The Beautiful Doctor is My Mother

Fact

" an ex-lover?? " me and the medina mbak just quietly listened to their chat, without speaking. doctor mira and doctor ridho away from the gurney and approached towards the glass door of the ICU, but it sounds so clear in my ears.

" bring him here, maybe bringing him here. Faisal's doctor soon realized.. "

" no way mir.. "

" why.. ?? "

" that woman won't be here.. "

" try to persuade him. kasian doctor faisal... what is their relationship is not good after separation ?? " doctor ridho just nodded his head.

" the two avoid each other mir. maybe his ex-lover is really trying to forget it. but. he. "doctor ridho turned around, doctor, and gazing from a distance the still reluctant doctor Faisal also opened his eyes.

" but what is dho?? "

" he himself is still stuck in love and his past.Even he tried to commit suicide because desperately could not have his ex-lover again.. "

" then?? "

" they had been separated for about 4 years. about 2 days ago we accidentally met him.. "

" then.. "

" he can't stem his longing and disappointment.. "

" who is her ex-boyfriend?? is he a doctor too?? " doctor ridho nodded.

" have you ever known, seen or known anggieta doctors from xxx hospital, one of the hospital's favorite pediatricians.. ?? "

" you mean, doctor anggieta goddess ?? "

" right. doctor anggieta goddess syahfitri.he ex-lover doctor faisal "I was shocked when I heard it, I did not think his love for his ex-lover was so deep. I so remember the origin of the guess love, he was likely like this because it was decided by his girlfriend.

" doctor Faisal loved him and was in a relationship with him when he was married and married.so that's the main reason doctors anggieta let go and chose not to continue the relationship.. "

" then ?? " doctor mira, increasingly curious about the story of doctor faisal. me and mbak medina still standing staring at the two, while occasionally turning and looking at the gurney where doctor faisal lay weakly.

" phaisal's doctor never loved his wife, although he initially tried to try it. He married because of the match between his parents. doctor Faisal did not go back to his wife instead divorced him, so since approximately 4 years ago he has become a widower, and hopes to return to the doctor. he went out of the country instead of forgetting, uh he even lived with the shadow of his former lover.there he continued to follow the news of the doctor anggieta.. "

" until the end, Faisal's doctor knew that now anggieta's doctor was married "

" right, right mir "

" have he tried consulting a psychiatrist?? "

" already, me and the doctor Agus himself who drove it. but the results are nil.. "

" o dear god.kasian once.. "welcome the doctor mira, I who deliberately just so eavesdropping on their conversation was swept away by the story.

I guess it's chest tightness, without me noticing tears dripping down my cheek. I quickly wiped those tears before anyone else knew it, and I immediately say goodbye to doctor mira and doctor ridho to return IGD where I served. somehow I also feel his sadness, either my heart is weak because it is easy to empathize with others or there is something else. I also did not understand.I pat my chest softly many times.

" excuse me doctor mira, then I say back to IGD first. I just want to see and check his condition.. "

" again thanks doctor anita.." dr. Ridho lowered his head.

" for?? " ask doctor mira doesn't understand.

" anita's doctor who donated her blood to doctor faisal mir, she was the only one who had helped her through critical times.. "

" oiyaaa..you are great." continued the mira doctor, with a faint smile at me.

" doctor ridho exaggerated doc. well then, I'm sorry "

" yaaaa.thank you doctor Anita" said doctor mira. I nodded my head and intended to leave, before I left the ICU room I got a glimpse of the man on the gurney.

Why are you so stupid, why did you become a doctor?? if your pain cannot be healed by yourself.my mind

And I left those who were still in that ICU room.

" doc, why so long?? good thing I called Doctor Koas there.. IGD again deserted. "I did not comment on the talk of love and still think of all that I deliberately heard earlier.

" doctor anita don't papa?? kok diem aja doc. "i'm still walking straight and focused forward.mbak kasih just follow.

" dok..? "

" doctor anitaaa !! " the hard, patting my shoulder.

" ah yesaa mbak. sorry "

" doctor anita why are her eyes watering?? nangisss... why.. ?? "

" no papa mbak.. "

" really... Where is it in the ICU.. ?? " he asked me with an astonished face and we continued on our way.

" mother.. "

" yes doc.. "

" brother love is right.. "

" right.. What's Doc about?? "

" the patient was. doctor faisal was decided by his girlfriend ! "

" Huh." my mother was shocked, and stood right in front of me.

" there is, the woman who mutusin men as handsome as that and the doctor again.. what is the loss..?? " my eyes glared around, tonight the hospital seemed quiet as usual.I just nodded and decided to walk to get to the IGD quickly, suddenly I felt my body was tired when IGD was not as crowded as usual.

Up there, I rested my body on the empty patient gurney at the corner. I looked up at the sky IGD, I briefly closed my eyes that were not focused on seeing the object in front of me.

Letting go is difficult, but it is even harder to find a way for him who really chooses to Want to Go.

Everyone does not want to lose himself especially if he has to let go. But not everything we want is in line with expectations. Sometimes we are faced with difficult choices that we have to make.

If not, we will only hurt ourselves. Choosing is not always easy, sometimes the choice is difficult and not infrequently we ourselves have to bear the risk because sometimes our choices are painful.

We love it so much, we don't want to lose it. But on the other hand he is no longer fond of us even he has chosen to leave our lives.

When he chooses to leave, there is nothing we can do but let him go.

Because no matter how hard we try to convince him to stay, he will never stay, he will stay out of our lives.

Everything is equally painful. When we lose it we will feel sad and hurt, when we try to hold back the loss in the end we only delay a separation and make the wound deeper.

So let him go, the more we try to restrain him, the stronger his will to leave us.

Eventually we will definitely lose him and we will be the ones who will be hurt even more by trying to contain his departure.

It's just that we want to hold him. His determination was completely unanimous.

We can fight as long as he also wants to fight, not only we who want to try to fight while he is reluctant to fight.

We can still fight but never forget in the end he will be released also from our grasp. Because no matter how hard we want to hold back his departure, the one who chooses to leave will still leave.

Losing will only make us hurt, but it will hurt even more if we try to hold someone who wants to leave our lives.

It would hurt even more if we wanted to convince him to stay with us.

He has chosen to leave our lives. Let him go, though it is never easy to let him go. It is better to be sick than to be sick because of fighting.

Don't hold back his departure, don't delay a farewell, because in the end we ourselves will be hurt.

Then it's better to let it go than to have to find a way to convince him who really wants to leave. Because convincing is harder than letting go.