The End of the Story
Story by Mama Siska
Time is still going as it should. Andi's condition is getting better, as is Mama Siska.
"What are you sure there are no complaints?" adit asked before his mother left the room.
"Mama sure dear, the doctor also said," replied the mother.
"But mama should not be cape'an first, should not be much activity and should be more rest!"
"Dear, my mother understands" replied Siska, who felt anxious for her very protective child.
"Mama must also promise, control your emotions when you meet Andi later, the situation has indeed improved but still can not be too much pressure, mama must....."
"Dear, yes, mama understands Adit, you don't worry," said mama Siska who can't stand Adit's bad behavior.
Adit sat on the bed of his mother as Siska opened the door. Mama Siska then undoes her intention to open the door, she approached Adit who looks not okay.
"What's Adit? why are you sad?"
"Adit's not sad ma, Adit's just......"
"Adit just do not know how to behave, on the other hand Adit seneng because the sister who had been looking for Adit already in plain sight, on the other hand, the child that you have longed for is already in front of you, but there is a little fear in Adit's heart, fear that you will miss Adit, like when your emotions are not controlled, mama always forgets that Adit is also a mama's son, "inner Adit in heart.
Mama Siska sat down next to Adit and hugged him.
"Adit, you baby mama, mama who gave birth to you and raised you even with many shortcomings, mama loves you just like mama loves Andi, love mama only for you two, love mama only for you two, mama's life is for both of you" said Mama Siska who understood Adit's concerns.
"Sorry Adit ma."
"You don't have to apologize, baby, you've sacrificed a lot for our family, you've always been patient against mama, you've always been there for mama, there's nothing wrong with you Adit, you're still mom's proud son."
Adit just kept quiet by hugging his mother tightly. He loved his mother very much. For her, her mother was the first love of her life. Although he often had to endure the pain due to his mother's uncontrollable attitude, it did not make the sense in his heart diminish and disappear.
For him, the mother is the reason for him to always be full of passion to live his dreams. She always tried to make her mom happy, no matter what.
"Calm your heart baby, mama will not get out of here before your mood improves" said mama Siska.
Adit took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, throwing away all the negative thoughts that were attacking him.
"Let's meet Andi ma" said Adit with a smile.
"Are you sure, baby?"
"Adit was convinced," Adit replied as he nodded his head full of confidence.
Adit and his mother came out of the room and walked towards Andi's room. With her heart racing without pause, Mama Siska stepped foot full of do'a to meet a child she had not met for decades.
When he arrived in front of Andi's room, Adit saw Andi's father and mother who were inside.
"Adit ask permission om same aunt first yes ma, mama wait here for a while," said Adit.
"Yes, baby" replied the mother.
Adit then opened the door slowly, making everything inside bring his gaze to Adit.
"Excuse me, auntie, can I see Andi?" ask Adit politely.
Andi's mother and father then looked at each other, Andi's mother just nodded her head at the husband.
"May, let us go out first" replied Andi's father.
"Can't mommy's dad be here too?" andi asked.
"You need time together" replied Andi's father and took the wife out of Andi's room.
"Please enter!" andi's father said to Mama Siska.
"Thank you very much, sir," replied Mama Siska then immediately entered following Adit.
With happy steps, Mama Siska entered Andi's room.
Mama Siska's eyes looked glassy when she saw the child she had been looking for was in front of her eyes. But he immediately wiped his tears, as Adit said, he should be able to control his emotions.
"Sit down, ma" said Adit as he shifted the chair for the mother.
Mama Siska sat beside Andi's bed, while Andi sat on her bed.
For a moment they were silent to each other. Andi brought her gaze in all directions as it felt too awkward to look at Mama Siska. While mama Siska just stared at Andi without saying anything.
"Ndi, you must have been horrified what your mother and parents said that night, here you just want to explain what really happened 25 years ago, you can not believe, you can not believe, but I'm sure your heart will not be able to lie" said Adit.
