
" did the doctor have no desire to kill him?? " with all my courage I spoke out, with my eyes occasionally glancing at him who was closing his eyes enjoying the music I deliberately turned to make him feel even more pain, then I'll make him aware of all my words.
I once read a book called DESOLATE KILLING EFFORT, most of the people who are heartbroken and suffering acutely they prefer to make friends with loneliness and disappointment.as if it would be on them all understandable despair, he said, without knowing how to get up right.
Rising from the past is not just done, it takes a strong effort for it, and even if you try your hardest, but not finding a reason to get up immediately is also very difficult. because all of this requires motivation.
He still did not answer me, I focused on my wheel and took the car out of the toll.Dark sky became a witness to my efforts.
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Tonight the rain poured into the city of Surabaya with a swift, baim and anggie was about to rest by laying their bodies in her king size bed.
" bundaaaaaa " cried zaskia from inside her room. her voice was heard until her parents' room.baim and anggie who heard her son's scream immediately came out from inside the room and went straight to her son's room.
" why, baby??? " ask anggie to her favorite daughter's zaskia when they get to the door. baim and anggie approach the crying zaskia hugging a roll and sobbing.
" you why, son?? do not cry. say the same daddy same mother. "tanya baim stroking black hair straight zaskia.
Instead of answering her daddy's question, Zaskia hugged and whispered in her mother's ear.Angie was immediately aghast from her seat and pulled her husband's arm, and slightly dragged him away from her daughter.
" what the hell is bun.. zaskia why? what did he say to you.. What did he ask for??? " baim is picking up anggie with a few questions.
" quiet meangkuh.. serene zaskia not why napa kok.. now mas baim to walk in closet our room, in one of my closet there are several boxes of pads.. mas baim please get me one box.. "
" for whom, dear?? "
" don't ask much first.get it. let later zaskia mother who uruss... "
" yaudah. wait a minute.. "
Baim left his son's room, and ran to his room, began to look for and take a box of pads at his wife's request, and ran again to his son's room rushing to his wife and son.
" it's a pity. "baim handed over 1 box of anggie trust pads during this time.
" now mas wait below well.adek can ask for help.. "
" may you, baby?? whatt.. "
" our pesenin mas food well.usually if again at this time the appetite will increase... "
" okay.did what?? "
" it's up to me.. "
" yaudah.hunt down yaaaa. "baim stroked his hair and kissed the top of his son's head.baim came out and closed the door leaving them both and set foot down the stairs.
" now ayoo down. don't cry dear. no papa, this is natural. all women will feel it.. "
" maluuu bundaaaaaa." she replied in between her tears.
" just the mother who is here, daddy has also come down. let's clean in the bathroom. Mother will teach zaskia to clean praying, bathing and others.. "
" no mauuu. "the spoiled girl hugged her mother.
" later more and more loh it in his bedsheet. and kasian daddy dong lamaa nungunya. let's gapapa darling, do not be ashamed.here "
Zaskia immediately got up and down from her bed, subordinate white pajamas pictured doraemon there are some red spots.
" bundaaa.. "zaskia looked at the bed sheet and glanced at the mother while sobbing.
" no papa, later the mother who cleaned. now to the bathroom first. okay. "zaskia just nodded and obeyed the mother walked towards the bathroom. until in front of the bathroom, Zaskia, anggie stroking her son's hair.
" now zaskia bathe, clean her body. Dirty clothes all put dibathup. later after zaskia shower, mother will enter. zaskia knows dear.. "
" yaa motheraa. "anggie smiled, and zaskia began to enter the bathroom. Anggie walked through the closet zaskia who was not far from his bed. anggie picked up a new bed sheet and carried it over the bed. Anggie started cleaning the girl's bed and tidying it up.
" o Allah.my son is already a teenager and got his first mens.alhamdulilah, may always be given health. "the mummy while rearranging the pillows and bolsters that are on the carpet under the bed.
clek.the sound of the bathroom door rang and opened.the head of zaskia poking out from inside.
" mother, zaskia's done taking her bath.. "
" yes baby, use the towel. Mother will enter while bringing a change of clothes for you.. "
Zaskia began to close the bathroom door, and waited for her mother to come.
" mother came in, baby. "anggie opened the bathroom door and saw Zaskia standing face to face with the mirror.
" this is her change of clothes. and these are her underwear. Mother has put the pads on, you just wear it. "zaskia nods and takes it from her mother's hand. zaskia wears her underwear and panties and is seen by anggie.
" from tonight you've got your first mens baby, you're a teenager. so it must be properly maintained reproductive organs.. does zaskia feel abdominal cramps or pain in other parts ?? "
" sore mother. but a little heck. "zaskia pointed at her stomach while grimacing with pain.
" yaudah. gak papa, hold a little yes dear. used up this mother to make turmeric acid ya may be able to relieve pain in your stomach.."
