
Disappointment will not come if one does not put hope in his heart. But sometimes the hope appears without us knowing which in the end leaves a deep sense of disappointment.
Andi still hugged Dini tightly. The few words that had come out of him had left his loved ones hurt and disappointed, making him have to accept the torment in his heart due to Early coldness towards him.
For him it was more painful than seeing Dini happy with Dimas. Now his heart aches, his love is wounded and his only healer has him let down by accident.
Arrived one of the household assistants Mama Siska came, intending to go to the toilet.
Instantly Andi released Dini from his embrace.
"I'm sorry, sorry" said the housekeeper, then turned and left.
Dini then walked away from Andi by wiping away the tears that somehow just shed.
I went back to the table and sat down next to Adit.
"We're back now, brother!" say Early to Adit with a trembling voice.
"Okay, Adit's the same Early back ya ma!"
"Thank you for lunch ma," said Dini by forcing her smile.
"Are you good, baby?" ask Mama Siska who realized the changed look of Dini's face.
Dini just nodded her head trying to smile.
Adit then immediately pulled Dini's hand, took her out of the house and into the car.
In the car, Adit was still silent, he did not immediately start his car engine. He only noticed Dini who looked sad.
"Din!"
"Now no papa sis, let's go," said Dini with a smile, a smile that of course forced.
Adit then clasped his hands.
"What's wrong? you can tell your sister that it hurts too much for you to pendam yourself."
"Now no papa sak, Dini no papa," said Dini with his voice that shook again with the cry that was ready to explode.
Adit then touched Dini's chin, bringing Dini's gaze towards him.
"Crying does not mean you are weak Din, you know you are a strong woman" said Adit.
Dini then pulled her hand from Adit's grasp and closed her eyes with both hands.
He cried bitterly in front of Adit. He did not care how Adit judged him, he could not hold the tightness in his chest any longer.
Adit then approached and brought Dini into his arms.
"Sister will not mean you make a story now, but I hope you want to tell the same story brother after you calm down" said Adit.
"We are new to Din, we even often disagree when we first knew, but the longer you know, brother is comfortable near you, brother can be a 'sister' for you and your brother hope you can also think of your brother as a 'sister' for you, not just a call because of our age difference," continued Adit.
When Adit hugged Dini, Andi who was just out of the house saw it when passing Adit's car which was still parked in the yard.
Andi just walked by staring at what Adit and Dini were doing in the car and got into the car with Rudi and left the house.
After Dini calmed down, she then released herself from Adit's embrace. While Adit immediately took the tissue and gave it to Dini.
"Sorry sister" said Dini by wiping the remaining tears on her cheek.
Adit just smiles by stroking Dini's hair, then runs his car away from home.
Before reaching the office, Adit stopped his car in front of a mini market.
"You wait a moment, brother wants to go to the mini market," said Adit who replied with a nod of his head Dini.
Soon after, Adit returned with a chocolate drink, wet tissue and some makeup and gave it to Dini.
"Chocolate make your heart calm, wet tissue and make up make........ You can not go back to the office with a state of kayak gini right?"
"This must be very ugly, brother," said Dini with a thin smile.
"Who said? you are beautiful even without makeup, you are also beautiful if you cry even though your eyes become swollen, but you do not want other people to know that you are crying?"
Dini nodded her head then began to clean her face with wet tissue and began to polish her face with the makeup that Adit had just bought her.
"Ana said that abis nangis, this is an item that must be made, so that his eyes do not look too swollen," said Adit while pointing at eyeshadow.
"Sir Adit knows all about Ana!"
"We've been friends with Din for a long time, so I know all about him" Adit said.
"Friends?" ask Dini reassuringly.
"Yes, why?"
"People say girls are just guys can't be friends, one of them must have more feelings than friends, Adit agrees?"
"Mmmm..we have to go back before it's too late!" said Adit who shies away from the question Early.
Dini just smiled a little seeing Adit misbehaved.
Early on, he took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. When he met Andi, his brain seemed to automatically remind the incident while on the beach, when Andi released his hand and said words that hurt his heart so much.
"So what did Anita say? did you accuse Anita of taking Dimas from you? and you don't believe Anita's change of attitude?"
Dini smiled faintly, she did not understand what Anita actually said to Andi so that made Andi so disappointed her.
"i don't know what your intentions are Nit, I don't know if you really changed, or just want to destroy me, if you want me to fight with Andi, congratulations, you succeeded," inner Early in heart.
"Din's spinning wheel, don't fixate on the problem, just find a solution without having to ignore anything else that makes you happy" said Adit.
"Instead trying sis, maybe Early maturity again trained, or even Early attitude now shows that Early is not mature enough," replied Early.
"You've done better, Din, you can distinguish personal matters and work is already very good, brother is proud of you!" adit.
"If you want, brother can take you somewhere, just make healing!" adit.
"Where?"
"The place is a bit far, if you want to go home from work we will go there!"
"But at 5, Adit has a schedule to become a speaker at campus X!"
"You can send your sister to campus X, after the event is over we leave!"
"OK, Dini will," reply Early.
Arriving at the office, Adit and Dini again struggling with their work.
Dini tried to divert her bad mood by focusing on the work piling up before her.
The clock has shown at 4 pm, Dini has finished his work. He then entered Adit's room.
"Sister Adit's not done yet?" ask Dini.
"Not yet" replied Adit.
"Can I help you?"
Adit shook his head without taking his eyes off the computer before him.
"Let's wait outside, brother!" said Dini who was reciprocated nod Adit's head.
Early and out of Adit's room and call Dimas.
