The Beautiful Doctor is My Mother

Meet

I'm lost

In my snaring miss

How captivated this heart is in your alluring charm

Drugged me with a soft voice in every greeting

Hypnotizing me will be pretty on his face

Returnees

This taste is present

Your shadow greets you in every dream

Encourage me in a beautiful that sesa’at

It is lost when you open your eyes

And back into the shadows.

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" just please, let me hug you. "I heard a voice in the middle of her crying.

O Allah, when I hear the sound of my heart as stabbed.the pain I feel in the upper part of my heart, as if this heart was torn to shreds.My cry broke, whether this was a happy cry or regret I was no longer able to distinguish it. My eyes closed, and still hugged me. Hundreds of tears dripped on my cheeks, I was weak god..

" please let go of your arms mass, don't be like this. "that's the only word that can come out of my mouth.he slightly loosened his arms, then slowly released his arms from my body.

I looked at him, and he looked at me. still with a choking cry, he caressed my face and I just let that hand wipe the tears on my face.

I saw his eyes appear sunken, his body thin, and the look of his face like a picture of a tormented state.

god, is he tormented about his divorce, or is it because of me?? my inner, teary-eyed still went down the curve of my face.

" is I still in your heart?? " he said with his hands still touching my cheeks. somehow, that sentence came out of his mouth, I did not know what to answer. I pulled my body back, I fell from my crouching seat.

" mothera. "I heard the voice of zaskia calling. as if in disbelief, as fast as lightning I put my face to see it.

" mother... Why are you crying?? what the hell's going on?? " zaskia crouched down and held my shoulder, she saw me alternating with mas faisal. I cried more and more to see my daughter in front of my eyes. I looked right left, I looked right, I got up from my seat and I looked around but I didn't see what I was looking for.

" honey, where's daddy?? " my question is on my nest.

" earlier daddy and zaskia saw the mother hugged the same om it was "zaskia pointed towards mas faisal who was still reluctant to stand from his seat.

" laluuuu... Where is daddy now, dear?? " just ask me again while touching my favorite daughter's hair.

" daddy, looking for the toilet mom. I was told to follow mom here, daddy will pick us up "

I'm sure mas baim has seen it all, it's just the reason it was given to zaskia. My heart beats racing with my bad thoughts. I don't want mas baim to think bad things about me, he shouldn't hurt me for that hug.

" let's go, let's find daddy son.. "

" but mother, is it okay om it's okay.. "

" he's fine, baby, ayoo we find daddy. "my door with tears screaming to come down again.

" no mother. "I don't care about this series of questions my daughter, I grabbed the backpack lying on the floor of the mall, then I held my daughter's hand and immediately pulled her away.two three steps, I took it, my feet began to leave the place.A cursory look back, I saw the two friends mas faisal was helping him stand.

Baim went into the men's toilet, he stood in front of the mirror.on the light of the water above the sink.the sound of water gurgling calmed him a little, then he looked at the reflection of the mirror.

" who is that guy?? why is she hugging my wife? " his heart asked and curiosity made him panic.

" no, no. I can't think of anything like that. I'm sure my wife won't betray me even lying to me. I'm sure anggie isn't like a barrel! maybe it's just a coincidence his friend, or it's a greeting as a form of gratitude for helping him..no but gratitude should not be so.. willed a man? argghhh. "baim grabbed his hair. his fingers knocked on the mirror looking at him.

" you coward, you should be there.why switch to go calm your heart if you are curious.dohhhh stupidhh...I should not avoid this.I have healed, I have healed, this will not make my trauma again hurt me and my son. "baim down and wash his face many times.fresh taste rushes out the heat and worry in his heart.

Baim ate back the mirror and swept his slightly wet hair by hand.

" i have to find an excuse, so that Anggie doesn't think or worry about seeing me. She doesn't have to see the injury because my trauma still looms over me. Baby, I'm sure you won't leave me.. not today or later.I will make you happy, until you forget how to leave me and zaskia. "he muttered in front of his reflection.

After his heart calmed down, and his chest did not feel the heat anymore he decided to come out of the toilet.in front of the men's toilet, he was shocked to see his son and wife waiting right beside the exit.

" hey baby, why are you here, mother.Why are you here? daddy told you to wait there.. "

" mother forced to look for daddy, see somehow fitting zaskia there, mother is crying?? see his eyes red and swollen.. "

" mom crying, why? does the man have a hard disease..?? sorry well. I couldn't catch up there. was dear kebelet "anggie saw baim from top to bottom, in the lyrics her hair was a bit wet.

