Status I Never Wanted

Status I Never Wanted
Sweet Bitter My Trip



I haven't been in this mental hospital for a year. There have been so many incidents - events that I have experienced while here.


Whether it's an event that makes me wake up to the spirit to heal or an event when I can't control my emotions anymore.


My sweet bitter journey to heal and live a normal life again finally materialized. In one year I was finally declared healthy again from this psychiatric disorder.


This was the day I was allowed to return to my house. The house I always missed when I was here. My mental state returned to normal and when I remembered the people who always supported me and loved me.


I can finally get together with them again. The longing for them will eventually be treated today and beyond. Because I don't want to be separated back from them. Who has truly loved me all this time.


A few hours later. My family stopped the car they were riding in to pick me up at this hospital, finally stopping in front of the hospital.


They all got out of the car. After getting out of that car. They stepped on their feet to meet me in the hospital.


When they saw me sitting on one of the hospital benches. They then approached me. And this is where they're taking turns hugging me.


This one is a form of kangen them towards me who no longer stay with them for a year.


Even if only briefly felt the embrace. But I feel very happy. Because when I thought that my life would be ruined after I got the bad treatment of my second husband who I once believed was better than my first husband.


But behind it all. I can still feel the great happiness of people who have always supported me from all these things that have befallen me.


These are the people who are right now in front of me and around me. Yes, they are my family who have always been faithful to give me confidence and confidence that someday I will definitely get my happiness.


Moreover, they say that my age is young and that is also what they concluded that my happiness is still long. There are still many things waiting for me to achieve that happiness.


The last time they had finished hugging me was now my little daughter's turn - which I miss so much. And I'd love to carry and hug my daughter's body.


The body that I always imagined in between - I was swept away in the shadow of the incident when I gave birth the other day, the other day, which eventually resulted in me having to separate from my little daughter whom I carried and hugged tightly at this time.


And not only that I also give a kiss bertubi - tubi on the face of my little daughter. And it feels like I'd love to ask my daughter about her experience as long as I'm not by her side.


But I abandoned that intention. Because I just wanted to hug this little body for a long time to treat my longing for my daughter.


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