
It was still morning, under the water from the bathroom shower, Anita sat down with tears that she spilled back from both corners of her eyes.
He still couldn't accept what happened to him. He was ready to lose what he had taken care of, but he gave it to Dimas so he could get Dimas, not Andi.
Now he could only mourn what had happened. No matter what his future might look like he doesn't care, he hates himself for his stupid plans.
Tooookkkk tooookk
The bathroom door was knocked from the outside by the aunt, to make sure Anita was okay.
"Non Anita is good?" ask auntie to worry.
"Dwantaiin Anita bi, Anita wants to be alone," Anita replied without moving from under the shower.
"Auntie porridge on the table non, eaten yes!" said aunty.
Anita just kept quiet by crying silently under the water.
"what should I do now? tell me the same papa? no way," Anita's inner heart.
He knew how the father trusted Andi so much. For Anita, Andi is the perfect male figure for Anita.
"papa will not believe that Andi ngelakuin it's the same me," said Anita in her heart.
Anita realized her mistake, all because she was too rushed. He knew Andi very well, if not for the influence of the drug, there was no way Andi would have done that to him.
Time had passed and what had happened could no longer be restored as before, what had been guarded had been forcibly taken and now he could only accept everything.
I don't know how long Anita has been under the water, her face is getting pale and her lips are turning blue.
Faintly he heard the sound of knocking on the door but eventually all the sounds got further and everything in front of him darkened.
The door opens and Andi immediately lifts Anita's body to take her out of the bathroom.
A while ago, my aunt contacted Andi and told her that Anita would not come out of the bathroom.
Because of worry and guilt, Andipun immediately went to Anita's house and found Anita sitting unconscious under the shower that was still burning.
Andi asks aunt to change Anita's wet clothes. In his heart he hoped that if aunt did not know the bad thing that had just happened to Anita.
After the aunt finished changing Anita's clothes, Andi went back into Anita's room and waited for Anita until she woke up from her stupor.
After a long wait, Anita's eyes seemed to blink, Andi immediately approached Anita.
"Where are you Nit? you want to go to the hospital?" asked Andi who only answered Anita's head.
"I'm sorry Anita, I promise I'll take responsibility for what I've done, I'll meet your papa and explain everything, me...."
"Don't!" anita said that made Andi surprised.
"Why?" andi asked not to understand.
"Lupain only, assume that the incident never happened," replied Anita.
"I can't possibly escape the Nit incident, I don't even believe in myself why I can do it!"
"Do you think I can escape that easily? no Ndi, but I don't want this problem to get any further, assume last night was just a nightmare for us, I don't want to discuss this problem anymore!"
"But Nit....."
"Ndi, help you understand me!"
Andi let out a long sigh and nodded her head.
"You should eat, I'll bribe ya!" said Andi while taking the porridge from the table Anita.
Anita just shook her head by taking her eyes off Andi.
"What should I do to make my mistake Nippy? tell me, I'll do whatever it is!"
"Lupain Ndi, don't discuss it again!" answer Anita.
Andi does not understand why Anita asks him to forget that when he is filled with guilt for what he has done to Anita.
"Can we still be friends?" andi asked doubtfully.
"If you don't discuss the problem again and don't tell anyone, including papa!"
"You're asking me not to take responsibility?"
"I'm asking you to promise me!" answer Anita.
"OK, I will not discuss this issue anymore and I will not tell anyone about this matter including your father" said Andi.
Anita just silently listened to Andi. For him it was better than he had to live his life as Andi's wife when the father knew what Andi had done to him.
Andi is indeed a good man, he is handsome, educated and has a good future, but what Anita wants is not Andi, but Dimas.
After the seeds of his love for Dimas grew back, all he wanted was Dimas, even he did not care if he had to be second in the Dimas household.
But after the incident that night, there was a spark of anger in him. If Dimas had not given his drink to Andi that night, it would not have happened and his plan would have gone as it should.
"you have always been evil Dimas, you have always ruined all my plans" Anita said in her heart.
Time passed and Anita was more silent as Andi spoke to her. He knew what had happened to him would change his life a little.
But he was not thinking about how his future will be, whether like what and with whom he spent his old age. He was not even expecting Dimas anymore.
"You go home, I want to be alone!" anita said to Andi.
"You sure?" asked Andi who only answered the nod of Anita's head.
"Well, I'm home, finish your porridge, don't worry your aunt!" andi said, then came out of Anita's room.
Andi tells her that Anita is fine and that she doesn't have to worry about Anita.
Andi then left Anita's house and drove her car towards the home store. It was the first day of the opening of his new home store, but his mind was muddled by what had happened last night.
Especially when Anita asks him to forget the incident, it makes her feel more guilty because Anita's attitude makes it seem to take off her responsibilities just like that.
"maybe this is better, assume that the incident never happened and we can still be good friends as before" Andi inwardly said.
Now Andi must be able to focus on what is in front of him.
The first day of the opening of her clothing arts branch was the thing that she had been waiting for a long time, she tried to keep doing her job well. He must make sure everything goes according to the plan he has prepared.
**
Time passes, days change.
