The Beautiful Doctor is My Mother

Dinner with II

Tonight, for the first time in a long time, I felt a strange vibe back in me, a vibration long lost by the erosion of love by disappointment and betrayal.

Actually I do not want to recall the old wounds, even I do not intend to tell the past I betrayed to anyone even to the woman I will marry, the woman who will be the wife and mother of my child must be happy, let the pain I keep to myself even though now many of my extended family already know the truth.

I who arrived2 just filed a divorce suit made everyone panic, especially my papa, extended family and my in-laws.but the betrayal of my wife at that time I can not forgive.

I'm so ashamed to see myself.How can he betray me while I have everything women want, money, wealth, investment, company, handsome face, smart brain, he said, my body is muscular and I always treat it very well, give full confidence in him, love him, love him and encourage him in any case. I as a husband never demanded him to work because it was my responsibility to protect and provide a lawful living even to meet all his needs, feed for him and all my children later my wealth will not run out.My company is where, both local and international.thank you all the companies that I manage although not all I handle myself, develop. you can imagine the pundi2 rupiah that I can get from my business empire.

But his ego is high he wants to keep working, he said he wants to find busy because at home this big he is only alone with some ART that works for me. he is bored, I try to understand his situation. I was forced to allow it and give it confidence to be able to manage time for me and our son2 later. yaa, at that time we had not been blessed with a child but stepped on the next month2 alhamduliah finally pregnant my son. when I told him to stop working, he stayed with the founder.I tried to seduce him and convince him that even though he does not work us and our son2 will never fall poor. I just want my household good2 only, I just want her at home to keep her pregnant and later after giving birth I just want to see her educate our son2. bukakah there is a hadith in the Qur'an that says, "the mother is the first madrassa for her son2" but that does not apply to her.

She Laras, the woman I love and fought for my parents' blessing, she could no longer respect me as a man and her husband.Everything I did for her good was always denied, she says she's a modern woman who can't just stay quiet in the house. Working and making her own money is her passion. I finally relented, maybe someday she will change, she said, but after giving birth and our child grows up she never changes, me and zaskia she ignored. zaskia in the care of the baby sister and mama.

I just wanted my household to run normally like any other couple but a good destiny was not on my side.The height of my anger and disappointment, I said, when my mom called saying that she saw the barrel with another guy at a hotel in town.

"who is that man2? did dion?? my college friend or samuel?? arrrgh "my inner.

Like being struck by lightning, I who was in the office was shocked sekaget2nya. how not, he just called me he said he would pick up our daughter home from school. then what is this? he lied to me the umpteenth time after I tried to get caught up in gossip2 saying that he was in his office close to some man2.

I asked Mama to share the location of the hotel.quickly and half running, I grabbed my car keys on my desk. I dropped my secretary who was chasing me probably wanted to ask why I was in a rush this afternoon.I kept focused on running towards the CEO's special elevator, then headed to the lobby and picked up my car parked in front of the company. I never parked my car in the employee parking lot considering I'm a busy person, whenever there's a metting outside I'll go with my personal driver who stands by 14 hours.

I arrived at the hotel lobby, I called my mom where the existence of the barrel with the man2. I hope she only ate lunch or metting with the relation so that mama will be one of her waterfall. but it turns out I was wrong, mama said was trailing the barrel to the front of the hotel room in her booking.

I pushed the doorbell button, came out the man with bare chest only the bottom with a towel. I pushed the man, and I cried out to find my wife. turns out he was sleeping on the bed covered in blankets, maybe he just finished doing his damned deed with the man.I woke him up, I woke him up, a few seconds he woke up and was shocked to see me with mama had caught him cheating.I dropped my talaq for him.he couldn't say a word, he couldn't say a word, even the man I do not know clearly can only see my anger, and I also do not want to dirty my hands by hitting the man2. let it be, let allah swt who avenged all his betrayal of me.

Me and my mother who took care of zaskia, since the divorce also I do not want zaskia to lose the figure of her mother, but the affection of a grandmother, is still different from the affection of a mother. moreover, the biological mother whose affection is matchless but barrel she does not seem to care about zaskia. whether the devil what is right2 possessed her.

today, tonight.I was like seeing an angel.he was another from earlier this morning when he met for the second time in the hospital corridor, the, because first I met him when I woke up from my bed in the hospital bed. It looks very different.if this morning he was wearing jeans and a long-sleeved shirt blue sky, blue, combined with a simple hijab but looks beautiful.in contrast to tonight, the woman looks more beautiful with a tulip patterned dress and long syar'i hijab covering her chest. it was like an angel that God sent to have dinner together in this house.

