The Beautiful Doctor is My Mother

Serious or Joking III

Tonight I suddenly became a speechless woman, I could not say what2 in front of her. My heart which had been like an old, unowned house tonight was asked to complete her heart. how the heart will see my empty heart, I have no experience in building any relationship, but I do not deny, there are other feelings in my heart for him.

" do you know, I also feel that kind of thing in me, but I'm afraid I can't be the best for you, even later will add to the burden of your mind "my heart is struggling.

I still look at him, I strengthen my eyes so as not to glaze2. I'm afraid he saw it. I fight the taste of blue hilaru in my chest. there is a sense of tightness, I want to spill this cry of happiness. maybe if I'm not ashamed, and if I don't remember I'm the favorite doctor in one of the hospitals, I'm gonna walk up and I'm gonna hug the guy in front of me, the man who is all his might struggles to forget his past, the man who struggles to get rid of all his disappointments and traumas. the man who fought to see the happiness of his son come to me said everything he wanted to say.

He was wasting his pride, he was throwing away that shame.he dared to risk whatever I would do after he said it all. He really was the man I had dreamed of all this time.

Still clear every word, go into the head and penetrate my brain. his statement to me still tinggalang2 eyed like a mosquito that flew to and fro. address, tonight I will be able to not sleep.

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back 1 hour ago..

" i'm sorry before, you might be surprised about what I'm going to say, but believe me, I don't play2 with my words.You've also agreed to my parents' words so we can be close. you also agreed to my invitation to make friends.You already know my daughter's zaskia.You also know about my trauma, and you also saved me that time.even though we have not known each other for long, I confess I have fallen in love with you. I fell in love with your attitude, your own nature2. I fell in love with your heart and soft voice.whether since when I fell in love with you, I have fallen in love with you, but I began to forget my trauma, my disappointment since we met and knew each other. I fell in love with you more, when Zaskia often talked about you with my father and mother. I fell in love when my daughter told me she made a new friend, got the attention and affection of a mother like yours. So can we be friends more than friends?? can we make friends for a better direction than just being friends? will you be my life friend ?? friends who help me to be more afraid of god swt, friends so that I am closer to god swt. friends share likes and sorrows. and friends to raise and love zaskia along with her sister later?? will you give me a chance to know you not as a friend but as your future husband ?? will you share your life and death with this widower?? " he looked at me, his eyes not showing him lying or joking.

I still silently stared at my seat, and stared at him sharply.

" mas, if mas baim fell in love with me because of my nature and attitude.what if one day the nature and attitude changed?? what if because of my nature and attitude it only brings out your admiration for a moment ?? and if as mas baim said, if your heart fell because I saved you, what if it was just your compassion for me?? mas I sincerely help you, even if the accident is not you, I will still help and save him. Is it not too soon mas baim convey this to me?? what about zaskia and your parents, did they find out that you had fallen for me?? mas think well, the talk of mas baim just now will make me unable to move. it will make me always think about it "I look into his eyes.

" then think of me too, I am a widower.You are the woman I have been looking for all this time.I will not waste this opportunity.I just want you.. it's not a matter of return, not a matter of momentary admiration, but I'm right2 falling for you "he grabbed my right hand and grabbed it.

" think good2 what I've told you, be my wife, be a mother to zaskia and my son2 in the future.I'm sure you're the best of god to us " he stroked my hand that was still in his hand.

" i know we've only known for about 2 weeks, but I'm sure the power of God swt, he could have found who is a match with each of the storyline 2. even though the man2 or woman is in a remote place, if the power of God moves then whoever his soul mate will still meet. I will give you time to think.I do not force you, but if possible, if you can, I beg you to think good2. give me a chance. If later in the middle of the journey we get to know each other, there are things that I can not change or things that will burden you, you may leave me. I won't force you to get married today either, because I know you need consideration in any case, let alone regarding my status, and if now anyone else expects you to be his wife, then I'm ready to compete healthily with him. Lastly if you don't have the same feelings for me, then I'll wait as your feelings grow towards me "he asked.

I just kept quiet, then nodded my sign to agree to all his words.my lyrics clock in my hand already showed at 20.45 wib. I say goodbye to him to go home considering it is already night.

" i'll think about it well2 mas, I'll go home first "my goodbye.

" does I need to take you home, it seems you are still in shock about this "gagannya.

" no mas, I'll go home alone "I'm nervous.I look like a weak woman, do I see if this is my first.I was shot, I was shot, oh, not only was I shot but I was proposed to be a wife and mother to her child.

" iyasudah I want to be escorted home, but use your car mas. My car let it be left here only let the mama's driver who took it. I'm not good to you, I'm not good to you, if you have to muter2 from here to home then go home using what "i said.

" i can call my secretary to pick me up, calm down "believe me.

" no, kasian. maybe he's resting. Don't bother others because of me mas. or I'll go home alone. how?? "

" all right, I'm giving in. Come on then. a minute, mas ?? " call him to the waitress who happened to waitrees men2 who drove us to the magrib mussolah earlier.

" please bill her "she asks bill for payment.

" shortly sir "not long waitress was gone, and returned to bring bill.

" cash or card sir?? " sanyanya.

" let me just mas, cash ya mas "

" no, don't. save your money for our son2 later. let the mas only pay this for us "he saw the bill and took the wallet nailed to the back of his pants.

" cash yes mas, the rest you take as TIP, thank you for showing our place for worship was "delivering the bill to mas waitress.

" this is the change many sir "waitress that gave the bill back.

" no, just a little. think of it as your sustenance today. because today I also get the sustenance of "mas baim again handed over the bill to the waitress.

" pray me that she be true2 will be my wife "mas baim pointed at me, the waitress smiled.

" i think instead of being the father's wife, I pray to be given smoothness in the relationship sir, and for this thank you very much sir, ma'am "

" aminn, the same "I just smile.we stood up. Before leaving the table, mas baim patted the shoulders waitress and gave her a thumbs up.

We walked together to his car, wearing a safety belt and drove the car to break the night sky.