
The twilight scratches in the afternoon sky were slowly blending in with the dark of the night. The waves that were getting closer began to wet the feet of Dini and Andi.
They were still standing staring at each other witnessed by the twilight light that was about to leave.
Dini was silent, he did not answer any of the questions that Andi gave. Up to one drop of her tears actually spilled along with the loss of light at the western end of the sky that afternoon.
Dini then set her foot to leave Andi, she walked by wiping away the tears that had soaked her cheeks.
The sharp sword seemed to have stabbed his chest so deeply. There was a disappointment that made his heart ache and hurt.
The friend who had been with him, the friend who had always been there for him, the friend who always understood him now like everyone else in front of him.
Dini did not understand why she could be so sad because of that. Either because he had lived his life with Andi for too long, or because there were other feelings that he was not aware of.
Suddenly Andi pulled Dini's hand and hugged her, making Dini even more shed her tears in Andi's embrace.
Tight in Dini's heart seemed to loosen as she got a warm hug from her best friend. Although it felt painful, he still hugged his best friend tightly.
"I'm sorry Din, I'm sorry" said Andi who still hugged Dini tightly.
Dini was silent, she still vented all the pain in her heart by crying in Andi's arms.
"I love you more than you know Din, I trust you more than anyone, I'm sorry because without me knowing my attitude hurts you, I'm sorry because what I did made you sad and hurt, I'm really sorry" said Andi who felt so guilty about Dini.
Seeing Early cry in front of him made his heart ache, especially when the tears fell because of his attitude that accidentally hurt Dini, making Andi feel like a failure to love Dini.
Early still sobbed in Andi's arms, but in the pain she felt, there was a cold breeze that hit the corner of her heart.
"when we are wounded by love and healed by the same love,"
Adit's words suddenly ring in his head. He did not understand what he was feeling at the time. But one thing he knew, Andi was still in his heart, even after he chose Dimas to be his future.
For a while Andi and Dini were still hugging each other. Under the moonlight and the sparkling stars of the night, the wind caressed them with love blown into their hearts.
Deep into the corner of the heart that will not be easy to shake, defeated, broken or separated.
Love has been deeply ingrained and deeply rooted in the heart, growing and blooming along with the togetherness they have always created.
A flower of love capable of spreading happiness at every step, carrying destiny shows the way slowly.
Love has come and lived forever in friendship. Either for Andi and Dini, or just for one of them.
Love has echoed its echoes, spreading happiness in every embrace of warmth created.
But love cannot always be touched easily by someone who doubts the feeling in his heart.
The feeling of doubt is what makes Dini survive the relationship they call friendship.
Andi then released Dini from her embrace, her hands gently erasing the tears on Dini's cheeks.
"I'm sorry Din" Andi said solemnly.
Dini was still silent by lowering her head, she did not understand her feelings back then.
Andi then grasped Dini's hand and invited her to sit in a chair under the dim light of the light bulb.
Andi still clasped his hands. They were still silent with all sorts of thoughts.
"I want to go home" said Dini by pulling his hand from Andi's grasp and then stood up.
"Come," replied Andi who also stood up.
"I went home alone" said Dini and walked away from Andi.
"I'll take you home" Andi said, holding Dini's hand.
"I don't know what I really feel right now Ndi, which I know I'm disappointed with you, so please give me time to understand my own feelings," said Dini by pulling his hand from Andi then walked towards the taxi that had just dropped off his passengers.
Dinipun left Andi, while Andi immediately got into the car and asked Rudi to follow the taxi that Dini was riding, just to make sure if Dini would get home well.
"I'm in front of the cab sir!" andi said to Rudi.
"Well, mas" Rudi replied without asking much.
Seeing Dini who came home by taxi, enough to make Rudi understand if Andi and Dini are not okay.
Arriving early in front of his house, he immediately went down. Andi who had just arrived at that time also immediately came down and ran to Dini but Dini immediately entered the house and closed the door of his house.
"Din, please open the door, I know you must still be horrified me, I'm sorry for having failed you, but all you have to know, I love you Din, I love you, I have always believed in you" Andi said from the doorstep of Dini's house.
Inside the house, Dini stood behind the door. He just quietly heard clearly what Andi said to him.
"I go home Din, take good care of yourself, after you wake up and what happened today, you must be happy you must always smile Din," andi then turned around and left the house.
All the way home, Andi just kept quiet, his head filled with Dini. He could not stop thinking about it.
Seeing Early cry because of her mistake, made her feel extremely useless.
"i love you, Din, if you know that, if you know how much love I love you, I can't even love another woman besides you, I also do not care what my future will be without you, which I know I love and love you even though I can not have you," Andi inwardly inwardly.
"Mas Andi is good?" asked Rudi to vent.
Andi simply nodded her head with a forced smile.
"i am happy with the love in my heart, I am happy with the love that sometimes hurts me, because your happiness will heal me, sorry I am Din, sorry I am, sorry I am," andi said in her heart by bringing her gaze towards the night sky as if laughing at her stupidity.
**
On the other hand, Dini who had just spent her time under the shower immediately picked up her towel and walked into her room.
While picking up clothes in the closet, he accidentally dropped a mini dress.