Zaskia simply nodded and smiled looking at her mother.
Know you? The pubertal phase of girls is characterized by menstruation or first menstruation.The first signs of menstruation (menarche) are marked by the discharge of blood from ******. the blood is initially in the form of brownish colored patches and the amount is small.The blood base becomes red and the amount is more in the following days, the intensity is reduced again, until menstruation ends. Hormones are messengers in the body. The ovaries or ovaries release the hormone estrogen. The hormone plays a role in thickening the uterine wall. As the process progresses, the process of maturation of eggs in the ovaries.
Once mature, the egg is ready to leave the ovary and walk towards the uterus.pregnancy occurs when the egg is fertilized***** and attaches to the uterine wall.If it is not fertilized, it will shed and blood flows through ******.
normal first menstruation occurs when women age 11-14 years.
The first menstruation or menarche may occur earlier at age nine, or later until age 15.
Conditions early getting menstruation can be influenced by hormonal abnormalities or glands.
While the condition of late first menstruation can be affected by type 1 diabetes mellitus.
Children can be late for the first menstruation because body fat levels are below 15-22 percent of total body weight.
Menarche differences between women are common. It is influenced by diet, weight, stress, and physical activity.
Exposure to cigarettes and the condition of children born to preeclampsia mothers also affect the first menstruation.
* Stomach cramps
* pain in the breast
* headache
* acne
* Sleep patterns are disrupted
* Mood change
* flatulence
This is normal and there is no need to worry too much.
Periods of normal menstruation
Menstruation is called normal if the length of time, period, and amount of blood out is ideal.
Menstruation usually lasts three to eight days.
The duration of menstruation is influenced by physical conditions, stress, intake, to certain treatment effects.
The menstrual period lasts between 21-35 days, calculated from the first day of the previous menstruation.
At the beginning of getting the first menstruation or menstruation, the cycle is usually not regular.
The condition gradually established with age.
It is not normal, if...
But the menstrual cycle needs extra attention until consult a doctor if:
* Menstrual starting cycle is regular, then becomes irregular
* Stop getting your period
* Hyd much more than seven days
I got my period again after 21 days
* The next menstrual cycle is more than 45 days
* Pain or cramping in the lower part of the stomach is unbearable
* Blood comes out outside the menstrual cycle
Irregular menstrual cycles longer than three years
It is called too much, if...
* The amount of blood shed per menstrual period is generally two to three tablespoons or 30-50 milliliters.
* Blood shed is called too much (heavy menstrual bleeding) and should consult a doctor if:
* Blood out over seven days
The blood flowed enough to penetrate the sanitary napkin for hours, but the sanitary napkin has been replaced every hour
* Blood flows through the sanitary pad almost every night
Blood clots appear more than a quarter of the menstrual cycle.Haid or first menstruation is something natural.so Know and understand the process..
" here mommy help comb your hair.we're out yuk.. "
Anggie held his son's hand to leave the bathroom. herded zaskia approached the basket of the bed and in the sitting of his daughter on it.
" mother help you comb your hair well. "zaskia back to nudge.
Anggie took a comb over the dresser right next to the zaskia closet and brought it back to where zaskia was waiting.
" dear, when mens this way.do not forget yes if combing the hair of the heart of the heart. because a strand of hair that falls when we are carrying a large hadast will be our responsibility later in the end.. hair that falls out when combed this, you save it. And when you finish mensnya period you can purify it along with you mandatory bath. "clear anggie while combing her child's hair gently.
" yaaa mother.. "
" when you are holy it is also not only an ordinary bath, but there is an intention to purify you from the great hadast. you can later search on your mobile phone about things you need to know if you feel the knowledge of the mother is lacking.. and you can ask anything the same mother when you also do not understand and understand the information from the discussion... "
" yaa mother.thank you, Bun, has become the best mother for zaskia.. "
" same as a pity. nih save her hair. hunted rest again well. it's night. tp do not bristle first, 15 minutes again mother here bring turmeric acid for you. okeee beautiful "
" yaaa bun.. "
Anggie left the zaskia still sitting on her bed, and followed her husband downstairs, on the steps of her smooth legs down the stairs and headed to the living room.
" kok lama darling.. "
" i'm sorry mas, adek must tidy up and replace the new bed sheet for zaskia. continue to nemenin he took a bath and menggejelasin something about his first menstruation.. "
" what would it be. if I don't have you baby. I can't remember zaskia when I get her first guest... "
" same darling, I am also the mother..Yaudah I kedapur yah..want to make turmeric acid to say stomach pain.mas want to be made what? tea or coffee milk?? "
" what a darling.if you make... "
" okay.. wait a minute yaa.. go food how?? "
" in a minute maybe baby.. "
" yaaa mass.yaudah adek stay dulauuu ya. "baim nods and anggie goes by leaving her husband.