
Adit still drives his car without direction. He just follows where his heart takes him. Many times he hit the steering wheel of his car because he was upset with himself.
Adit, maybe when you read this letter I was not in this house. Thank you Dit, thank you for all your kindness so far. Sorry I arrived and left.
Adit, I am so grateful that God has brought us together. But by having a relationship that is more than a friend, it feels like an exaggeration.
Adit I know is the perfect figure of a man, while I am only a woman who can not even keep his dignity and dignity well.
You're a good man, Dit, I'm sure you'll get a good woman too.
The longer I stay with you, the more comfort I feel. I'm afraid this comfort will turn into a feeling I can't control. Because I know we are different, I chose to leave before this feeling took root in my heart.
Don't look for me, don't worry about me Dit, I'm fine. The child in my womb is my greatest strength right now. I will take good care of her, I will take care of her and raise her lovingly.
When the time comes, I will change everything you have given me. So please give me time to give it all back. I don't want to owe you much.
Thanks again, Dit. Thank you for being such a beautiful part of my life.
"What do you want to turn back on An? you even take my heart away!" adit said as he recalled Ana's letter.
Biiipppp biiiiippp biiiipp
Adit's phone rang, Adit immediately received Candra's call.
"Hello, what's wrong?"
"I can information that Ana took X sir, if I take X's angkot, the destination is to the terminal," replied Candra.
"Okay, I'm going to the terminal now, you're looking for the area that the X angkot passed through!"
"Good sir."
Adit then drove his car at full speed towards the terminal. She hopes to find Ana there.
He promises himself that he will bring Ana back to him. Whatever happens, he will not give up.
If he can't get Ana to be his, at least he should be able to keep Ana within his reach.
Arriving at the terminal, Adit immediately parked his car and drove around the terminal to find Ana's whereabouts.
Adit then took his steps towards the bus that was lined up and prepared to leave.
Adit enters the bus one by one to find Ana.
As he was on a bus ready to depart, his eyes saw the figure he was looking for was in the bus that had gone out of the lane and approached the exit.
Adit immediately ran and got into the bus. He asked the bus driver to stop the bus.
"But I....."
"Please sir, my wife is pregnant again, she is on this bus and will leave me, help me sir!" adit said pleading with the driver.
Ana who was wearing handsfree and closed her eyes was unaware of Adit's arrival.
Adit then walked towards Ana with glassy eyes. His heart ached to see the woman he loved almost leave him.
"Ana," call Adit.
Ana who sensed the presence of someone nearby immediately opened her eyes and was so surprised to see Adit before her.
Instantly Ana took off the handsfree that was attached to her ear.
"We go home An" said Adit with a trembling voice.
"Adit, i....."
"Ntar enter your social media, let it go viral!" said someone who was recording what Adit was doing.
"An, we go home now, we're all good talk" said Adit.
Ana nodded her head and stood up from her seat with her big bag.
Adit then takes the bag that Ana is holding and carries it. Before leaving the bus, Adit approached someone who was filming him.
"Remove!" pinta Adit with a firm tone.
"What the hell, our guy's just a toy hp!" said the man who looked still sitting on the bench of Junior High.
Adit then took his wallet and gave some of the hundred thousand pieces of money to the man who recorded it.
"Remove!" adit said repeating the word he said.
The man then took the money from Adit's hands quickly, while Adit immediately seized the boy's phone and deleted the video of him.
"Jail won't be enough for you if the video spreads!" adit said and left the boy.
The boy and his friend just kept quiet by bowing their heads without daring to say anything.
Meanwhile, Adit immediately approached Ana who was sitting in a waiting chair not far from the bus that was preparing to exit the terminal.
"An, i....."
"You don't get me wrong, I didn't get off because I wanted to come with you back, I just didn't want any new problems if you made a fuss on the bus!" said Ana.
"What exactly is An? what's wrong?"
"There's nothing wrong with you, Dit, it's my choice, I have to go" Ana replied.
"Why? why do you have to go?"
Ana fell silent. Somehow his eyes hurt, making him want to shed his tears.
"I will get money from the blog, after the money is collected I will replace everything you have given me," said Ana.
"Everything? are you sure you can love everything? you take my heart away An, can you go back in it?"
"Please understand my position Dit, do not make me in a difficult position," said Ana who could no longer hold back her tears, but swiftly Ana wiped her tears, he did not want to attract the attention of many people.
"I'm sorry if you think I put you in a difficult position, but I beg you to go back to An's house, it's your house" Adit said.
"I can't Dit, I can't go back there, I can't see you anymore, I can't."
"Why An? give me a reason!"
"I'm afraid Dit, I'm afraid that what I'm feeling is wrong, I'm afraid that my heart will wish for more of you" Ana replied sobbing.
"What should you fear An? I love you, I love you, I promise you that I will make you fall in love with me and when you do, why should you leave?"
"Because our world is different Adit, I'm the same you are different, we can't be the same, there will be a lot of problems for you later and I don't want that to happen" Ana replied.