Dini then took it, Dini was silent for a while staring at the mini dress she was holding.
"You're beautiful Andini,"
Dimas' words again ringed in Dini's head. She remembers the first time she wore the outfit was when Dimas picked her up to attend Anita's birthday when they were in High School.
Dini then smiled considering how her friend teased her for wearing the same patterned clothes that Dimas was wearing that night.
Dini then folded the mini dress and put it back into the closet. Dini then took her phone and saw a photo of her togetherness with Dimas.
"i don't know since when I fell in love with you Dimas, I also don't know why I can fall in love with you who I once hated so much, what because of your struggle for me? is it because you're the same attitude as me? or because of something else? but for sure I belong to you now, I shouldn't think of any man other than you, the Inner "inward in heart.
Biiippp Biiiiiiipppp biiiipppp
Suddenly his phone rang, a call from Andi. Dini then put her phone and ignored Andi's call.
Dini then took her phone and immediately contacted Dimas. He needed Dimas to be next to him at that time, he wanted to strengthen the love in his heart for Dimas and get rid of all the feelings he did not understand when he was with Andi some time ago.
"Hello Dimas, are you busy?" ask Early when Dimas has received his call.
"No, just read it again" replied Dimas.
"Have you seen Anita again?" ask Dini.
"Well, did you meet Anita?"
"Yes so, but I think the problem is getting more complicated," replied Dini.
"Complicated? wh why? he said what's the same to you?"
"I just asked him one question, but as if I were cornering him and not believing him, I didn't know why he was like that."
"But you're good, aren't you, baby? he's not a macem, is he you?"
"Physically I'm fine, but mentally I feel like I'm sick, I need your hug to be the cure" Dini replied in a spoiled voice at the end of her sentence.
"Uuuuhhh, you make me want to go back there, do I have to go there now?"
"No, don't be crazy!"
"I'm going to do all the crazy things for you Andini hehe...."
"I have to wait for the weekend, you too!"
"Hmmmm.. unfortunately I am not a patient person," replied Dimas.
"I wouldn't want to see you if you were here right now!"
"What's that?"
"It's bad Dimas, tomorrow morning you work, from where you come here it takes 4 hours, so wait until the weekend later!"
"Yaaaahh, very long time," replied Dimas annoyed.
Dini just chuckled, they then talked about many things until the night got late.
**
Morning has come to replace the dark night. He was already at his work place. The pile of maps on the table Early was waiting to be worked on immediately.
Time passed, the clock showed at 12 noon. When Dini had just picked up her phone to contact Dimas, Adit walked into her room, making Dini undo his intention to contact Dimas.
"Sister's brother!" bring Adit.
"Where?" ask Dini.
"Lunch at home" replied Adit and just walked out of the room.
Early then stood up from his seat and immediately followed Adit. They left the office to have lunch with Siska's mom.
"Why do you often take your mama to lunch?" ask Adit when they are in the car.
"Maybe you want to be his daughter-in-law" replied Adit lightly.
Dini just scrunched her forehead hearing Adit's answer.
"But don't expect to marry your sister, mending with Andi aja hehe...."
"Sir Adit what the hell, Early want to marry the same Dimas!" reply Early who was upset with Adit's joke.
"Why don't you want to marry Andi? isn't Andi the kind of husband that's good for you?" tanya Adit teases Dini.
"Sir Adit is not very clear, it is not very important that is discussed," said Dini by bringing his gaze towards the highway.
Arriving at Siska's mother's house, Andi and Siska's mother were waiting at the dining table.
"Sorry old ma, it was quite jammed," said Dini then shifted the chair to sit next to mama Siska, but Adit immediately seized the seat Early and immediately sat next to the mother.
"You're there!" adit said while pointing at the chair next to Andi.
"But Early came here first," replied Early who refused to sit next to Andi.
"Let's eat, before the food is cold" said Adit ignoring Dini.
Dini only snorted in annoyance and then sat down beside Adit.
Andi who saw that only smiled faintly. He is quite aware that his mistakes will not be easy to forgive.
"Kok here anyway?" adit Protest in Dini.
"Ma, can you sit here?" ask Mama Siska.
"By honey, let's eat, don't fight, '" replied Mama Siska.
They enjoyed their lunch quietly.
"Ma, can you come to the toilet?" ask Mama Siska.
"Look, honey, do you know where it is?"
"Yes, excuse me for a minute, ma."
Then walk towards the toilet. When he came out of the toilet there was Andi standing waiting for him.
Dini then walked past Andi just like that, but Andi pulled Dini's hand.
"How should I let you excuse me Din?"
"Remove Ndi," said Dini by pulling his hand from Andi's grasp.
"You'll leave if I take your hand off, won't you?"
Dini was just silent, he was indeed keeping his distance with Andi. He was disappointed in Andi's attitude.
Andi then pulled the hand Early so that they get closer, he then hugged Dini and Dini just silent without a fight.
"You know I love you, Din, but you never know how deeply I love you, so please don't torture me with this guilt, tell me what I have to do to make my mistake," said Andi by hugging Dini tightly.
Without Dini and Andi knowing, someone saw and heard what Andi and Dini did there.