The End of the Story
The Date Decided
Time passed, not feeling like the day had changed into a week. The clock was showing at 5pm when Andi was still at his desk.
Andi stared at the design of the wedding dress that was in front of her. She smiled faintly as she recalled Dimas who asked her to give the dress a design at an early age.
It was not that she did not want to help Dimas but Andi felt that the dress had far more value than Dimas knew.
Tooookkkk tooookkk
Andi's door was knocked by someone from outside.
"Come in" said Andi invited someone outside his room to enter.
Andi was still staring at the dress in front of her because she thought that the one who would enter her room was Rama.
"So seriously, look what the hell?" ask Dini and sit in front of Andi.
Instantly Andi brought his gaze to Dini and smiled happily when he saw Dini coming.
"Do I bother you?" dini Tanya has Andi.
"No, I'm even happy you're here" replied Andi.
"Are you alone or the same Dimas?" andy asked Dini.
"Alone, I told Dimas that I wanted to come here so he picked me up after he finished his work" replied Dini.
Andi then invited Dini to get out of his room and go up to the balcony, Andi also asked Rama to prepare two drinks and take him to the balcony.
"I was confused again Ndi," said Dini.
"What's up?" ask Andi.
"Until now I don't know what wedding dress I want while Mama Dimas almost every day asked me about the dress" Dini replied explaining.
"Do you want me to do the design?" andy asked himself.
"Can?"
"You doubt me?" andi asked with a frown.
Dini only smiled faintly and shook her head.
"Let me know what's in your head about your wedding dress, I'll try to make a design according to what you want" she said on the wall.
Dini shook her head and lowered her head slowly. She had no idea what kind of wedding dress she really wanted.
Andi then took his phone and showed Dini the results of wedding dress designers from various countries.
"Try you to observe one-on-one there must be one that will attract your attention" Andi said to Dini.
Dini just silently received Andi's phone that was given to her. For a few days Dimas was always busy with his work and let Dini determine everything by herself with mama Dimas.
In his heart Dini wanted to prepare everything with Dimas but the marriage adjacent to the day of the move Dimas to the main company made Dimas so busy that he could not take the time to accompany Dini to make choices about the plan their marriage.
"i believe everything is the same, baby,"
1 sentence that is always said when Dini asks the opinion of Dimas.
"What's up Din? Is something bothering you?" asked Andi who saw Dini looked uninspired.
"Dimas is always busy Ndi, everything I own is uncertain even though I was helped by mom Dimas but Dimas never gave any decision about the choice I love about our marriage later!" answer me explained.
"You know he just moved in with a new position in the main company, so he must be very busy which is important he still takes his time for you and love your trust to decide everything."
"But this is our marriage together Ndi, why it feels like I'm the only one who is excited to prepare for this marriage," replied Dini in an annoyed tone.
"If Dimas wasn't excited, he wouldn't be doing that wedding anytime soon, you know that, right?"
Early exhaled his coarse breath and nodded his head. There were some moments that made Dini feel Dimas ignored him, but he knew Dimas did not mean that and all he could do was try to understand the state of Dimas.
He would not be a burden to Dimas.
"I will help you choose a wedding dress that suits you," said Andi by stroking Dini's hair.
Dini nodded her head with a happy smile then looked at Andi's phone in her hand to look for a wedding dress that was attractive to her.
Shortly afterwards Rama came with 2 glasses of drinks for Dini and Andi.
"Drink first Din," said Andi while shifting drinks owned by Dini towards Dini.
"It feels like the one who wants to marry me is like you hehehe.." said Dini who made Andi wrong.
"To... why?" ask Andi.
"I should choose this dress the same Dimas, but there I choose this dress is the same as you, you also help me to find the theme of the decoration at the reception" replied Dini.
"I'm just helping you as much as I can Din" Andi said.
"But Ndi, you are always there for me, I do not know how I would be if there were no you" said Dini by looking at his best friend's face.
"You have Dimas Din, I'm sure he can love everything for you, I believe he can bring you more happiness than you have so far," Andi said.
They then returned to choose a wedding dress that was on the social media famous designer designer but none of it attracted the attention of Early.
As the sun began to point towards where it was to sink, Dimas came. Dimas approached Dini and Andi on the balcony
As usual Dimas gave a brief hug and kiss on Early forehead as he had just arrived.
"I'm sorry dear meeting was so long ago," said Dimas Dini.
"Yes, papa, we're going to the flower shop tonight to order flowers?"
"I don't think today can be, how about tomorrow?"
"Are you busy?" reply Early asked Dimas.
"I have to prepare a presentation for tomorrow morning baby, so I have to prepare everything well" Dimas replied.
Early exhaled her breath slowly and nodded her head.
"I'm sorry, tomorrow I promise to take my time" said Dimas, who felt guilty.
"you yesterday also said the same thing Dimas," Inner Early in heart.
Dini just nodded her head and smiled, she tried to understand Dimas's busyness and did not want to make things worse by letting his ego win.
Andi who saw it was silent, he knew Dini was disappointed at that time. But as a friend, he can only try to dispel Early disappointment while maintaining the boundaries that already exist between their friendships.
"Actually I'm the same Andini here to tell you something Ndi," Dimas told Andi.
"What's up?" andi asked carrying her gaze on Dini and Dimas.
"You tell me dear Andi, I'm sure you can't wait to tell her" Dimas told Dini.
