aunty kicked her out!" anita said by encouraging aunt to come out of her room to expel Andi.
Bibipun came out, but instead of expelling Andi, the aunt asked Andi to talk about her problem with Anita either good.
The door to Anita's room was knocked back, Andi entered and approached Anita.
"Why are you here again?"
Andi just smiled and walked closer towards Anita, but Anita stepped back away from Andi.
Andi let out a heavy sigh and sat down on the edge of Anita's bed.
"What should I do so that I can be a good husband to you?" ask Andi.
"No, I don't need you to be my husband" Anita replied.
"Why? is it because I'm not Dimas?" ask Andi.
"You don't have to feel responsible Ndi, it's not your fault!" answer Anita.
"Nit, you are now pregnant with my son, how can you say I don't need to take responsibility!"
"I'm gonna kill this baby Ndi, assume none of this ever happened and...."
"Before you do that, I'll tell you everything is as papa you and inevitably we will get married!" andi said firmly.
"You don't go crazy Ndi, you have a future that you have to live, you have a dream that you have to achieve, don't make this a barrier to achieve your dreams Ndi!"
"I really don't understand the way you think, do you think I can live my life well after I run away from responsibility? no Nit, I'll live with guilt and regret for the rest of my life!"
Anita smiled faintly and sat down next to Andi. He wanted to tell me what he was planning that night, that way he thought if Andi would stop to feel responsible for what had happened and then he could abort the baby.
"It's all my fault" Anita said.
"You mean?" andi asked not to understand.
"That night, in your new home store room, I accidentally made you and Dini out of there, I brought 4 glasses of drinks and one drink that I gave you stimulant drugs, I gave you, you must know who should be drinking that drink!" anita said that made Andi surprised.
"Dimas?" terka Andi's.
Anita nodded her head.
"But suddenly you come and drink the drink that I gave Dimas," continued Anita.
"So I drank the drink you gave me........"
"Yes, it should be for Dimas, my plan should go smoothly if you don't arrive that night, it should be Dimas who is responsible, it should be Dimas who married me, not you!"
Andi shook her head in disbelief hearing Anita's explanation. He didn't think Anita would go that far.
"I don't know if you're too good or stupid until you don't realize it, as your friend from High School, I know you well Ndi, you wouldn't have said it to me if it wasn't for the drug!" said Anita.
Andi covered his face with both hands, he thought back to what had really happened that night.
Anita was right, she was too stupid to be able to realize that. Because of his guilt, he had not had the time to think about it before. For all he knows, he has ruined his friend's future and it makes him haunted with guilt every day.
"Because you now know the truth, so stop feeling that you have to take responsibility because of the incident that night, you can forget everything and assume that it never happened" said Anita.
"But I made you pregnant with Anita!"
"It's not a problem, I can handle it myself" Anita said.
"By how to get rid of it?" asked Andi who only answered the nod of Anita's head.
"No, I won't let you do that, I'll marry you anyway because you're pregnant with my son Nit!"
"Stop your stupidity Ndi, what will your family say if they know about this, they will be disappointed with you and this will also affect your business, think well Ndi, Ndi, you will agree with me!"
"At any time I won't agree with your crazy decision Anita!"
"This is for our good Ndi, please you think good good good!"
"You have to think better, Nit, there's a life living inside you right now and he's a part of us, me and you, he deserves to stay alive!"
"But....."
"If you can't change your decision, I'll really tell you right now!" andi said by taking Anita's phone on the table.
"No, no, please don't!" anita said with Andi's hand.
Andi then holds both shoulders Anita and sits Anita on the edge of the bed, looking deeply at Anita, hoping Anita will change her decision.
"What we're doing is our fault Nit, he's completely innocent, so let him live and be happy, I beg of you" Andi said.
"You sure? you won't regret it?" ask Anita.
"I'm sure Nit, I won't regret it" Andi replied with confidence.
"We have to make a deal!" said Anita.
"What deal do you mean?" ask Andi.
"I will take care of this baby until he is born, but there will be no marriage between us and do not let you know about this," Anita replied.
"And after he was born?"
"As for you, you who want this baby, not me, it's my job to just take care of him until he's born, after that he's yours, I'll never interfere again!"
"Do you know what you've said?"
"I'm sober and this is the deal you have to agree to or I'm gonna get this baby out right now!" anita answered sure.