"No one will be able to leave if we love An" Adit said.
"We can deal with everything the same An, I will not let you go, I will not let you alone, I will always be with you" Adit replied.
"It's not as easy as you say Dit, we......"
"Stop saying we're different An, there's nothing different from us as long as we have the same feelings, all the differences will be united by those feelings, you should know that!"
Ana just kept quiet with a sob, she held her cramped stomach.
"He'll be my son An, I don't care what your past is like, I'll be his papa, me and you'll take care of him with our love and affection," adit said by touching Ana's stomach.
"You're a fool, Dit!"
"I don't care, I just want you to come back and don't go again" Adit replied.
"Please think about other things Dit, your mom, the media, the company and many other things, what they say if they know about you and me" Ana said.
"We think about it later, the important thing is we have to go home first, you have to rest!"
"No, I don't want to go any further when I know there are a lot of obstacles in front of me, I'm going to turn around and find another way!"
"An, how many times do I have to say to you, I love you and I love you, I will not let you go, I will always be beside you, so no matter what happens, nothing can change that."
"But....."
"Stop An, stop arguing my words, I'm sure you know me better than anyone, so you know my true intentions right now, right?"
Ana nodded softly with tears on her cheeks. Adit wiped away Ana's tears and hugged her.
"We will always be the same An, we will face everything the same," said Adit then kissed Ana's forehead.
After Ana calms down, Adit brings Ana back home.
Arriving at home, Adit immediately drove Ana to the room to rest.
"Tonight I don't go home, I'll keep you here" Adit said, stroking Ana's hair.
Ana just nodded her head without saying a word.
Adit then exited Ana's room.
"Mom Desi, Lisa, please call Candra and Agus, tell them that Ana has come home and ask them to face me right now!" adit said to Miss Desi and Lisa
"Good mas," replied Missi.
Soon Candra and Agus arrived. They then face Adit, including Miss Desi and Lisa.
"Before I am very grateful for your work during this time, but what happened today really makes me disappointed, I will give you until tomorrow morning, I will give you time until tomorrow morning, so I hope you guys pack up and leave this house tomorrow morning" said Adit who made Miss Desi, Lisa, Candra and Agus so surprised.
They did not expect to be fired without being given a chance by Adit.
"On salary do not worry, I will give a full salary with the severance tomorrow," continued Adit.
"My friend and I are sorry, sir, but we...."
"I don't want to hear why you are Candra, I hired you here not only to guard the gate of the house, but also to take care of Ana" Adit said, cutting off Candra's words.
"You all know what your priorities are here for, but you're negligent so there's no reason for me to hire you here!" adit managed to silence all his workers.
**
Elsewhere, Dini was already asleep in Dimas' bed when Dimas was still working on his job.
When finished, Dimas closed his laptop, tidied a few maps in front of him and sat next to Dini.
As he held his hand Early, he felt the Early body temperature feel hot. Dimas then put his hand on his forehead Early and sure enough, Dini fever.
Dimas immediately took the cloth and water to compress Early.
"i love you Andini, but sometimes your attitude makes me doubt, am I wrong because it is present between you and Andi? am I the antagonist of your life?" ask Dimas in the heart.
The night is getting late, Early condition is getting worse, the fever is getting higher making Dini's face more pale.
Without waiting for long, Dimas immediately took Dini to the hospital.
As a result that night Dimas accompanied Dini in the hospital.
**
The morning has arrived. Dimas twitched his head that felt dizzy because he had not slept all night.
"Dimas," call Early in a weak voice.
"Dear, how are you, are you still dizzy?" ask Dimas.
"I'm in the hospital?" dini asked after her eyes went around to every corner of the room she occupied.
"Yes, your body is very hot, so I take you to the hospital" replied Dimas.
"I'm sorry, I should have....."
"Sssstttt... don't think too much of Andini, I will contact Adit to let him know if you are in the hospital again," said Dimas.
"What time is it?" ask Dini.
"It's only 6 in the morning, maybe the doctor will come to check on you," replied Dimas.
"Aren't you working?"
"I can leave you here Andini, I'll ask permission to take a day off" Dimas replied.
"But...."
"Please Andini, do not make me feel more guilty again," said Dimas who was met with a nod of his head Dini.
Shortly thereafter the Doctor and the nurse came to check on Dini. The doctor told me that if Dini's condition had improved, he could have left the hospital but had to rest until he was completely healthy.
After breakfast and taking medicine, Dimas then brought Dini back to the apartment.
Dini's face still looks pale even though the fever has gone down.
"Rest dear," said Dimas while covering Dini's body with a blanket as Dini lay on the bed.
"I'm here to apologize to you Dimas, not to disturb you" Dini said.
"You don't bother me, baby, sorry for being so immature" Dimas replied with his hand.
The clock kept turning. I don't know what happened after that. They finally fell asleep on one bed.
The drowsiness that Dimas had endured all night could finally be completed that morning. He no longer thought about the things that disturbed his mind. For him the most important thing at that time was the existence of Dini beside him.