"Andi, mama's boy," said mama Siska with eyes that returned glazed.
Adit then held the mother's shoulder, trying to strengthen the mother. Again mama Siska wiped her tears, she did not want to look weak in front of her two children.
"Andi will hear everything, so Andi hope there will be no more lies that Andi is horrified," said Andi without turning to Mama Siska.
"Everything you will tell me is the truth that has been hidden from you so far, so I hope you can make a wise choice later" said Mama Siska who was met with a nod to Andi's head.
"Before you were born, we are a wealthy family, your father was the owner of the company in the city where we live, mama inget at that time 2 days before your birthday, papa, papa you arrive home before his office hours, papa asked mama to make things sorted as necessary because we have to go right then and there."
"At that time my mother refused, for reasons that papa hid from my mother, until finally papa story that he betrayed his best friend, good friend papa stab papa from behind, papa stabs papa, someone he thought was a friend who worked with the police and the media to spread false news about your father, they made false evidence stating that papa was a business criminal."
"All evidence points to papa without papa being evasive, as a result one day before you were born, all papa assets were confiscated, not only the company, but also papa's other homes and businesses, he said, they do not give you the opportunity to take the jewelry or money that we keep in the bank, they make the name of papa bad in society, they make papa lose everything in the blink of an eye, no one can and will help your father at that time, not even brothers who care even ostracize our family, they consider your father as a disgrace to the family."
"For a full day we just walk without direction, mama, papa and Adit who was 2 years old at that time can only step without knowing where we are going, if it wasn't for you still in the womb of mama and Adit who were very small, mama would have given up by then."
"Sampe finally mama's great contraction, mama's amniotic fluid broke as we all walked toward Mr. Joko's house, papa take mama to the hospital, papa take mama to the hospital, but no hospital wants to accept mama because it knows mama wife of people who have got a bad stamp from the whole community, lucky then mbak Joko want to help mama, mama, she took mom to the hospital without a papa and she was also the one who financed my mom's labor costs at that time."
"With the situation of mama and papa like that, mama felt will not be able to take care of you well, mama does not want you to feel the difficulties of life that mama rasain, mama rasain, that's why mama asked mbak Joko to take you, mama will come back after the condition of mama and papa improved, but it turns out mama was wrong, the day where mama gave birth to you is the last day mama saw you, mama saw you, since then for years, my mom has never been able to see you."
"It took years for papa to get back up, we moved out of town and started everything from scratch there, not infrequently mama papa and Adit have to hold back hunger because there is nothing we can buy, not a penny of money we have, he said, our lives were so hard before Dad could restart his business after so many years."
"Mama and papa never stop looking for you, especially when our circumstances improve, but nature is like cursing mama at that time, there's not a single clue about the whereabouts of Joko and Joko sir who brought you."
"Now that you're in front of your mom, I'm sorry for the choice of mama that kept us apart for so long, I'm sorry and grateful that you were well cared for by your mom and dad."
"Mama really wants you to come back with mom and stay three with Adit in our house, but mama will not force you, all the decisions are in your hands, the door of your home will always be open for you" said Mama Siska at the end of the story.
Now he understood why he was in the hands of his father and mother. It is not selfishness, but a mother's sacrifice to her newborn child.
"Please forgive mom, forgive mom who has put you in a difficult position at this time," said Mama Siska.
"If you do not believe, you can find articles about the destruction of papa company time, but because of papa's persistence, papa can finally return his good name again after years of trying," Adit told Andi.
"Darling, you want to come home with me, right?" mama Siska asked with Andi's hand.
"Sorry aunt" said Andi, slowly pulling her hand from her mother's grasp.
Mom Siska's tears rolled unstoppably again hearing the two words Andi said.
Not only because Andi called him "tante", but also Andi's words that meant a rejection made his heart again broken.
"Please think again Andi, mama......."
"Ma, I have," said Adit to calm the mother.
Andi just kept quiet by holding tightness in his chest. For some reason seeing the woman beside him cry made him feel so sad.