Andi did not intend to look for Anita, because Andi thought that he had made a big mistake that made Anita stay away from him.
The last thing Anita said to him was for him to forget the events of the night so Andi decided to let Anita go if it was the best for Anita.
On the other hand, Anita deliberately stayed away from Andi so that he could really forget the incident.
Until one morning, Anita woke up from her sleep with nausea that disturbed her. Anita went into the bathroom and vomited all over her stomach.
After feeling better, he came out of the room and asked his aunt to make him warm porridge as usual when he was sick.
"Non Anita is sick?" ask aunt.
"Just not feeling well" Anita replied.
After the porridge was finished, Anita immediately finished the aunt's porridge. Anita then prepares to leave for the course as usual.
Time passed as usual, not much new things happened. But the next morning Anita returned nausea and vomiting, it continued to repeat until the next few days.
But Anita does not take a headache, as long as it has no effect on daily activities because she only feels nauseous every waking up.
That morning, as usual, Anita was awakened by the nausea that bothered her. Usually the nausea will disappear after he ate warm porridge made by his aunt.
But that day the aunt did not come home from the market until Anita left for the course. He decided to take a piece of bread and eat it while walking towards the garage and left the house with his car.
On the way to the course, he again felt nauseous. Anitapun pulled his car over at one of the gas stations and ran into the public toilet that was there.
After spending some time in the toilet, Anitapun came out weak.
"definitely because I haven't eaten, so it's very lemesy," Anita's inner heart.
As he walked towards his car, his head was dizzy and his vision began to blur.
Anita stopped her steps in the line of vehicles that were about to refuel, she held her head that felt dizzy at that time.
On the other hand, Andi who had just entered the gas station area was irritated by the sound of a car horn that raised his ears.
He got out of his car to see what was really going on. As Andi carried her steps towards the car in front of her, she saw Anita who was just standing where she was standing.
"Ofraa!"
Andipun ran over to Anita and when he had just arrived, Anita dropped her body on him suddenly.
Andi swiftly held him and brought him over from the vehicle line.
With the help of some people who were there, Andi brought Anita into his car and immediately drove his car towards the nearest hospital.
Arriving at the hospital, Anita immediately get treatment from a doctor. After a long wait, the doctor came out of Anita's room.
"Where is Doc? what happened to my friend?" ask the Doctor.
"He is fine, nausea and dizziness have become a habit of women during pregnancy in the first trimester," replied the Doctor.
"Pregnant? she pregnant?" andi asked in disbelief.
"From the results of the examination she was pregnant and she fainted probably due to lack of food intake or dehydration, to further later could wait for the examination from Doctor Obgyn," replied the Doctor explained.
Andi just fell silent listening to the explanation of the Doctor, he did not even have time to thank when the Doctor had left him.
"pregnant? Anita's pregnant?" andi asked a question.
Andi then went into Anita's room and saw Anita who was lying weakly on the hospital bed.
"Anita, why don't you tell me what's the same as me?" andi asked as she was next to Anita.
Anita just kept quiet and took her eyes off Andi. If he had not been limp, he would have gone away from Andi.
"Anita, is that my son?" asked Andi who made Anita immediately bring her eyes to Andi.
"What do you mean?" anita asked, not understanding.
"Is the baby in your womb my child?" andi asked, clarifying the question.
"Infant? what do you mean Ndi? you don't get scooped!"
"My answer is Anita, is that really my son?"
"I don't know what you mean, what baby? what boy?"
Andi sighed and looked at Anita sharply.
"The doctor told me that you were pregnant" Andi said, to Anita's surprise.
"Pregnant? me? no, no way, the doctor must be wrong!" reply Anita does not believe.
"If you can't believe we're seeing an obstetrician now!" said Andi.
Anita shook her head and moved out of the bed to get out of the room, but Andi held her hand.
"Where are you going? you...."
"I have to go!" anita said by pulling her hand from Andi.
"No, you should stay here until I know this certainty from Doctor Obgyn!" andi said, but Anita pulled her hand firmly and ran away leaving Andi.
Andipun pursued Anita, but she was dismissed by hospital staff for having to pay administrative fees before leaving.
Andi lost Anita.
On the other hand, Anita immediately stopped a taxi in front of the hospital. Not knowing where the car was, he decided to go home.
At home, Anita is still thinking about Andi's question which she considers unreasonable.
The doctor told me you were pregnant
Anita gave a small laugh recalling Andi's words to her.
"pregnant? no way, we only do it once and even then because of coercion, there is no way I can get pregnant right? the doctor must be wrong, right?" anita in the heart.
Even so, deep down in her heart was actually Anita worried. He did not want what Andi said to really happen to him at that time.
Anita then opened her laptop and found out about the signs of pregnancy. She read many articles and of all the articles she read morning sickness is one of the most common early signs of pregnancy.
Anita then took a small calendar on her desk and looked at the coming date of her month.
"tell, this is natural, right? it could be because I was too stressed so the date is backwards," said Anita who is still trying to think positively.
Soon a car entered her yard, when Anita saw it from the window, she locked the door so that no one would enter her room.