When my son pulls and holds his hand, I feel my heart has another vibe. Am I starting to get attracted to women again?? no, I'm not a same-sex person but ever since that divorce I've closed my heart to any woman until my son went to high school.

Mama and my son were busy chatting with him. I just stole a glance, without him realizing it. Maybe the father who is now sitting next to me at the dinner table began to realize I stole 2 looks at the woman. I kept trying to be silent without expression, but my heart skipped a beat looking at her Muslim beauty.

" it seems like she's a sholeh woman, is it true that she doesn't have a lover? or maybe the lover does not have but married?? " my heart asked2.

Mama who realized my gaze, smiled at me. I was still silent without saying a word starting dinner that lasted until it ended, I still chose silence while listening to their chat.

" kak anggi not add to his meal, this side dish and rice msh many loh. kok very little to eat. aunty cook this for the child anggi loh, what is the son anggi joint run diet program?? " my mother asked as if2 was familiar with him.

" ah no aunt, not dieting. anggie eat anything enter. nyamil also if you want to. just to eat rice from small anggi a little less tasteful so a little bit already make a sated anggi "the woman replied gently with a smile.

" his smile is so sweet "my heart is shaking.

" baim, why did you just shut up?? is your cooking bad? or have you started to be attracted to women because you saw Anggie boy ?? mama saw you from earlier stealing a glance at nak anggie. "mama to the point spread vibrations2 in my heart. I was ashamed. I was afraid the woman thought I liked the same sex.

" mama what the hell? " baim left the dining table for the living room.

Anggie, ratna, zaskia looked at the baim in wonder.

" mama anyway, already know baim is stolen view even in the talk directly gini. there is another anggie boy? shame it must be ma. yaudah papa after the baim first. later mama and nak anggie nyulai also yaa. bawain snack and coffee ya maa "I still hear when papa trying to reprimand mama.

" halah.baim aja pah tuh pah timid.did not start something "mama tried to insinuate me with a voice that I can still hear from the family room.

Papa's coming to the family room.

" i, it's not good ah there are guests left so soon " papa reminded me

" sorry pah, out of baim shame mama said so. the effect is like same sex, afraid doctor anggie think like 2 "

Mama who came with zaskia and the woman brought 4 cups of coffee and snacks.maybe she could listen to my chat with papa.

" what did baim mean?? I thought macem2 how "ask the woman looked at me like asking for my explanation.

" this child, since his divorce baim has not been able to open the heart to other women.there happens to be you so aunty all satirical. let's be ashamed. whereas the age of baim is still 33 years old, boy. still young to live again. according to nak anggie how ?? " my mama tried to explain I was still silent while looking at the tv and occasionally glanced at the woman.I want to know how her response about me who is a widower with one child. I see Zaskia also just silent to hear our conversation which incidentally is an adult.

" aunty I mean, I don't understand?? " anggie's still confused.

" what do you think about anggie son, if om and auntie want to get close to anggie son ?? " well now my papa also come to the point. what this is meant by mama and papa dinner mode as discussed in the car.

" do I have to open my heart to this beautiful woman ?? if he wants to get close to me, a widower son of one "my heart raging wants to hear the answer.

" this is my son anggie, me and his mother baim. would love to be close to nak anggie. om and auntie know we just know each other. om and aunt want you two to know each other more than this. om know that you are still confused. but om ask can son anggie help baim against his fear?? moreover, you've saved baim from the accident incident at that time.om sure you can again save baim from the fall due to this disappointment" my papa tried to explain the direction of this conversation.

" aunty om, sorry if anggie previously answered this there is a mistake in saying.but anggi is not a psychologist !! anggi is a pediatrician how can anggi help sir baim fight the slump due to disappointment.is not this about a kind of trauma om aunt? is it not better for Mr Baim to consult a psychologist?? it would be useful to help "I know the woman spoke to heart2 for fear of offending me.

