Status I Never Wanted

Doubt to Meet Him

From that moment on, I was not let out of my room and I only interacted with the doctors and nurses who took care of me.

My mother and family have not seen me again in a few weeks. It feels sad when people who always take the time to just see my condition never see me again.

And at the exact place in my residence. My little princess always whines about meeting me. And that's why my family can't visit me because they're busy making my daughter understand and finding excuses to cover up my true presence with my daughter.

Every day that I passed just sat pensively thinking about whether I should get well soon and move on with my life after recovery. Or I'll keep going like this. And will not get any happiness at all.

The man I beat up at the time. His soul increased again with a great fear when he saw the person who was sitting. My relentless shadow beat him as he remembered.

Until doctors and nurses can do nothing . I can only look into the sadness of what happened to that person.

Now the door is starting to open. Because this is my second schedule for taking medication. I wanted to distract the nurse.

So I can meet the guy I beat. And apologized to him. It was my thinking when my mind returned to normal. However, when my mind is in turmoil I will not remember my mistake. To the man I beat.

In fact, I have destroyed several times the items in my room when my soul came back and could not be controlled.

The nurse will start giving her medication. I told him to turn around to face the door. And when the nurse turned around, I grabbed her mouth and shortly after, the nurse fainted.

Because I want to see the guy I beat. Until I thought that if I met him in the same shirt when I beat him, he would be scared.

Until the idea finally came to my mind. When I put on that nurse's shirt, the guy I beat won't be too socky when I see him. Because he thought that I was the one who would take care of him and give him the cure all along.

When I got to the room of the man I beat. I hesitated to meet him and I was also afraid that later I would relapse his soul and beat the man again.

However, I also tried myself, to take a step closer to meet him. Lucky when I was near him he was asleep.

I then ventured to talk to him. The first word I said was sorry. Which I might not be able to get back from him for what I did to him.

Until finally I could no longer hold my cry and finally I was crying there sobbing and bruising and pain hit my heart.

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