Status I Never Wanted

Status I Never Wanted
Worry



After that, Sinta's mother and I talked about this amazing place.


While my daughter and Sinta. They were both busy with his curiosity in every corner of this place. Even now they are quite far from where I and Sinta's mother currently live.


Seen the occasional existence of my daughter, not when I was busy in conversation. That's why a mother, even though her child already quite understand about the surrounding.


But there is still a sense of worry about him. Especially in a crowded place. Many visitors came from different regions.


Afraid that my daughter might go too far and be out of my sight. He is the only thing I will ever care about and worry about.


No matter when she has a household, I will always worry about her. For it is my zeal to rise until I become like this. Then I'll always worry about it.


That joy, that smile, that sadness. I never got out of my attitude either. The attitude I always felt and I showed when my daughter experienced it all.


Sometimes even if not asked by my daughter so that I do not behave like that. But it is the instinct of a mother who comes without being asked and always understands what her child feels.


Not all mothers show this in front of their children. But know that one day you will also know. There are times when a mother is indifferent to her child.


However, we never know that attitude. There may have been a bit of a sense of concern for us as children. Just like I did to my daughter when I was mentally disturbed.


It's not just cute even like I never thought it existed. But when I have recovered from my psyche. The worry when my daughter fell, cried, scratched a small wound, quarreled with her friend and many more.


I have to get rid of it all, and I have to be precocious. Moreover, having to look after, educate, and raise my daughter without a husband beside me.


Weight was the first word that was spoken in my lips. However, when I run down the weight it ends up being light and even becomes very light.


Not when I saw my daughter's growth and development that showed my success in raising her. Although once or twice I remembered the sense of trying, I did not meet the man.


Maybe I still have a happy and complete family. In addition, of course, education and my mind will also get me.


So complete is my happiness if all that happens to me. But now I feel even more lucky even though my desire is not fulfilled.


At least now I still have a daughter I have to raise and I support her every step and desire so that what she aspires to be can be realized.


And that's when I'm going to feel like, to be a mom who's really proud and happy to see her success.


Seriate...


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