" do I have to go to a psychologist, do I feel like I have a mental disorder ?? " i finally made a sound.

Anggie was shocked, not to say that Baim had a mental disorder but he just wanted to help him consult the right people.

" that's not so, mr. Baim, om aunt. sorry if I have offended.I mean this, is not because the divorce is you have a sense of trauma. well the sense of trauma can be said as an emotional disorder not a mental disorder, then you should consult with the right person.not with me who in fact is a pediatrician. I'm not in that realm sir baim "the woman explained again.

" yeah already consider aja daddy as a son of aunty hahaha "my son easily come to talk and laugh.

" god, not like that zaskia.you belom quite understand "ratna hugged the zaskia who was beside her.

" then how, zaskia is already a big oma. remember already Junior High !! Zaskia knows daddy's traumatized because of what, because mommy left, right?? come on dad, how's zaskia gonna have mommy again if daddy's still like this ?? actually zaskia feels jealous if she sees friends2 zaskia always picked up by her papa mama.zaskia also wants to feel it "zaskia added, I see my son's eyes glazed 2.

" aunty, would you like aunty to help heal my daddy's wounds.no.. not with a psychologist. zaskia sure only aunty can help daddy?? will aunty be my mother?? being a mother who cared for and gave affection only to me "zaskia approached the woman, gathered in her presence.

Me, papa's mama, and the woman compactly surprised2 with what zaskia did. But we just kept quiet, was I not being helped my son do like this.

" what did zaskia say, mother?? mother for him. whether zaskia sure with the woman he just knew.what zaskia also has a strange vibration like having found what she was looking for "my inner. I want to know again how the answer.

I saw the woman was agitated, she was holding my son's shoulder and stroking Zaskia's hair.

" honey. it's not so. you don't need to like this "captured by zaskia's hand and shifted her seat so that zaskia sat next to her.

" you don't need to be like this baby, yeah it's like this aunty will try to get close to your daddy, but sorry aunty can't promise me what. to be your mother takes a very long time and process, dear. didn't we just get to know?? zaskia can contact and meet aunty at any time to get to know each other more. " the woman spoke very softly to my son giving zaskia the understanding that his will could not be directly filled like turning the palm of the hand.

" so aunty mauuu helped daddy, really?? " my daughter looked enthusiastic, and the woman nodded her head.

" thank you, thank you son of anggie "my mother hugged that woman.

" thank you son "my dad also thanked me for trying to help me fight the slump as they say.I don't deny it's true I have a sense of trauma, I have a sense of trauma, I am deeply disappointed in my ex-wife, the woman I once loved and loved.

" same with aunt, then I say I came home first already at 21:00 am afraid of being on the road and my parents are worried.thank you for dinner today " the woman said goodbye to my parents.

" oh please son, thank you once again huha. is it necessary baim who drove nak anggie to the house ?? " father offers something that I don't think of at all. Is this because it's too long alone, for attention to women I can't feel it.

" ah no need om aunt, I can go home alone. thanks for worrying about me. zaskia aunty pamit go home dlu. when2 we eat ice together want??? " the beautiful woman is very smart to make my son happy when only promised to be invited to eat ice cream together.

" want aunty "visible from the facial features of flowering zaskia2.

" okay, tosh first !! take care of your health, do not sleep at night2. prioritize learning !! " the woman took tosh my son who even my own daddy never did with her. My mom and dad looked very happy to see that moment in the family room.

" excuse me aunt, assalamualaikum "

" yuk aunty anter ahead "my mama offers.

" no ma, let baim who drove the doctor anggi forward. mama accompany papa and zaskia watch tv only. yuk doc, I intersect ahead "I prevent mama to drive him forward, yuk dok, because I want to also personally thank him that I could not do in front of my mom and my son.

the woman stared and walked behind me.

" thank you doc "baim start the conversation.

" thank you for what, sir?? " sanyanya.

" yes thanks for the first one you helped me with the accident, then the second one thanks for helping me. can we be friends?? don't we have to be friends first in order to get to know each other ?? " i tried to shake hands with him.

" i accept, thank you sir Baim and family who have been many2. friends?? " he grabbed my hand and shook me and smiled.I felt his hand so gently clasping my finger.

" in that case, I say sir baim. assalamualaikum "the woman got into her luxury car and drove her car away from my house.