The Beautiful Doctor is My Mother

Terrified

The past is a part of a person's life. Everyone has a past both bad and good.

Bad past lives often haunt our steps to move forward to achieve a better life.

The thing to do is when you have a bad past, try to have high spirits to achieve a better future life.

People who only regret what has happened will not be able to rise to a better life.

When I came out of the bathroom, I just sat quietly on the bed looking at him.

" dear, it's been a long time "

" good mas, this is not ready your clothes..have you prayed magrib ta?? if you've been hunting change clothes continue to eat. Kasian zaskia must be wis laper "

" was at the same office andhika dear.yaudah for a moment.. "

Mas baim approached me, and I gave him the clothes I had prepared.Wearing the shirt and shorts, he combed his hair and sprayed the expensive perfume on his body.

" oiya baby, will anyone want me to reach you and zaskia ?? "

" what's wrong?? " i stood up and approached him.

Suddenly mas baim grabbed my body and hugged it.

" you why mas "I still let him hug me and I rub his back.

" later we discuss below yes. yuk we go out to eat first. "he looked and kissed the flash of my lips. on the swab of my head that is not covered with a headscarf when in front of him.

I was amazed and curious to make, mas baim usually not like this. but I did not dare to ask more like his door. I just obey him who grasped my hand , and out of the room.

" honey, yuk eat "mas baim call zaskia. lapse a few minutes out the girl from her room.

" let's daddy, I've laper terribly.. Mother cook what tonight ?? "

" cook the dear soto lamongan "

" wah.. it looks good !! " the three of us went down the stairs and walked towards the kitchen.

Lamongan is one of the districts in East Java. This area is famous for its Lamongan soto concoction that uses the main ingredients of chicken village. It is now known in various regions outside East Java.

Generally this soto is sold in carts, tent stalls to restaurants. At a glance, Lamongan chicken soto looks like ordinary yellow soup chicken soto. However, if you look carefully then it looks the difference.

Soto Lamongan is always served with a yellow-orange powder called koya shrimp. Made from fine scours of shrimp crackers. Hence the soto Lamongan sauce will be a little thick and savory amazing after stirring with koya.

Vegetables used as soto stuffing, is not a bean sprout like generally soto but smooth slices of cabbage leaves. Plus slices of tomatoes and chives increasingly taste crispy fresh. Not to mention the sprinkling of fried onions, sweet soy sauce and lime juice and cayenne pepper.

If you want to make your own Soto Lamongan method is relatively easy, just follow the following recipe instructions.

Original Soto Lamongan

Material:

1 Tail (1 kg) of chicken

2 Liters of water

3 tbsp vegetable oil

2 stems of leeks, cut rough

2 lemongrass sticks, spreading

3 leaves of grapefruit

3 Salam leaves

3 Cm galangal, spreading

Puree:

5 cloves of garlic

3 Red onions

4 grains of candlenut

4 cm old turmeric, burn, crackle

1 cm ginger

1 tsp pepper granules

2 tsp sugar

2 tsp salt

Shrimp Koya:

5 Pieces of shrimp crackers

1 tbsp fried garlic

Stuffing:

25 g suun, soak to soft, drain

2 tomatoes, rough slices

50 G cabbage, rough iris

2 Eggs boiled

Completer

smooth sliced leeks

fried red onions

sambal rawit red

sweet soy sauce

lime

• cut the chicken into 4 parts and then wash it clean and drain.

• Drain the water in the pot, put the chicken, turn down the fire. Cook until the chicken is almost tender.

• iced Seasoning Smooth to fragrant.

• Add lemongrass, orange leaves, bay leaves and galangal. Stir until fragrant, lift, put in the chicken stew. Add the water to 2 liters.

• Put the chives, lower the fire. Cook until the chicken is soft. Turn off fire.

• Strip the chicken and drain pieces.

• ike Shrimp:

• put the shrimp crackers and fried garlic in the grinder, process until smooth.

• udding: the presentation:

• put the milk, cabbage, tomatoes and chicken in a bowl.

• _Tuangi hot broth. Sprinkle koya shrimp.

• Employer with its Completer.

" sit down baby, ma'am ready first yaaa. "zaskia and mas baim sat face to face. and I was still standing to mix our dinner.