" you don't papa mas, is everything okay.?? "

" i am why baby, I don't why napa. I know for sure zaskia told you, we will discuss at home both. mas believe you. "baim stroked the top of his wife's head. but the owner of the head still feels worried to see her husband, then forced a smile to decorate his face.

" go home yuk dad, bun. zaskia already got all the school needs zaskia. I want to eat duck rice on the side of the road. yukkk.. " zaskia dragged the hands of her two masters to start her steps, then let go. zaskia walked in front, while occasionally looking left right counter/shop in the mall.

" but mother has not bought anything dear.we buy something first well.. "

" no, we go home. I don't need anything.. "

Baim saw the face of his wife who was veiled "well.we go home and find food.patient yaa "baim grabbed his wife's hand, on the side of his finger tamed his wife continued the path together.

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MALLS

" tekan. because you are all like this "doctor agus blames the doctor who is still silent silent.

" i'm sorry sal, I think with you guys meet. you will take off the load you carry. "doctor Ridho saw doctor agus and faisal alternately. Faisal just sat down sipping his coffee without making a sound.

" wes ayooo. used up this ndang straight home to the apartment.don't long coffee "pinta doctor agus while looking at faisal.

" yesaa "

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Along the way baim and anggie mute, they are busy with their own thoughts, while zaskia is engrossed in reading the book she bought in the passenger seat.

" dear, what shop do you want to eat at?? " the baim voice breaks the anggie's daydream and breaks the focus of her reading child.

" it's a tuuh dad. we try to eat the duck sucker there. "zaskia enthusiastically pointed to a tomb stall on the side of the road that looks lonely.

" want to eat there?? son.. it's a deserted stall.. Why not choose a crowded one?? "

" dad, origin daddy tau. usually a lonely roadside stall that most of the food is good.can make him quiet because no one stopped by to eat.we have to go there dad.. is it mom?? "

" yes mas, right said zaskia we just go there. who knows we come as their sustenance. in the past I was in college also mostly eat on the side of the road equally temen temen "

" okay if so. we go there. "baim choose a place and then pull over his car.

The car stopped at a stall that read LAMONGAN PENYETAN, the three of them went down and began to enter the stall that was not as large as it was. The visitors who were eating this stall was not so crowded, only a few who come and eat may be with the mother, father of the child, lover or even with his wife and husband.

We chose a seat in the middle, then there was a mas mas coming towards us. We saw the menu book in front of us.

" please ma'am sir, want what pesen?? " tell that mas to us.

" what do you want dear. "ask baim on his beloved daughter.

" duck rice, same gurame roast dad.. "

" you dear." he asked his wife.

" duck rice mas.. "

" what drink it.. "

" zaskia iced tea only dad, 2 yah.. "

" ih not one first son. "between anggie saw his son who was enthusiastic about eating his favorite food.

" not papa mother, later if the sauce pedes directly drink donk.. "

" yaudah, sweetie, if she's happy..Would you drink anything?? " baim smiled at his wife.

" ice oranges only mas .. "

" okay mas, rice ducknya three. all of them ask for the chest of yes mas. iced tea is two, iced orange one, warm tea one, big love, yes, we want to eat three.. "

" yes sir. there is another "mas mas is busy recording their orders.

" nothing.thank you "

" mas cepet ya. " cried zaskia, me and mas baim smile to see it. mas even gave a thumbs up towards zaskia and began to make our orders.

After waiting a dozen minutes, all the food they ordered was presented before their eyes.they started eating in the dului with prayer and washing hands.

" tuh right. nih dad uank kan. let alone sambelnyaaa. ahhhh... yummmy .. "zaskia talking with mouth filled with fish.

" yes yesaa. daddy and mother believe.yaudah eat.heart of her durinya. "zaskia enjoy her food voraciously and her parents are very happy to see her window.

After the food had been spent, Baim called the mas mas who had brought their order.

" how much is it all?? "

" all are two hundred and thirty thousand pak. "baim nodded and began to take out his wallet.

" this is mas. "baim gave up the money, and clasped the hand of the mas.

" his change for you. "mas mas was dumbfounded to see us take turns.

" really sir.. ? "

" does my daddy look like a lie?? " zaskia made a sound. They all laughed

" real mas.thank you for the food.good "baim gave his thumbs up.

" thank you, ma'am. dek. hopefully the luck is smooth, given long life, and when will you stop by here again "

" yes donkkk. " cried zaskia. they laughed again.

Finally, with a full stomach, they went back on their way home.