Dini smiled shyly before telling Andi what she and Dimas wanted to tell her.
"The date of our wedding has been determined Ndi" said this with a smile on his face.
He tried to hide his sadness in front of Dini and Dimas. He did not want Dini to know how great the pain he felt at that time.
"When Din?" ask Andi.
"Two weeks away, I'm ready for the invitation and you're the first one to get this invitation" Dini replied, issuing a wedding invitation and giving it to Andi.
Andi smiled awkwardly as she accepted the invitation.
"Thank you Din, I can only pray that everything will be smooth until your wedding day" said Andi, who was met with a nod of his head and an Early smile.
"I'm anter home now baby!" say Dimas in Dini.
"Yes, I'll go home first!"
"Yes, be careful" Andi replied.
Dimas and Dinipun got off the balcony and left the home store.
While Andi was still in his place, staring at the nano of the wedding invitation in front of him.
Andi took the invitation and walked out of the home store. Andi drove her car towards her mother's house.
He accidentally did not go home to Siska's mother because the mother and Adit were in Ana's house.
Arriving at the mother's house, Andi immediately got out of his car and was greeted by his mother and father who heard the sound of the car stopping in their yard.
"Not usually you come here malem malem, is there a problem?" ask Andi's mother.
"What's wrong Mom, Andi wants to sleep here tonight, don't you?"
"You don't have to ask Ndi, the door of this house is always open for you" Andi's father replied.
Andi nodded her head with a smile and helped the mother who was sewing clothes.
The night was getting late, Andi went to his room, opened the room window and stared at the room Dini who was across the house.
"How should I do Din, what should I do now?"
Tooookk tooookk tooookk
"Are you asleep?" ask the mother from outside Andi's door.
"Not yet Ma'am" Andi replied without moving from his place.
Andi's mother opened the door and walked over to Andi.
"Mom's same story, what's the problem?"
Andi shook her head slowly while smiling.
"About Early?" terka Andi's mother.
"2 more weeks Early will marry Mom, do not know why it feels hard for Andi to keep it happening, is Andi now a bad friend Mom?"
"You're the best friend Early had, Ndi, I'm sure of that" replied the mother.
"Andi lied that Andi was happy to see the marriage of Dini Bu, Andi lied that Andi was happy to see Dini the same Dimas, all this time Andi had lied to himself Bu, Andi just tried to cover the wound in Andi's heart with happiness Dini, but Andi never really happy," said Andi with a trembling voice.
For the first time, he opened his heart to his mother. All the feelings he had endured all this time he spilled on his mother.
"Andi love Dini Bu, Andi does not want to lose Dini," said Andi then hugged the mother with tears that she tried to endure.
Andi's mother just kept quiet by rubbing Andi's back. He could feel the pain that was tormenting Andi's heart.
Biiipppp biiiiippp biiiipp
Andi's phone rang, a call from Dini.
Andi then let go of his embrace to the mother and brought his gaze to the mother.
Andi's mother just nodded her head with a smile and then came out of Andi's room.
Andi then shifted the green arrow and received an Early call.
"Hello Ndi, are you at your mother's house? I saw your car in front!"
"Yes, I'm at mom's house" Andi replied.
"You why? another cough?" dini asked who heard Andi's voice a little hoarse.
"No. ehhmmm....."
"Can you come here? or am I going there?" dini's Tanya cut Andi's speech.
"I am there," answered Andi and soon got out of his seat and out of his room.
Before Andi came out of the house, her mother called her. Andipun brought his steps to the mother.
"Dengerin good mother's words Ndi, you must be happy, you can not continue to pretend and lie to yourself, you can not continue to lie, you who accompany Dini from childhood and you who can always give Dini happiness, do not give up on your feelings, I'm sure Dini will be much happier with you," said Andi's mother full of confidence.
Andi just nodded her head with a smile and hugged her mother before leaving the house.
Andi walked towards Dini's house, not until Andi knocked on Dini's door, Dini had gone out and pulled Andi's hand to take her to the room.
"Look at this, I found our photo album that has long been lost," said Dini while giving a photo album that looks a little outdated.
Andi received the photo album and opened it. In it there are many photos of her togetherness with Dini when they were children until they were teenagers.
"This is a photo of us from childhood until we were Junior High" said Dini by pointing to their photo while in Junior High School uniform.
Somehow the memory in the photo that looks happy even makes Andi sad.
His security with Dini who has long been intertwined will soon run aground. He must let Dini become the property of others, let Early find the happiness he had dreamed of.
"Ndi, what's wrong with you?" dini asked who saw Andi just silently staring at the photo in her hand.
Andi just shook her head by lowering her head.
Early and then lowered his head, seeing clearly the face of his best friend.
"What makes you sad?" dini asked who saw the look on Andi's face looked sad.
Andi shook her head again and closed the photo album in her hand.
"I'm sorry Din" said Andi slowly.
"Sorry why?" dini didn't understand.
Andi then approached and brought Dini into his arms. His heart felt really sick and hurt.
"I'm sorry that I can't be a good friend to you, sorry that I love you, sorry for having this silent feeling" Andi said in her heart.
"I love you Din, I don't want you to leave me, I can't see you as Dimas, I can't Din, I can't make my feelings go away, I can't take it anymore" Andi's inner self with all the pain in her heart.
