The Beautiful Doctor is My Mother

Hati

The night was getting late, at exactly 22:35 pm we finally reached home.I feel the wind blowing increasingly add to the cold, as if he wanted to touch this body. stroking every inch of the face of a nestapa's face that needs direction.

" thank you, until my dear.yuk came down. "I just put my head on, when mas baim took me out of the car. I looked back it turns out my beloved daughter was asleep, she said, I don't know since where he's been sleeping I don't know because in the car I and mas baim a lot of silence. we are lulled in each other's thoughts, whether he is thinking what, what, and what, work or think of me that he saw was in the arms of others. My heart pounding waiting for each question. really mas faisal really really make me like a heart attack.

" boy. baby. wake up yuk "I shake his body repeatedly, but zaskia does not open her eyes.

" well, I don't want to wake up.. "

" let baby, let's not just carry it. "I slide my body to the side, make room for him to grab Zaskia's body and hold her. I took some paper bags containing books that we had bought in the mall earlier.I followed the mas baim from behind while holding paper bags and small backpack belonging to zaskia.

" wahhh. is very heavy now.do not think he grew up this fast. used to be very small I carried him, who often cried when his mommy did not come home.. forgive daddy yes baby, can not make you happy "sayup I hear mas baim talking with a sleeping zaskia held, my heart like pierced by a dagger.

oh my god, how is this.

I opened the door of the house, mas baim just walked with me who was still behind him, I closed the door and locked it. Then following mas baim, entered into his house.

Right in front of the stairs, mas baim asked me to walk in front of him.

" dear, you go first.. "

" yes mas mas. "I climbed the stairs quickly, and finally we arrived in front of zaskia's room. I opened the door to her room, mas baim walked to the bed and laid her favorite child. I put a paper bag, and a backpack on the nightstand and helped mas baim remove the shoes that were still in zaskia.

Zaskia stretched her body.We were shocked.

" mother. daddy.. don't stay in zaskia "the girl was dreaming apparently, I don't know what dream she got I stroked her hair and kissed her forehead alternately with mas baim.

" yuk dear, we go to the room. let zaskia rest.we also have to rest "I nodded and followed mas baim out of the room zaskia.

Arriving in the room, mas baim went straight to the bathroom.I saw him take off his shoes in front of the door.I followed him, took his shoes and walked towards the walk in closet. I put the mas baim shoes in an empty place in the collection.

" mass.". "I looked up, and looked into her eyes.she was still stroking my hair, then she crouched down in front of me and kissed the glint of my forehead and lips.

" dear is there anything lacking in your eyes ?? "

" what do you mean...?? " i asked, I pointed my hands to the right and left cheeks.

" i love you so much, never leave me and zaskia. We will not be able to live without you. My heart and my son's heart have chosen your heart as the most comfortable place in the world, allow your heart to be forever mine and my son's.. "

Not feeling a circle of tears dripping on my cheeks.when seeing the look in his eyes, a ray of hope was clearly visible there.The eyes were witnesses of all the wounds he had felt, he said, and his heart is the victim of all worldly deceit.

I hugged him, I held him tight, he held his sturdy body, and there was a sense of comfort and calm when I hugged him, he was the man who chose me, and my heart. the man who had saved me from the freezing of this heart.for so long, I harbored my own wounds.loving without being able to have it turned out so painful, painful, to love but to try to forget and even to hate it is like a looming death in the eyes.

I believe that fate brought us together, not by accident but by the will of the owner of body and soul.may not be the faisal mass destined for me, but the man who was also hurt in heart gave me to heal each other.

I felt her tears on my shoulders. I rubbed her head channeling the love I had for her. Really, from the beginning I knew her and her child had no desire to disappoint her, but today I may have hurt his heart and even let him down. This body seen with his eyes, has been in the clench and in the embrace of other men.

should I be honest, and tell her everything.

" that day and that very second my heart is yours, and nothing will separate us, except death, let me be this weak, your defense, even your strength.. have this whole heart, may my paradise remain with you "

" then, who is that man ?? "

deg..

I let go of my embrace, and looked back at his eyes.