
ting's..
Whatsapp messages are coming in on my phone.
Mas baim
baby, will I pick you up? car put it in the hospital just let the driver there. soon me and zaskia will be there. Zaskia call me, he really wants to walk the road dimall with us. he also wants us to help him find his school needs.
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are you not busy anymore? did you already have lunch? okay okay, I'm waiting..
Mas baim
I've had lunch, and thank God there is no work in the rest of the office so that andhika takes care. You still long? have you eaten too ?
I
alhamdulilah, adek already eat dear.may soon be finished.
Mas baim
I love you calling me a mas, with the word darling
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😘
My message got no reply, the next dimenit. My phone rang. I saw the name mas baim appear on my phone screen. I shifted the green button.
" assalamualaikum, what else ? "
" waalaikumsalam, another sweet sitting mas "
" mas like you call mas dear, can live not talk?? "
" do not want ah.. "
" dapet merah tau deck, pleasing husband "
" yaaaaa my dear.. "
" hahahaha you're so sweet, so be patient. mas soon and zaskia will pick you up "
" yes, my heart "
" okay, baby, I'm closing.. "
" heemm. assalamualaikum "
" waalaikumsalam.. "
bruk.. my pen fell on the floor. I was shocked that in front of me there was already a map with a pile of patient cases.
" shocked doc. "I just smiled while holding my chest.
" how not surprised, again the focus of the phone with her husband "
" uh.. have you been here a long time mbak? "
" it has started before my dear and my love. "mak Santi laughs to see me, which may be like this face has been spilled red powder.
" i was young too, doc, don't be ashamed "I laughed and covered my face.
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Belleview Apartment
" it's yuk, we're out. the way let your mind fresh "
" males.I'm here.you're the ones who go. buy me food "
" just for a second.. "
After weighing and thinking finally Faisal want to go with them.
" fugitive change clothes, I wait for the same ridho here.. "
Faisal got up, and walked to his room, took a shower and changed clothes as quickly as possible, after feeling enough he went out to meet his friend.
" wahhhh.. finallyaa "
" wis ayoo..ojo over time keburu faisal changed his mind "doctor ridho pulled the hands of his two friends.The three of them went to die the apartment.and walked to the basement of the apartment.after reaching the basement, the, the three of them headed for the car that had been parked neatly there.
Doctor Agus and the two others immediately boarded the 4-wheeled train, and drove slowly through the afternoon wind.
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Hospital
kring.my phone rings.
" haloo. yes masss "
" dear, the deck of the same mas zaskia is already in front of this.. "
" just a minute, this is the way again, God willing, 5 minutes to the front... "
" mother ayoooo.. "
" yeah son, be patient yaa. mother matiin ya phonenya.. "
Baim and Zaskia waited faithfully.not until 5 minutes, Angie had already gotten out of the hospital and walked towards her husband's car.
" assalamualaikum.i'm sorry mas, son, lamaaa mother "anggie kissed her favorite child's forehead and wore a seat belt.
" its okay mom "baim started the engine of her car and passed away leaving the hospital.
" zaskia is not angry anymore with mother and daddy?? "
" he's a darling, to tell her anger last night.he called earlier to ask for the road with us. So some work mas delay first, to nyenengin your son this "
" so the story we want to walk this way.Where are you going, baby?? "
" to the mall ya dad, all buy the needs of school zaskia, later go home to eat duck rice.but do not want to eat in the mall, want to eat at a roadside stall, mother ?? "
" may donkkk darling." I replied, looking at him sitting behind the passenger seat.
" okayy our princess to the mall, which mall do you want?? "
" royal dad !! well, princess.kitaaa meluncurrrrrrrr "I see a cheerful smile back on the face of my beloved daughter.
why discuss his birth mother, make him angry.what is it if the heart is hurt? it turns out I'm not the only one who lost love and hurt my inner self
Suddenly I remembered mas faisal. the figure of a gentle man and a singer, a man I once loved. I admit his love is indeed so great to me. I was forced to leave and forget it for the sake of his kindness.I want to keep his image and good name.I don't want to be a thorn in his household.
Although sometimes I still remember it, but my love will not make me weak. I try as much as possible to forget it, but the result is nil. even though I try my hardest, I try my best, but the shadow of his face still fell on my heart and my eyes.
When Nindi again asked about my feelings for her, I always said no matter, I had forgotten about her or anything that made me deny her. Hypocritical right? well, you can think of me like that because that is the reality.As deep as you lie to your feelings, that deep you will hurt yourself.
" dear.. hi. Why are his eyes watering ? " mas baim broke my daydreams, and I realized I was too following my feelings, really the information from the nindi to damage the defense of my heart.
" what the hell was it?? was there an obstacle in the hospital ?? " mas baim grabbed and held my hand, the other hand focused on driving.
" mother kenappaa ?? " zaskia is coming towards me.
" mother does not papa dear, I did not papa mass.alhamdulilah was smooth "
" lalu.. Why is that?? " baim pointed to my eyes.
" this. "my throat feels choked, my tongue is mute. My soul is not in its place. I cry in my heart.