The Beautiful Doctor is My Mother

A Secret

This morning is exactly a week out of my leave.I will start returning to the hospital to do my duties as a doctor in it.

After I prepared all the needs of my son and husband, helped by the art that was at home in the morning. After our breakfast was over, me and mas baim set out to deliver zaskia to school today, today, my daughter still wants me and her daddy to take her to school.

I and mas baim have decided after today, will ride their own car to facilitate our activities that can not be done together. I painstakingly tried to convince him, finally mas baim let me. I just don't want him to be troubled and exhausted, after coming home from the office had to go to the hospital to pick me up which was a good distance away.

" mas, go to the office, baby. kabari mas ya. if there is apa2!! today you'll pick up your own car "I nodded and heard every word.

" yaa mass, your heart is on the road well. don't eat late, and tell me also if the mas is not busy in the office.. "

" yes dear "mas baim kissed my forehead.then I kissed his hand and got out of the car.I waited for the speed of his car to leave the hospital.

I went into the hospital, and walked into the poly room of the child. I spread my sweet smile all over the hospital, many patients, doctors, and nurses and I also smile.

When I arrived in front of my room, it turned out that my best friend was waiting for me with one of the nurses who was very familiar with me.

" hi. long ago . sorry well, I had to nganter my son first went to school.. "

" cieee. child said mbak "we also laughed at the same time. mbak santi and nindi, busy teasing me.

" sir, have many patients come?? has the online list of new and old patients gone out?? "

" it's docking, there are some who have registered. Even outside there are some queues waiting for the doctor "

" oiya, I only see a few. yasudah thanks ya mbak "mbak santi just nod at me.

" oiya nin, is there any morning in my room?? why not phone or whatsapp ?? is anything important ??? " as if she understood what we were going to talk about, she coded me and passed away leaving us both.

" hush... What ex-boyfriend?? our relationship used to be unclear. "I took out my combat gear from my backpack and glimpsed around my room.

" are you sure you don't feel the same way anymore?? if he's present in your life again now, what ?? "

" nin, I now have a husband and children.If he comes to my life now, I do not care.. I don't want anyone to know, my relationship and that of him other than you.. "

" you're patient well.I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you remember it. But I also don't want him present to disturb and shadow your household later "

" yeah I understand you mean, thank you well.you can still keep this a secret right.let's just say I never had any relationship with anyone, even with him "I hold a hand nindi, nindi, and looking at her, she nodded then hugged me for a while.

" yasudah, you continue first.I will return to my room.it seems I have been waiting for doctor brian.but later lunch we have to eat together.. "

" you and doctor brian ?? " he just nodded and smiled at me. I understood his smile.Maybe Nindi began to open her heart to doctor brian, the general practitioner who served in IGD.

Ma'am santi went back into my room, and asked me if I could start the activity this morning.I gave her a sign okay, I breathed the air around me inside and exhaled. the shadow with the man disturbed me..

" if you are honest.if you have not been with him.if you have not married masss.. "

" hhh no no. forget anggie, forget it. let the past pass. forget everything.he was born maybe not for you "say my heart.

And I started my activity today with some patients waiting for me. hoping for all the patient's recovery, I tepis the feeling that is raging in the heart.

There are memories left behind from every trip, even if it was just a second.

And the pain of the past is too far away to touch you today, but it is the repetition of his memories and pain that can weaken you." mario steadfastly