The Beautiful Doctor is My Mother

CONJOINTLY

" are you married?? " he asked me.

I see this man has improved, from his face he looks very fresh and one that makes my heart turbulent, the look in his eyes when I see it makes me melt from the freezing of solitude.

I still see him, but I'm still quiet.

" are you married?? " he asked me again, making myself flinch.

I took the drink in front of me, and drank it. A circle of lemon water with a cold sensation cooled my thirsty esophagus tonight.I thought about what answer I would give him, so that he is interested in me. now accompany him to fight and give happiness to him there is a vision and mission of my life.then, I have decided that my decision veiled now will not make me regret it.

" no... doctor wants to marry me??? "

now, the handsome doctor who was in front of me choked on the food he had eaten. His first feed, I made him startle.he coughed while looking intently at me and looked around us. then he looked at me again, but I put on a relaxed face even though my heart was shaking and my heart was beating no slower than usual.

" amuuu if joking don't kayak gini. "he pointed at me with the fork he had been holding, and the pointed fork pointed right at me.

" if I were serious.. would that fork float to me??? " i saw him still with a casual look, even though I was actually really scared and nervous. somehow, how dare I be this brave? but I realized that I was driven with great power to be able to do it. at the age of me who had stepped on the head of three I know the words that came out of my mouth could have been that when heard others did not play, play, but this man lightly said I was joking.

He did not answer, and immediately lowered the fork from my sight and put it on my plate again, and drank the drink with a huff.

" i know you're joking. We haven't known each other for a long time.My purpose here is just to thank you properly. and I'm not interested in remarrying ! " it was cold to me.

" oh yaaaa.. if it wasn't me who asked the doctor to marry. then the doctor hoped who would marry you?? your past?? " he was glaring at me, with the glare of his sharp eyes I understood I had already made him hold back his emotions.

I was still relaxed, I did not lower my eyes from him. Then I scooped spaghetti and bribed myself my mouth. he was silent a thousand languages. Behind the chewing of this food, my teeth seemed to crackle.

" why shut up doc? " l ask and smile at him.

" does the doctor really wish that he could marry the doctor's past?? " he was still silent and did not continue to eat and drink.I looked more intensely at him.

" what were doctors able to destroy the happiness of people in the past?? "

" youuuuu ?? " said.

" i already know everything from the two friends of doctor faisal. I do not understand, why men like doctors, not able to think clearly even to decide suicide? what the doctor wished again from the doctor's past. "he was still silent, and was about to rise to his feet.

" i'm sorry, I don't think we can continue this dinner.. "

" why?? " i asked him to stop his steps trying to avoid me.

" the past must not make the doctor tormented as it is today, try to mengikhlaskan him with others.. "

" do you know what my happiness is? " he asked me as he slowly walked over the table with his palms, then bowed half his body and approached his face toward me. The person who was not far from us, he said, looking at us with a sharp look and full of curiosity.

" forget it. Seek your other happiness." I answered softly, I looked into her red eyes because I knew she was holding back emotions and anger.

" you don't know what it is and you never know.. "

Quickly, he turned his face away from me and stood up again on his ego.

" i hope I won't see you again.Thank you for saving me that time.I hope tonight, to be able to repay my debt to you.. "

When he was about to step up his legs, my hand immediately grabbed his hand so quickly I clasped his fingers, and I stood up from my seat facing him.

" share your sufferings with me doc. "I feel his hands, one WARM word I can tell you (reader ), yaa this man looks strong but fragile in it. it looks cold outside, but I'm sure it will feel warm if you are near it. He looks at me, silent a thousand languages.

" We often forget how to be happy, because we ourselves prefer to be friends with hurt and disappointment, but from today, share your hurt and disappointment with me, I will show you where happiness is waiting for you. I will accompany the doctor to struggle to forget and leave all the memories of him.. " I did not take off my hand, and one palm of my other hand I put it right on the chest of the field.

I lifted my palm that was against his chest, and I pointed at his chest with my index finger three times.

" because of this heart, we need friends, not alone.. "

Tes.pulir tears escaped falling right on the palm of my hand that I had pinned again on the field.

Instantly, this handsome man fell helplessly supported with both feet.

He cried, this man really sobbed between my legs.really my heart, it feels sliced to hear his cry.so deeply he loves the woman who has now become his past. I'm sure that woman gave him so much happiness, that he finally could not control his heart, I'm sure, the woman never scratched her heart so that her loss was able to damage her strength to the point that she was unable to survive. Now I have found the reason, why she wanted to end her life at that time.

I lowered my body weight, in order to be comparable to his body that was still resting.I grabbed his shoulder with both hands, I rubbed his shoulders gently as if sharing all the strength I had for him.

" now in your blood, my blood has flowed. I will not let the faisal doctor make it stop flowing. So do not think, or try to decide to end the doctor's life again, I will not let him, because I will not say it. "he did not answer my words, he was still silent and I still heard his sobbing.

I decided to help him stand up, once again I grabbed his shoulder and lifted him up on his feet.

Now the cold man, melted by himself.no words or words came out of his lips.he just looked at me softly, he, tears were still evident in the corner of his eyes and I understood what he might want.

I grabbed my hand and grabbed it again, I led him to leave the table containing food that I had even touched once.

Dr. Ridho, and doctor Agus who has since probably seen us from afar, now they also stand against us in the middle of our steps to leave this cafe and restaurant.

" dok, are you all right?? " doctor Agus asked me something I didn't understand.maybe he was worried about our situation from a distance that was clearly being seen in tension.

" thank you, Doc. Can I borrow one of your cars?? "

" please use my car doc. "the doctor ridho offered me his car.

" let me both with doctor faisal first tonight. okay?? "

" please doc..

" thank you, excuse me "my love to both, doctor Faisal just kept quiet and followed where my hands and feet went.