Status I Never Wanted

Status I Never Wanted
The Secret Finally Revealed



A few months later exactly 3 months had happened that time passed. But after that and my current situation. So many changes - changes that I am experiencing now. It seemed that my parents were beginning to suspect the change, they noticed a significant change in my weight that started to go up from my previous weight, what was more significant was the change in my stomach that was starting to enlarge than usual.


"Don't you know your stomach is bigger than usual?" my mother said asking me.


"Oh yes ma'am, hell time" said I who could not believe what mom told me.


"It's so different to know" said my mother again.


Then they interrogated me with questions that astonished me. I have not experienced anything like that in all this time.


They asked me when I had last come to the moon, where I was silent for a moment and thought why they were asking me that question. But after I think about it and I remember - remember again. After that incident I have not come another month and it means that for 3 months I have not experienced anything like that.


"Your son last came the month when?" my mother said asking me.


"Why ask like that mom?" I said I didn't answer my mother's words but instead asked my mother.


"You answer your mother's questions. When did you last come to the moon?" said the father who immediately answered my words that should be the mother who answered him.


But even my father answered.


"Yes yeah sorry. If not wrong that I did not come last month ma'am, continue this month also not deh. If not wrong 3 months I did not come. But I also don't know why I haven't come to the moon?" I said that answered my mother's question. After I received the words that came from my father for me.


"Have you not come for 3 months? you sure didn't answer me wrong." said my mother who was surprised at the answer I gave to my mother.


"No ma'am, I'm sure I haven't come by the moon yet. My sanitary napkin stock is still a lot" I said in response to my mother's words.


In a moment, both my parents became weak and like they were about to faint hearing I was late for the moon, but they tried to think positively that I did not h, but only a lot of thoughts and make me have not experienced coming this month.


Then they bought me a k. n. test to make sure I was right h. l. or not. Once it was in my hand, I started using it. About a few minutes I took it back and gave it to my parents.


"Mom, I used it already. But I haven't seen what's the result?" I said while giving that thing to mom and dad.


Once it was in their hands they immediately became hysterical and angry. My father even wanted to hit me, but Mother prevented him from hitting me. And my father didn't hit me and vent his anger on anything around him.


Prang.


Until the state of my house is not as clean and not as beautiful as when my father has not vent his anger.now the state of my house a lot of objects - objects that are scattered unorganized and properly.


It was a very, very chaotic state like the heart and anger that my father felt towards me.


Maybe then there was a thought in my father's mind to kill me. Because they can't stand it and can't accept this fact. Which has befallen his daughter.


Even my father wouldn't look at me now. Just to scold me, he didn't want to see my face.


Shame and a sense of failure for his upbringing of his daughter is this, maybe what my father felt at that time. Yes, it will certainly be felt in every parent who experiences great disappointment in his daughter.


All this time lack of what he educates and reminds so that his daughter can keep herself from this kind of association.


But maybe this is his fault, which has allowed his daughter to live freely through a courtship. Want to be angry at who, because this is also his fault that so believes in his daughter.


Until he could not think so that his daughter did not fall into things like this. But it's actually too late. The present situation was how his daughter could move on with life. And the only way is to ask for responsibility from the man who has made his daughter experience this event.


When things start to improve a little.


My first brother immediately urged me to tell him who the man who had m. I hesitated to be honest with them, because I decided to connect with the man.


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