SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

The crown that is taken

SHACKLED IN LOVE IN NEIGHBORING LAND 9

Besmirched

Suddenly I want to sleep, God I can't sleep. I need to be strong but it's getting my head hurt. But.

"Diaha! It's the cure."

"Is it still sick?"

"It hurts a lot."

Haizan gave me medicine but what medicine is this? If I have a headache, I memorize the medicine.

"Drink, this is the water."

"What medicine is this?"

"Medicine headaches you said."

"But, it's not like a headache cure."

"This is what people give in pharmacies."

"We're going home. I'm okay."

"Loh, he said your head hurts."

"Now it's gone."

"Correct?"

"Yes," But the more pain I could bear to avoid fainting. Why didn't Haizan take me home.

"Pump! Come with me." I went along, standing with a heavier feeling than usual while holding a sore head. I'm kirain home. Haizan locked the door and led me into a room. Whahuh? Why did haizan bring me here is haizan? Oh, naw.

"Haizan's? Why did you bring me here? I'll ask you to come home."

"We'll have fun here until morning."

My eyes were wide open, my heart was pounding. "Whatchu mean? Don't beat around. You invited me to Malaysia to take me to work, right?"

"Yes. But, there is a price you have to pay to get the job. I've paid for your ticket even more. I've also paid your fee because your money is partially gone. What else do you have to ask for? I'm asking for the pay."

DEG

My heart beats faster than the first leg in Malacca. I looked down my head was getting sick. It turns out that haizan helped me insincerely. So, it's true Meyra said not everyone was sincere in helping us. True said Daffa, he men know his nature of men. He asked if there were no shrimp behind the rock? I don't know, now what should I do? Standing up is not capable. This pain has taken away my power. I'm sitting.

"Come on. Don't be selfish." Haizan helped me stand up, I tried to thrash. But, not able.

"Haizan! Don't do that. I want to go home!"

Haizan doesn't give me my word. I'm lame. Haizan took me to the abyss of sin. I want to scream, not even able to. I'm tired, I want to go home, sorry I didn't listen to my friend. I believe more in myself. And God allowed me to step on foot in this country.

Why didn't the ship sink until I died at home bearing a name. So that father and mother regretted having wasted me to get to this country.

***

Azan dawn reverberating. I woke up, my head was still heavy. Haizan was next to me. Being lulled in dreamland. We were both not wearing a thread. Except for the blanket we both cover. I want to kill him right now. But, fearing the punishment I received was heavier than my shadow.

There were blood spots on the bedsheet the milky white color was clearly visible in color. Last week I was holy from my period. I am no longer holy.

Clean yourself in the bathroom. I screamed cursing myself too stupid to trust the people I know on social media.

I don't know how many tears came out. Don't want to be here too long. I'll go home by myself. But, is Haizan still willing to help me find a job? Or will they abandon me? Oh, naw.

Check lek

"Have baths?"

"It." Haizan went to the men's bathroom. Go back to the room, what do I want this bed sheet to do. I wash but, where is the place?

I decided to take this bed sheet to the bathroom. But...

"It's none of your business."

"What is my business? It's my stain."

"Yes, that's your menstrual blood."

What is the max of this menstrual blood? It's nice to say it like that. I touched her and said menstrual blood. Does that mean he doesn't believe I'm still holy before he does?

"Maybe soon I'll get a uterine cancer because you're doing it in my period."

"I did it because you had to pay for all the losses I incurred before you left until now."

"I didn't ask to come here. You're the one who jumped."

"You want to be invited by a stranger."

"I think people are sincere, good, not everyone is evil. Turns out you're one of the same predators as that viral one."

"I think you're an adult, not a minor anymore. You should be able to think maturely so as not to mislead yourself later."

"I came here in a state of confusion. Me, not as lucky as those who are well. I need attention. It's not the attention I get. I want to go home."

Haizan did not answer my words instead checked the bag and took my passport. Though I need it Does Haizan intend to abandon me in this country?

I took back my passport. But, Haizan was quick to secure it, I lost quickly. "Haizan! Why did you take my passport."

"Because you are no longer holy. I'll take your passport."

"Your long-winded words are boring. Return my passport!"

"Take it later in my boarding house."

Haizan died alone, now I feel like a midfielder in a neighboring country. Haizan took my crown with permission, and also my passport he took.

He doesn't know the difference between a female guest and a female guest? I'm shattered like broken glass in unites will never be the same again.

"You're going home, aren't you?" Haizan returned to the karoke room

"Go home by yourself."

"I made a promise to your girlfriend and your man to keep you here. I don't want to be blamed by them later. My boyfriend should've just married you."

"Said promise to take care of me in fact you're my crown.where's my passport?"

"What kind of crown have I taken? I don't feel like I'm getting that. You don't want to go home? Yeah, I did." Haizan died alone

"Haizan! Wait my passport! Goddamn it, hurry up that guy's gone. Where should I look for him?"

I went home by myself, I don't know where this cab took me. Did I give you the wrong address? I am the one who does not watch the road. Sometimes the driver speaks English, because I do not understand, I just write a word using Malay to him. Fortunately he understood.

Getting into the boarding house was locked, I forgot to ask for the key. So, where am I going? Is it looking for a job?

But, passport. Oh, God, why is it like this. Now how am I supposed to? What comes home. The important thing is not to be displaced in the country of people. The money is not enough.

Mending me to go while working. No matter meet the police, if caught I hope at home to the homeland in good condition. Haizan is a jerk. He's the one who persuaded me to come here, he just paid for the ticket, and he said it wasn't me. I'm a spoiled one. Though I promised to change everything if it works real what? He took my crown that was far more priceless than money.

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