"OK, as long as you can take good care of him, I agree," said Andi.
Anita nodded her head then extended her hand to Andi.
With doubt Andi received Anita's hand. He had no other way but to agree to the deal Anita made. He does not want to happen bad things to the baby in the womb Anita.
"There will be no marriage and I don't want to know anything about this baby after he's born, it will be your responsibility and never involve me in anything that happens with this baby later" said Anita.
"I will take full responsibility and whenever you change your mind, you can come whenever you want" Andi replied.
Anita only smiled faintly and then released Andi's hand from her grasp.
"Who else knows this other than me and you?" ask Anita.
"Auntie?"
"Let me be clear all the same aunt" said Anita.
"You really have to take good care of him Nit, if anything happens I won't hesitate to tell the story all of you, I'm sure your papa will believe me!" andi said firmly.
Anita just nodded her head and asked Andi to leave.
"I'll be here a lot, if you need anything you can say to me!" andi said before she left.
Anita nodded her head again by pushing Andi out of her room and closing the door of her room tightly.
"i don't know what I've done, I don't know if it's true or wrong, I just don't want you to know, I just need to take care of this baby for 9 months and after that I'll start all over again" Anita said in her heart.
He smiled even though something hurt in his heart.
**
The clock shows at 4 pm, Dini was in her room, staring out through the window of her room.
The sky that afternoon was dark, several times a thunderbolt was heard, leaving a flash of light among the overcast expanse in the sky.
"Udah starts the rainy season yes," said Dini by rubbing his stomach.
Dini then took her phone and put handsfree on her ear to listen to her favorite song.
Sure enough, before long the raindrops began to appear falling, the speck began to wet the leaves in front of the room Dini.
Dini tried to stay calm, she rubbed her stomach without taking her eyes off the increasingly dense rain drops.
What makes Dini suddenly remove the handsfree attached to his ear, he then opened the window of his room, let the wind bring rain drops soaked his hands dangling out of the window.
Dini smiled feeling the rain drops slowly soaking her hands, making Dini even more eager to feel the touch of rain all over her body.
Early in the room, opened the main door of his house and walked slowly towards the yard.
For the first time, Dini brought herself to the rain she had always avoided.
For the first time, he let himself get wet by the raindrops that began to wet him.
He stood in the rain, raising his head, closing his eyes by rubbing his growing belly.
He was not even aware of the sound of the car going into the garage.
Dimas who saw Dini standing in the rain immediately ran up to Dini and carried Dini to be brought into the house.
Early who was so shocked was only silent when he realized Dimas' panic.
"Dimas get me down!" say Early by hitting Dimas' chest.
"Why are you standing there, baby?" tanya Dimas who was still carrying Dini into the room.
Dimas brought Dini into the bathroom, lowered Dini in the bathtub and filled it with warm water.
"Are you good? what are you rasain?" tanya Dimas who looked panicked, but Dini only laughed a little at Dimas' panic.
"I'm not papa Dimas, I'm fine," replied Dini.
"You... You deliberately went out....."
"Yes, I deliberately went out to play rain," said Dini with a sweet smile.
Dimas sat on the floor stroking his wife's face.
"You make me worry, baby" said Dimas by rubbing Dini's stomach.
"Sorry to worry you," reply Early by opening the suit that is still worn Dimas.
Dimas then opened his suit and shirt, they then took a bath together.
"I made you warm milk first" Dimas said after they finished their bath.
Shortly thereafter Dimas returned with warm milk for Dini.
"Why are you playing in the rain? you're not papa?" ask Dimas Early.
"I also don't know why, it's raining" replied Dini.
"You don't know what you were afraid of? are you really good?"
"I'm good, I don't know what else, I even want to play rain again" replied Dini.
"Udah quite raining, now you get into the blanket so warm," said Dimas while pulling the blanket to warm Dini.
Dini just nodded her head by leaning her head on Dimas' chest.
He also did not understand what made him suddenly want to play in the rain, he even forgot what he felt first that made him afraid of the rain.
"is it possible because of you?" dini asked in her heart while rubbing her stomach.
"I'm happy that you can overcome your fears, baby, but don't play in the rain too long if I'm not at home, I don't want you to get sick" said Dimas and kissed Dini's forehead.
Dini just nodded her head and hugged the spoiled Dimas.