"Mom understand, it may be difficult for you to accept all of this, but this is a fact that you should know, but please do not shy away from mama again," said Mama Siska who was only answered by a nod of the head by Andi, without bringing her eyes to the woman beside her.
"You can come home, whenever you want," said Mama Siska with a smile.
"Let Andi rest first ma, mama must also rest at home," Adit told the mama.
"We go back first Ndi, mama must rest first," said Adit to Andi who was only replied to a nod of Andi's head.
Adit and his mother left Andi's room, and they went home.
After Adit and his mother came home, Andi's father and mother immediately entered Andi's room.
"And you've done the real thing, haven't you mom?" andi asked with glassy eyes.
Andi's mother then approached and hugged Andi. Andi's cry spilled in the arms of the woman who had given him love and affection all her life.
I don't know why his heart hurts. He did not want to leave his father and mother. He loved them very much, but on the other hand his chest felt tight when he saw Mama Siska crying beside him and it made his heart also feel so deep sadness.
"Whatever your decision, father and mother will accept, you will still be a father and mother child wherever you go, wherever you live" Andi's father told Andi.
"Andi has decided well, Andi will be the same mother and father," replied Andi who was still in the arms of the mother.
"Are you sure of your choice?" ask Andi's mother.
Andi just kept quiet, he then released himself from his mother's embrace.
Andi's mother then told how the mental state of Mama Siska so far. He also tells how Adit must stick to the attitude of the mother who always hurt him, make him hurt and end up in the hospital.
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Elsewhere, Adit had just left the mother's room, he had heard the screams of the mother accompanied by the sound of goods being slammed violently.
Aditpun immediately went back into the room of the mother with a spare key.
"Would you like to come here?" mama asked Siska with the table lamp in her hand.
"Adit want to nemenin mama," Adit replied by approaching the mama slowly.
"Go, this is a curse for mama, this is karma for mama because she has left her baby mama's child," said mama Siska with sobbing.
"No ma, we can still try again, we......"
Adit stopped his speech as the table lamp he was holding was thrown at him and injured his forehead.
"Mama rest first yes ma, later we meet Andi again," said Adit who is still trying to approach the mother.
He does not want the mother to hurt herself while being like that, that's why Adit should always accompany the mother even though he knows if he will be hurt.
"Sir, please get me your sedative" Adit told his mother's guard at the door.
"Good on."
After giving a sedative injection to the mother, Adit asked her ART to clean up the room of the mother. Adit immediately returned to the hospital after cleaning the wound on his forehead.
Arriving at the hospital, he immediately met Andi, not to force Andi to come with him, but to tell Andi about the mental state of the mother.
"This is a health report of mama, mama's severe depression because of her guilt and regret so far, I don't maksa lo Ndi, but please you think well," said Adit.
"Gue has tried to take my mother to a psychiatrist, psychologist, but it does not bring good influence at all for my mother, The doctor even asked me to take my mother to a mental institution but I always refused because I knew that only you could heal, Andi, the son of my mother who always missed me," continued Adit.
Andi read a glimpse of the report Adit gave, he had heard it from his father and mother. When he saw the wound on Adit's forehead, he immediately knew that it was because of Siska's mother.
"Kening lo bled," said Andi.
Adit immediately took a tissue and rubbed his forehead that felt sore.
"Gue abis fell," Adit told a lie.
Andi is silent even though he believes that Adit lied to him.
"Mama needs lo Ndi, please do not let mama live in regret and guilt that torments her all this time, love mama opportunity to be able to love her children who have been separated for a long time," adit.
Andi was silent at Adit's words. He did not expect Adit to live his life with weight all this time.
Andi became concerned with his decision, he doubted where he should choose. He doesn't want to hurt anyone. His father and mother who had taken care of him from childhood, or the mother Siska who had given birth to him and lived her life with guilt and regret.
**Sorry these few days late update and rarely open the application, actually the author birthday dated 19 yesterday 🤭
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