"Hello Dimas, are you home?" ask Early when Dimas has received his call.
"Dear not, there's still something I need to finish" Dimas replied.
"I'm a nuisance, right?"
"No, the plan after finishing this fight I want to call you earlier, I want to take you on vacation!"
"Vacation? where to?" ask Dini enthusiastically.
"There's a place you don't want to go?"
"Mmmmmm, no, I'm with you" replied Dini.
"Are you serious?" dini didn't believe it.
"Seriously dong, where are you going?"
"But we don't have a long break Dimas, so how do mending?"
"Yes, to Singapore?"
"You want to reminisce about your past with your former fiance?"
"Don't make it, you've just gone where you're going!"
"When do you leave?"
"Weekend later, I'll pick you up from work, we'll find a mall flight, how?"
"Weekend later? it's you're serious is it just me anyway?"
"Serious is dear, but you permission first same mother, may not be anything, if mama papa anyway definitely permitin."
"Okay, I'll try to tell you about it later, mother," Dini replied excitedly.
"I'm working on it, baby, love you!"
"Love you too!"
Early then put his phone in a bag and shortly afterwards Adit came to his approach.
"The boss is waiting?" ask Adit.
"No, no" replied Dini.
"Let's go!"
Dini nodded her head then followed Adit walking.
They then went to campus X to attend a seminar.
While Adit was standing on the stage, Dini sat down with the students who were watching Adit quietly.
Not a few of those who whispered to each other admired Adit.
"I will definitely be diligent work if my boss will be like gini," said one student beside Dini.
"Gue willingly 24 hours in the office to see him doang," said another.
Dini just smiled faintly hearing the students. They do not know how assertive Adit when already in the work environment, it could be Adit more killer than their killer lecturer.
"sister Adit is perfect anyway, mbak Ana must be very proud of Adit, lucky mbak Ana," Inner Early in heart.
After the event was over, Adit and Dinipun left the campus.
Adit drove his car out of the city limits.
"Where are we going, brother?" ask Dini curiously.
"Wouldn't bring you the forest and your sack in the forest hahaha...."
"Not funny," replied Early annoyed.
"Are you scared?"
"No," answered briefly.
He was not afraid, he was just a little traumatized by the word "short of a moment".
After a long time on the way, they finally arrived.
"Star cafe!" said Dini read the writing that was there.
"Come on!" invite Adit by holding hands Dini.
Adit then took Dini up to the second floor, there were several benches with dozens of small white lights, which made him like a star.
If you look up, there is only a dark expanse with flickering stars that adorn the night with the moon.
"Silver invite you here because it is far from the hustle and bustle of the city, here the atmosphere is calm and peaceful" said Adit.
"But why is a cafe as good as this is so quiet, second floor brother, what is because it is far from the city?"
"because you've booked all the tables on the second floor hehe.." - Adit's inner heart.
"Yes maybe," Adit replies by hiding his smile.
They ordered drinks and some snacks.
"You still don't want to tell the same story, sister?" ask Adit.
"What should be Early story, Dini herself does not know what is true Early Racain," replied Dini.
"Talkarin is good Din, even though his brother only knows Andi, but he knows very well how he loves you very much" said Adit.
Hearing Adit's words, Dini immediately brought her gaze to Adit.
"So, I've seen everything, brother is horrified everything" said Adit who seemed to understand the contents of Dini's mind.
"She's Dini's best friend, but Dini is wrong because she thinks Dini is the most important part of Andi's life, in fact she believes in others even more than Dini," said Dini.
"And you're disappointed?"
Dini nodded slowly.
"Are you aware, you have placed great expectations on Andi!"
"What do you mean, Adit?"
"He's your best friend from childhood, you know you're very close, but your relationship is limited to 'friend', hope that you are an important part of Andi's life is not the hope of a friend, the hope of a friend, but someone's hope is to their partner" Adit replied.
"What does Adit Dini mean has crossed the line unconsciously?"
"It could be," Adit replied as he sipped a drink in front of him.
Early silent for a moment to think about Adit's words.
"So don't invite you here to lose stress, instead add the burden of your mind, just enjoy it, consider your problem as a stepping stone that will raise your maturity side," said Adit.
Dini nodded her head with a smile.
After spending some time there and making Dini happy again, Adit then drove Dini home.
After that, he himself went home to Siska's mother.
As Adit was walking casually into the house, Andi sat in the living room with a sharp look towards Adit.
"Gue does not know what exactly you plan," said Andi who made Adit stop his steps.
"Lo talk to me?" ask Adit.
"Stop Deketin Early and don't interfere with my problems early!" andi was serious.
"Lo why the hell? are you angry with me? wh why? what makes you arrive like a gini?" ask Adit not to understand.
"No need to act like you care about me, stop being so pretentious in front of me, hypocrite!" andi said then left Adit just like that.
"If you say I'm a hypocrite, then what? a coward? now I know that Dini is better off with Dimas than you!" said Adit who managed to burn Andi's emotions.
Quickly Andi turned around, walked quickly towards Adit and landed his punch on Adit's face.
Adit fell down holding the corner of his bloody lips.
Andi then crouches down and pulls Adit's collar, preparing to repeat his punch again, but he undoes it.
"Why stop? hit it, I won't fight or dodge, you need an outlet and I'm ready for it!" adit.
"Stupid!" andi said then took off Adit's collar violently and dropped his body next to Adit.
"Lo's attitude has shown all Ndi, I will not ask again," said Adit with a thin smile.
In one corner of the house, the housekeepers had gathered intending to separate Andi and Adit, but none of them dared to do so until they finally saw the same Andi and Adit lying on the floor.