Status I Never Wanted

Solutions To That Event

Because of the insistence of my first brother. I could not avoid it until I finally told my brother about it.

I told her how I could do that with her the other day. In my family from the beginning before I knew him I told them.

Until the moment where I also told her treatment to me who had to seize the most important thing in my life as a woman.

Until I have to bear the incident that befell me today for the fact that I have to accept the growth of a fetus in my womb.

"In my stomach there's a fetus. Is this a dream or is this indeed the fact that I am currently pregnant" the word I said in my mind. I also held my stomach.

I also told her about how I decided to unilaterally break up our relationship which happened one week after that incident I broke off with her.

"Mom, well after I did that with the man I broke off the relationship with him" I said telling my unilaterally broken relationship to my parents.

"What?" it was just that word that was spoken from my lips to my two parents. After I tell you about my relationship with that man right now.

Yes, it might be like getting a fresh breeze. Because I didn't hold him accountable for his treatment of me.

But now I feel like a fool or even so stupid that I do not think if for example there is a possibility that the incident will make me have to accept the growth of a fetus in my womb.

Now I want to be angry and disappointed is not too important. Because it's happened and now all I have to do and my parents do is ask him to marry me. To make the baby in my womb have a biological father.

Whatever the reason he had to marry me to make the baby I was carrying a clear status with a marriage bond between us before this baby was born into the world.

Because the wrong thing here isn't this baby. We are the ones to blame in this incident. We are the ones who have to accept the risks and consequences.

After I finished telling everything, my family again - again sighed at what I was doing. Stupidest thing I ever did according to them. Because what? it's because I let the person who should be responsible for what happened to me let go of his responsibilities.

Until they thought it was hard to make him want to take responsibility for his actions to me.

"Well, will the man be responsible to our daughter" said the mother who expressed her anxiety to the father.

"Yes, hopefully. Keep going now what's going to do" mom said to dad.

"For I thought mom" said the father in response to mother's words.

Until finally my two parents will try various things so that he will take responsibility for his actions against me. If it's about shame, they will accept it all.

But what can be done because of the carelessness of his daughter is that they must eliminate the shame. Asking the man to take responsibility for his actions.

Because they are self-conscious enough, this daughter is too stupid to let the person who has taken her chastity be left so alone and released so easily by her.

It was difficult for my parents to experience when they persuaded him and his parents to take responsibility for all this later. But no matter how hard they will continue to fight and persuade him to take responsibility.

"Well, I'm sure you'll talk to the man and his parents about our daughter's current condition" my mother said, asking my father.

"Yes mom, I'm sure you're even sure. Whatever happens, let us think again. After we spoke to them well" my father replied to my mother's words.

"Well, if it's dad's decision, I'll go along" my mom said.

Eventually the decision on this conversation ended. And will wait for the right day to discuss this with the man's final decision.

And I am ready or not ready to have to prepare the final decision that I will receive later from the man against the events that happened between us.

I also have to accept later whether I will marry or not with him, because it could be that he will run away from his responsibilities.

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