
The time that has passed cannot be repeated. There is no way to avoid what has happened, all that can be done is to face it and correct the mistakes that have happened.
Andi drives her car towards Anita's house after Anita leaves her at the hospital.
He also had time to buy several testpacks with different brands that he would give to Anita.
Deep in his heart, he also hopes if the doctor's words are wrong about Anita's pregnancy.
Not because he does not want to be responsible, but because he is not ready if he has to release himself in a marriage without being based on love.
But if what the Doctor says is true, then there is no other way but to accept the part of the destiny of life that he does not want.
Arriving at Anita's house, Andi immediately entered and walked towards Anita's room. He knocked on Anita's door several times but there was no answer.
"I know you're in Nit, open the door, we need to talk!" said Andi from the front door of Anita's room.
"Go Ndi, there's nothing to talk about!" reply Anita without opening the door.
"If you don't open the door now I'll tell Mr. Sonny what happened between us!" andi threatened.
Anita opened the door of her room violently.
"You crazy?" ask Anita with emotion.
"You're crazy, why are you running? why did you leave the hospital?" reply Andi who is not less emotional.
"Then what do you want now? you want me to sleep in the hospital?"
"I want you to wear this!" answer Andi while giving a testpack that he just bought.
Anita receives the testpack and throws it in the trash.
"Ofraa!"
"It only happens once Ndi, what the Doctor says must be wrong!" said Anita.
Andi sighed in annoyance.
"Follow me!" andi said with Anita's hand.
"No, no!" anita said, but Andi still pulled her hand.
"I have to make sure everything is Nit, I don't want that to happen either, but I also have to take responsibility for what the doctor said was true!"
"No, I. aaawwhhh...."
"Why you?" asked Andi who saw Anita whimpering by holding her stomach.
"Aaaaaahhh.. My stomach is hurting" replied Anita, who was increasingly in pain.
Without asking much more, Andi carried Anita and took her into the car and drove her to the hospital.
During her trip to the hospital, Anita held her stomach with teary eyes, not only because of the pain she felt but because of fear if what Andi said was true.
She could not have had the unwanted pregnancy. He also could not imagine how furious the father was when he found out what had happened to him.
Andi who saw Anita in pain then clasped Anita's hand without saying anything.
If Anita does conceive a child of her deeds, then there is no other way but to account for what she has done, even if that is not her wish.
Arriving at the hospital, Andi immediately carried Anita out of the car.
After waiting for some time, the Doctor calls Andi to explain what happened to Anita.
"The patient is fine, there is nothing to worry about, in the early days of pregnancy stomach cramps are natural, to relieve it can be by drinking water, lying down or soaking warm water, soaking in warm water, pregnant women should not be allowed to stress yes!" the doctor explained.
Andi who heard that could only shut up. The facts before him could no longer be denied.
After listening to all the explanations from the Doctor, Andi then approached Anita who was still lying in bed.
He saw Anita who was only silent with tears that soaked her cheeks. Andi then approached and clasped Anita's hand.
"Tell me that this is all a dream" Anita said in a hoarse voice.
"This is the reality that we have to accept Nit," Andi replied that made Anita cry even more.
For a while they could only lament their respective regrets. Anita who regretted having carried out her plan without much consideration and Andi who regretted not being able to hold herself back that night.
Andi covered her face with both hands, hiding a drop of tears that carried the greatest regret of her life.
I don't know what he will tell his mother and brother about what has happened, but for sure he will disappoint the people he loves.
Andi then went to the toilet to wash her messed-up face. He realized not only that he was falling because of this, but Anita as well.
It could be that Anita is much worse off than she is. Because that one-night mistake had shattered the dream and the future Anita had planned.
Andi then returned to Anita's room and took Anita out of the hospital. Andi drove her car towards Anita's house.
Along the way, they just kept quiet with their own thoughts. It never crossed their minds if that would happen.
Arriving at home, Anita walked with weak steps towards her room. As she was about to fall, Andi held her down swiftly but Anita immediately released Andi's hand which held her back.
"You go home!" anita said as she went into her room.
"We need to talk about this first Nit!" reply Andi.
"No need" said Anita.
"But Nit....."
"Go home Ndi! justin I'm alone!" anita half-screamed.
"We need to talk Nit, when do you think you're like me?"
"There's nothing we need to talk about, I told you about the incident!"
"Where can I escape if you are now pregnant with my child, I am not that bad Anita!"
"So what do you want to do now Ndi? what can I do now? everything has happened and there is nothing we can do!"
"I will marry you" Andi said, to Anita's surprise.
"I will be responsible for what I have done with you" continued Andi.
"No, I don't want to marry you!" said Anita who was about to close the room door, but Andi held her back.
"Why? am I not good enough to be your husband?" ask Andi.
"No, this isn't really, this shouldn't be happening!"
"But this has happened Nit, there is my flesh and blood in your womb now" Andi said.
"I know it's not easy for you, it's also not an easy thing for me Anita, I will explain everything as you, me....."
"No, don't you ever tell me about this!" anita cut Andi's words.
"Why? papa you should know Nit!"
