The Beautiful Doctor is My Mother

failing to focus

I drove my car away from that magnificent mansion.My heart still dag dig dug me a little out of focus driving.how not? papa and his mother asked us to be close and get to know each other, indirectly in order to help him fight his trauma and disappointment in women.and his son arrived2 rested before me, before me, wanted me to be her mother when we had only known her for a week.Last time when I was going home, she asked me to be friends with her.

" the bundle?? befriended?? arrrgh "my heart is raging, my brain feels like it is in a bar whose seat disc plays a beat song. pauseg jedug pendagg jedug, my heart and my brain is right2 unbecoming.

Feels because I think a lot, I got in front of the gate of my house. I horn my car, lapse a few seconds security open the gate for me. I park my car as I like, I parked my car at will, I just want to hurry up to the room then wudhu, worship continue to rest.

I got out of my car, my step was gontai. I really2 thought. My focus was scattered. when going to open the door of the house. mama had opened it first, but my mother had opened it first, mama hasn't slept maybe can't sleep because she's waiting for this beautiful child to come home and tell her dinner.

" dear, come home. What's with your face?? did something happen "my mama is very good at reading my face.I can't even lie to her from childhood until now.

" maa, fucked up. Why is everything like this?? what is this coincidence, so confused ?? " i think my head is heavy.

" cha fucked how's deck ?? what's the matter, same story mom ?? " mama followed me up the stairs to my room. When I got in front of the last stairs, I went straight to the room closest to the stairs when it was my first brother's room. I almost wanted to break it but my mom's hand stopped me.

" grandfather, this is brother daniel's room not yours.Oh my God focus dear.what's the matter?? that's your olduuuu your room is in the middle. ayoo "mama led me to walk towards my room and open the door. I lay my body on the bed and mama sat right next to me.

" may dear, change your clothes and wash your face with ablution prayer isya then rest. mama will look forward to your story if it is better. same story debt mama lo ya. promise?? " mama is not my mama, she is a true sabahat 2 her friends who understand me inside and out. My first love after my papa.

" yaaaa maaa, adek promise "I made the number two on my finger a modern promise sign like another teenager2

" do you need to make ginger warm baby, later let mbak sri who deliver to your room "mama offers.

" no need maa, adek want to directly worship aja trus sleep. later drink warm ginger can not even sleep "elakku.

" okay, happy break ya baby "mama kissed my forehead. I feel like his little boy who did not grow up2 mature. mama left and closed the door of my room.

I still did not move from my bed. A comfortable place for me to make my tired temples.my mind floated back, spinning an hour ago will leave the house.

" friends?? my mother ?? near ?? god, is this a sign2 I soon find my soul mate.Is it possible that his accident at that time there was your destiny line for me to meet him?? why so soon, even I still consider the words of my parents.if this is your line, then make us know each other of goodness and lack so that we can complement each other, God amminn " I went from my bed to the bathroom, changed clothes, washed my face, ablution and fulfilled my obligations and continued with a break not forgetting I wear thin skincare2.