Status I Never Wanted

Removing Tears

My daughter and I are very happy too. It didn't feel like we were in this park for more than fifteen minutes.

And the more time goes by, visitors who come to this park are also more and more.

Almost filled all the benches in this park. And various kinds of visitors to this park.

Like visitors who only come alone, with his girlfriend, his best friend or even with his family.

As I see it now. A small family is taking their child to learn the way in this park.

Until I remembered not when my little daughter used to be the same age as the family's child. At that time my daughter was the same.

Not yet able to learn and still try to step up little by little. Then sometimes he will fall if he can not balance himself.

However, when he will fall, my hand is the one who swiftly restrains my daughter from falling down and crying.

But here I feel sad to see those memories. How not, my daughter never felt warm protection from her papa.

Unlike that child who is currently very - very protected by his papa. Even if the child falls his papa will immediately be swift to provide help for him.

Until I didn't realize my tears were dripping on their own. Then when I realized there was clear liquid coming out of my eyelids.

I then hurriedly wiped away the tears. So that my little daughter will not see that I am sad.

I also took my eyes off the others. However, I seemed to have misplaced my eyes.

Why could? it's because I see teenagers my age talking. There was a lot of laughter they showed.

Still free from a bond and still want to explore every thing that makes them curious to know.

All of that is no more for me. Because I had to learn how to raise my daughter without my daughter's papa next to me.

And it instantly made me shed my tears. Sad that's how I feel right now.

Then I turned my eyes back to the couple who were making out at the end of this park.

Couples who seem to ignore people's views. Because maybe they think that this world belongs to them and other people just ride.

I used to experience the same thing as them. Even I went too far and too far to date her.

To make me have to experience my current condition. Taking care of my daughter, her education, her needs, her desire to always be fulfilled.

With my own circumstances to raise my daughter without a husband figure accompanying me this.

Then I must be enthusiastic and must not complain for the happiness of my daughter. But my tears were unrelenting as I imagined the regret I was doing at the time.

But then I realized I can't be like this. I must be able to rise up to make my daughter happy.

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