Status I Never Wanted

Deciding Home

I don't feel like time goes by so fast. My daughter and I have been in this park for a long time. Until I finally decided to go home.

Because the weather was also hot and very hot. Until making the situation in the park so almost all places exposed to sunlight.

In the end, there are few places to stay. That's what made me decide to go home because I felt sorry to see my daughter.

Which from earlier has been issued a lot of dry because it was exposed to sunlight and not only that. Because my daughter has moved too much.

Until he made her sweat. My daughter and I returned home on foot.

After a few minutes, I finally arrived home. That's how tired I and my daughter feel.

But behind that tiredness, I feel very happy, because this is my first vacation with my daughter.

After I recovered from my mental state. And this is also my first vacation with my daughter after my second divorce.

When you remember that one year. I always wanted to forget that and I always wanted that it wasn't me who was in it.

But what can do that is indeed an incident that I have experienced. And until this moment. I lied if I didn't remember. Because I still remember even sometimes, when I dream I will dream of that event. And always hear the sound of a crying baby.

Now I can only pray that one day I will be able to meet my second son.

Even if you only see it from far away. I want to be able to meet him. But if I could hug him it would even make me very - very grateful to have met him.

After that I saw my daughter sitting next to me drinking water. Then I was without asking to smile at him.

How not to smile. Now my daughter is my passion in this life that I have to take care of whatever it is.

Even my wish, I will save it before my daughter's wish can be fulfilled.

After my daughter finished drinking. Then I did the same thing with my daughter, drinking that water too.

While sitting casually in front of my house and my daughter did not pass the time to play and tell what came out of my daughter's lips.

Until I can only be a listener and follow what my daughter is doing. Until all that can not be separated from our jokes and laughter.

Happiness does not have to have a luxurious life and does not have warmth in the family. But it's my current life that I hope to stay like this.

It fills each other and provides warmth and is more open between me and my daughter. Until I want to when my daughter grows up. It's still open like this to me. And finally I can be the person he matters to in his life.

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