" this is the krupuknya.. anget angel is very affectionate after a day of rain.nih mas "I handed the crupuk on the mas baim plate. and sat next to him enjoying my food.

" thank you my love "mas baim and zaskia started the first feed.

" mothera. this is so good "zaskia looks so enthusiastic.me and mas baim look and smile.

" aluin donk if delicious. "my answer. I saw the baim mas eat not as usual, stirred2nya rice fruiting then began to feed into his mouth. like he was thinking something. but I still dare not ask, let him tell me himself.

" want to add ?? " just ask him.

" don't love, this is enough.oiya later chat for a while yuk son, bun in the family room while watching tv "

" what's wrong dad ?? daddy again has a problem in the office or why ?? "

" eat first baby. spend it later in the conversation "as I know mas baim like to say something but like do not know where to start.

Tonight we continued eating, with our own minds.

After dinner, I tidied up the dining table and washed some of the dirty dishes.mas baim and zaskia had gone to the family room first.

I followed him with warm tea and some pieces of fruit from various types that I had prepared in the refrigerator.

" sorry yes dear, old mother "I sat beside the mas baim whose eyes were fixed on the television. and zaskia collapsed on a long sofa while playing her hape.

" yeah no papa dear, it's been a hassle. daddy will discuss something the same you two "

" what is dad?? " zaskia rose from her fall, and drew near to us.

" mother, zaskia.. dengerin daddy. no matter what happens later, believe me the same daddy that daddy will always protect and sing you both.. "

" daddy ih. muter muter. zaskia does not understand dad ! " mas baim looked at me, I just smiled sweetly at him. I don't want the anxiety of my curiosity to make him think.

" what's wrong ?? we'll listen to her "I'm holding my handsome husband's hand.

" zaskia, son. your mommy is again in Indonesia, and reportedly she is in this city "

" mommy, dad?? "

" mbak baras mas ?? " mas baim just nodded his head.

" why mommy back to Indonesia.not that she is happy with her new son and husband.why come back again? zaskia males ahh. don't tell me the problem mommy "zaskia back to the long sofa and fall, mas baim back to look at me.

I approached Zaskia, lifted her leg and sat down while holding her leg.

" hust. can not say that dear. should be zaskia seneng donk mommy her home.who knows mommy again kangen same you "

" even though mommy kangen, zaskia did not want to meet or see him "he talked while playing his cell phone.I never saw him this cute and angry.

" what is it. Why?? zaskia doesn't miss mommy.. "

" not "the answer is short, mas baim just keep quiet to see me and zaskia. I do not want to talk anymore, he replied making my tongue as if mute.

" zaskia wants to go to the room first yes bun, dad. "zaskia got up from her sleep and kissed my cheeks and cheeks mas baim alternately, then leave just like that leaving us who are still down on the sofa while looking behind his lost back behind the wall of the living room.

" masss. "I came back closer to mas baim, and looked at him. There was a look of anxiety and uneasiness on his face.In the corner of his eyes there was a clear circle that he did not allow to go down. the water was still reminiscing around his eyes.

I held her hands together, and I patted her gently on the back of her hand trying to calm the rumble in her heart.

" i don't want him to snatch our happiness dear "

" no one will seize our happiness, mas calm first. lest the arrival of mbak barrel, raises or arouses anger mas baim.could he again have business here.. "

" i'm sure he'll be looking for zaskia and us .. "

" if he's looking for us, what should we fear?? "

" you don't know the barrel, baby.. "

" i will know her, however she is the mother of our beloved son mas. There is no former mother mas in this world, believe me it won't happen what our happiness is "I embrace it.

" i love you. "the light that sounds obvious in my ears.

" i love you too. " mas baim grabbed my shoulder, at the back of my body that hugged him.

I looked at him, and stroked his cheek.

" let zaskia later I will persuade, if if mbak barrel to Indonesia just want to meet him.. "

Mas baim did not return my words, but his fingers touched my lips and..

He kissed my lips softly, and rubbed them repeatedly.Apartment of my lips, with a hand that touched the back of my head.As if behind the kiss I understood he wanted to share the love, the affection, the sadness, the love, anxiety and others that raged in his heart.

I replied slowly with my shallow kissing ability, I smudged her soft lips. she was getting*******, it was over, I just enjoy every kiss let this kiss bear witness to the happiness and warmth of our home.