"Nobody can know about this other than us, I'm going to kill this baby!" said Anita who made Andi inflamed.
"As you say Anita, never intend to destroy your womb, she has the right to live, she....."
"He has no right to live, no one wants his presence, me or you, this is all a mistake that should not happen!"
"Stop Anita, you don't go crazy!"
"Crazy? you're the one who made me crazy Ndi, you're the one who made all this happen" Anita said emotionally.
"I'll marry you Nit, I...."
"Stop talking about Ndi's marriage, I don't want to marry you, we don't love each other, there won't be a marriage without love!" said Anita.
"Then how is it different from you who are obsessed with Dimas? you keep chasing him even though you know he never loved you, do you think you'd be happy to be with a man who didn't love you?"
PLAAAAAKKKK
One hard slap landed on Andi's cheek.
"You're the same Dimas differently, you'll never understand what love Dimas has!"
"It's not Nit's love, it's obsession!"
"You don't know what Ndi is, stop acting like you know everything about me, so now you go and let me do whatever I want!"
"No Anita, you can't do that" Andi said
"You made all this happen Ndi, you ruined all my plans!!"
"I'm sorry, but please control yourself Anita" Andi said, holding her hands tightly.
"I can't Ndi... I can't accept all this... I can't.." said Anita sobbing.
Andi then hugged Anita, she knew the destruction like what Anita felt at that time. But she will not let Anita abort her womb, because for her it is all her fault, not the fault of the baby in Anita's womb.
"Tuning yourself Nit, we find the same way out" said Andi trying to calm Anita.
Andi then brought Anita to sit on her bed. Andi clasped Anita's hand and took her to touch Anita's stomach.
"I'm sure you can have a new life here, he's a part of you and me" Andi said.
"But I don't want it Ndi" Anita replied sobbing.
"Everything that happens because of my mistake Nit, he doesn't know what so I beg you to take good care of him, I will do whatever you want as long as you can take care of him," said Andi.
"Then how am I? my future? you didn't think of that?"
"I will marry you Anita, as soon as possible" Andi replied.
Anita shook her head slowly and then laid her body on the bed.
"I need my own time Ndi" Anita said, turning her back to Andi.
"Please think everything is fine Nit, I will not run, I will be responsible for what happened to you," Andi replied and then came out of Anita's room.
When Andi came out, Andi saw the aunt who was standing glued in front of Anita's room.
"Auntie has it all?" asked Andi who only answered the nod of the aunt's head.
"It's all Andi bi's fault, aunty don't worry, Andi will be responsible, please contact Andi if something happens to Anita," said Andi then left Anita's house.
Aunty who had heard Andi and Anita's quarrel could only shut up without being able to say another word.
He did not expect if the employer he had considered the child was pregnant out of wedlock. Not knowing what was really going on, he did not dare to speculate any further.
All he knew at that time was that he had to calm Anita so that Anita would not do harm, especially when she heard Anita would abort her womb.
Aunty then went into Anita's room and sat on the edge of Anita's bed.
"Anita is not papa bi," Anita said with her tears held back.
Aunty then holds Anita's hand, she knows Anita always says it if something happens to her.
From the beginning, even when Anita was beaten by her papa, she always said that she was fine even though her heart had been broken.
"Do you think aunt should tell father non?" ask the aunt who made Anita immediately move and hold both aunty's hands.
"Don't bi, Anita please don't tell papa, please keep this secret only for aunty, Anita please bi, aunty would know what would papa lakin if papa knows this right? so Anita begs aunt not to tell papa," said Anita pleaded with sobbing.
Aunty nodded her head by stroking Anita's face, her heart ached to see what happened to Anita. She hugged Anita tightly, letting Anita cry in her arms.
"Anita does not know what Anita should do now bi, Anita does not want this baby, Anita is not ready," said Anita amid sobs.
"Is this really because of Den Andi?" ask aunt to vent.
Anita simply nodded her head answering aunty's question.
"Let den Andi in charge of non, aunty believes den Andi can be a good husband for non Anita," said aunty.
"No bi, Andi does not love Anita, Anita also does not love her, how could we marry without love" said Anita.
"Then what is non Anita's plan now?" ask aunt.
"Help Anita to let go of this content bi," replied Anita who made aunty so surprised.
"Sorry, aunt can't!" my aunt refused firmly.
"Anita please bi, Anita does not want papa know and Anita does not want to marry Andi, please aunt understand," said Anita pleaded, but did not make aunt waver at all.
"Auntie will help non Anita to keep this secret from the father, but non Anita can not kill this baby!" said aunt firmly.
Aunty then again grabbed Anita into her arms. Whatever Anita's decision, she will accept it as long as Anita does not abort the baby.
"Anita is afraid of bi, Anita is afraid," said Anita who returned sobbing.
"Auntie will always be here non, do not be afraid," said aunt trying to calm Anita.
Anita remembers her mother. He felt guilty for not being able to take good care of himself.
He misses the mother, he needs the presence of the mother who will embrace him warmly.
But in front of her was an aunt who always took care of her and hugged her until she fell asleep.