Status I Never Wanted

Just Tears

"Hiks.. hiks.. hiks... mamah don't get rich gini anymore. I beg you, I want you rich first again. Hix... hicks..."

"Didn't Mamah once believe that adek must have returned. Why is it that you are now so rich. What you are afraid of, inget mah. mamah still have me, grandmother, grandfather, uncle, aunt and many more who always support mamah and help mamah find adek."

"Now mamah don't get rich anymore yes, I'm sad and how many people also feel sad to see the mamah condition."

"Do you have no pity to see them the same - the same cry to see the condition of mamah."

"One thing you have to know is that we will not leave your mother and we will always be with you. We're all gonna help you meet back adek."

"So don't be gini rich anymore. Fight all that worry and fear. Whoever that woman is. Know mah, it's just a mama's shadow."

"Because we're here no one sees a woman who's mamah means anything at all. Please try to fight that fear."

"Hiks... hicks..."

I who heard my daughter's words became melted and finally I reflected on every sentence that my daughter said to me.

There was guilt and regret after I thought - thinking back that what my daughter said was true.

I shouldn't have acted like this. But instead I need to be able to fight all of this so that I can calm myself down and be able to recover.

But when I was sure I wanted to fight that fear. Again and again I heard laughter from someone.

I don't know who I am, where the laughter came from. But the more I don't think there's that laugh.

The sound of laughter grew louder in my ears.

"Haha.. hahaha..." The sound of laughter sounded very loud in my ears.

I took my daughter's embrace from me. Then my eyes began to look for where the laughter came from.

To the point where I finally found the sound of laughter coming from outside the window. Then I started to go closer to the window.

Degs...

Outside the window the woman and the man laughed at me. Even their faces made me angry.

"Stop.don't laugh anymore. Is it not enough you guys make me like this huh. answered.." I said while covering both my ears with both my hands.

My daughter spoke to me again.

"What's wrong? why do you talk like that. Nobody laughs here."

"Shut up. you. Can't you see what? there were two people laughing at me. Look I really want to scratch her face" I said to my daughter in great annoyance.

"Where there is no one - who. Please do realize no one is laughing at you."

"Are you blind or what? those two people are still laughing at me. Argh... argh.. Stop it. Don't laugh at me anymore."

"Hahahaha.. hahaha..."

"Argh.argh...argh..."

"Mah dawah dah consciously (said my daughter while touching my body) there is no one - who."

"Argh goes there, I don't want to hear your words anymore. Go argh.. I said go..."

"Argh. go... argh. If you don't want to go I'll jump from here" I said as I stood at the window.

"Don't mah, it's good that I'll stay away from mamah but mamah come down from there."

"Don't set me up because I like being up here."

"Mah mama will fall"

"I don't care if I fall or not because I'm comfortable here."

A few minutes later I started going down from the top of the window. My daughter who saw me was going down was relieved.

When I started coming down somehow my balance wasn't what I thought it was. Because I almost fell out of the window.

But I'm lucky I didn't fall because someone was holding my hand. And yes, that someone is my daughter.

When my daughter helped me out of the window. I don't know why the balance of my daughter's body is not good.

Maybe because my weight is not balanced with his weight is what causes my daughter's body to become confused.

He who had helped me with all his might managed to get me into my room, but instead my daughter's body came out of the window suddenly.

And...

Bruck...

My daughter's body was already at the bottom and not only was blood coming out of my daughter's head so much.

I who had not realized just fell silent watching my daughter's bloodied body.

Instantly everyone outside the window swarmed to see my daughter.

While my father, my mother, Sinta, her mother Sinta, the doctors and nurses in my room they were hysterical at the unexpected event.

Someone immediately ran to see my daughter from the top of the window, there were also those who immediately ran to see my daughter down there.

And I'm the one who first saw my daughter fall down and just couldn't say anymore words.

There are only tears that keep coming out endlessly. My mind was somewhere but my feelings I let out with an unrelenting tear - it stopped dripping.

The End's...

Thanks to the readers who have read this story from beginning to end always faithfully waiting up.

For those of you who are still curious, there will be season 2.

See you in Season 2

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While waiting for Season 2, yuk stopped by also to his third novel author. Title: Waiting for Unlimited Waiting

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