
" dok, the former not only gives us pain but also gives us happiness. is the doctor feeling between the two ?? " i nodded my head again, my tongue as if.
" i'm sure the doctor still loves him. How many times does the doctor love him 1-10 ?? " he asked me.
" 10" I answered briefly.
" wawww. it seems like deep love nih hahaha "the trick on me. I grinned bitterly looking at it.
" i love her in every breath I have never met for almost 4 years since we parted but this turmoil of love still grows and burns at the bottom of my heart. my relationship and he's too complicated to spell out with the word "I patted the shoulder of an eco-mom.
" let me guess, is he a doctor just like you?? " ask me again.
" yes he's a well-known pediatrician in his town "
" Love is never wrong, it is the act we do that can be a problem. I think the doctor kept something so that he could not be with the doctor. am I right?? "
" are you right !? "
" Life is indeed full of twists and turns, including love problems that are sometimes difficult for us to understand.Life will mean nothing without love, love will always give color in life, love will always give color in life, love will also always provide many invaluable life experiences, which we must believe is love will never go wrong.. "
" you are right, love will never be wrong, because it is actually my fault that I love another woman while I have had a wife at that time "
" then ?? "
" he asked for our relationship to end.he chose to go let go of my love because there was no way he would hurt another woman, my wife.I made him go further and further, because I intend to rape her so that she will be mine after that I will divorce my wife "
" Allah doc. "m eko was shocked by my statement to him.
" then ?? "
" i keep divorcing my wife on the grounds of her or not because of her. Our marriage cannot continue.we are married because it is betrothed.there is no happiness in our household, there is no happiness in our household, indirectly there we hurt each other "mas eko listen to my story with a nodding head nod.
" then ?? "
" what because it's "mas eco as if I understand the reason I'm afraid to meet him.
" yes I was afraid that he really hated me, because of my stupidity at that time "mas Eko patted me on the shoulder several times trying to calm my mind.
His age still looks young, compared to my age, but he seems like a wise person to talk to and his knowledge and experience of love.
" does the doctor intend to see her now, when she is married and if she may be happy ?? " he asked me.
" allah mas. I have not found the answer.but I do 2 miss him.want I embrace him.and rediscover my life." I may now see the water in my eye. I can't help it from falling. This feeling is what makes me weaker.
" try to meet him once doc, try talking to him. Get rid of the burden that is on your head and heart. There may be deep regrets in it that I also can not understand. there are wounds there that must be healed, either by forgiveness or by others "
" if it were that easy "my sigh.
Some people say that they blame love?Do you know, there is never a wrong love that there is only a way to live it, and you alone will decide to walk rightly or wrongly.
Sometimes love comes suddenly, and always through the eyes and then down to the heart, most people say it from the heart but do not you realize, that the eye is the main path that connects to some other sense of taste. Having love is like carving a smile every time whether it's with someone you love or when you imagine it, believe me when you're in love 999% of your mind will always put forward to remember it, because of the beauty of longing which is the best composition to date, but the beauty of love do not assume you will get 999% happiness, at least you have to maintain, maintain and regulate how your love goes well, he said,true and in accordance with what is expected.
" thank you, my heart seems a little relieved because you accompanied "
" same doc, don't hesitate to tell me. Hopefully one day the doctor finds happiness "I nodded my head.
" amminnn, once again thank you mas "
After a long conversation, they decided to sleep and rest because it was almost late at night.