Status I Never Wanted

Concernful Conditions

Then a doctor told him to meet me in my room and injected drugs into my body that made me unconscious.

Then the doctor informed my family of my apprehensive condition at the time. And shortly after, my mother and all my family came to me in the hospital.

When they get notified of my condition they're all. Without thinking, I came straight to the hospital.

When they got to the hospital and saw my condition they felt sad for what happened to me.

Although they do not know the cause but they feel that this is a very severe problem for what I receive.

because I was never as angry and uncontrollable to regulate my emotions excessively. To cause I had to be given drugs like that by a doctor.

The one I experienced for the first time in my life. Many also fill their minds with various conclusions about what happened to me.

A few hours passed. I also started to open my eyes. I slowly looked around me and there were a lot of people in my room.

Then my mother approached me because she saw that I was conscious again. My mom wanted to ask me what happened. But he broke his intention, who was afraid that for example I was not ready to tell the cause I could not control my emotions.

"Son, I'm awake, I want to drink" said my mother who approached me at the time.

I just shook my head as the answer. That I didn't want anything at the time.

My eyes were still staring blankly there was no more strength and it was like he could not bear to tell me about his miserable state at the moment.

Then my first brother couldn't bear to see my condition. My sister then asked me.

"Dec, what's wrong with you? I still don't understand why you can't control your emotions. Where is the brother who is always gentle and will not be angry like this. Even brother like not recognizing brother brother who has been known by this brother" said my first brother to me.

I just listened to my brother's words. Without the slightest bit I want to reply to my brother's words.

Until shortly after that one of my family, immediately asked about the whereabouts of my second husband, immediately made me go back hysterical and uncontrollable.

Shouting hysterically from anger, emotion and finally I fainted unconscious from tired of screaming - screaming incessantly - stopped at that moment.

Until finally the doctor told me with a heavy heart that I had become a severe depression that must be dealt with further.

Like a slap that all my family couldn't believe about me when it made them look at me with a look of sadness.

A few days in the hospital. I was finally allowed to go home. On condition that I can control my emotions. Although in fact he also doubted whether he could control his own emotions. And I can only give up on my current situation.

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