SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

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Shackled in Love in Negeri 68

If it is not new to feel

His presence is precious ...

That lost song verse is exactly how I feel right now. Five times I turned it around, these tears just shed.

Every time I cry alone without making a sound. The shadow of her appeared stifling chest. Then wash your face and wear make up.

This tragic story I wrote to the diary notes no matter how indri read it he already knew our secret.

Until the time indri returned to Java because his mother died and his sisters no one took care of me alone in this city. Although there is a royan but not close.

Lord, I am alone in the moment of peace.

After dropping off the drive to the airport came a dime I've known for almost 4 years.

A man was walking under an umbrella in the hot sun with a woman who was pregnant.

As I approached them it turned out that Khaizan was with other women not karina. Khaizan is still here and is married? It means that before Khaizan left he was married or impregnated another woman without my knowledge and Karina. Great Khaizan managed to cover up his original habits.

Soon I met Royan and said I wanted to go home as soon as possible. "What are you again?" I said I saw Ryan reading a self-invaluation book a successful motivational book that teaches us to achieve our dreams. Very good book.

"Didn't you see I was reading a book?"

I sat around looking very shabby. If a boy grows up in an environment where his parents are poorly educated, it will be like this. Abandonment to cleanliness. Different children raised in an environment where parents are highly educated and forward-thinking on average they educate their children equally regardless of gender.

"See, since when do you like to read books?"

"I've been in school for a long time. These books were given by Khaizan. He gave me his books and told me to practice what I read."

"Khaizan met you? Just giving me a book you think he's a good man."

"Sometimes. If a man likes to read a book like this, I'm sure he's a good man. Never mind, I'm gonna go to bed tonight for work."

"Yes, it's. Oh, yeah, this month I'm planning on going home."

"Why?"

"You're college. Unfortunately, his age is not used to demand knowledge. You're all right in Malaysia."

"You are me."

***

In my journey my mind is still about Malaysia. Khaizan and Indri have left me. What else made me stay there? I'm having a hard time finding friends. I better go to college while working in Indonesia.

***

Arriving at the house of many neighbors and people who claim the family came for souvenirs and persuaded his son to ask THR from me. I don't know what THR is.

They praised me for being more beautiful, mature and having a lot of money unfortunately couldn't buy a house for us so now we are contracted. Unfortunately my father only wanted my money and told me to go back to Malaysia.

They used to be full of berating me now come ask money. It used to be when my mother was sick I went somewhere on the ground and the house was pawned to gamble. They said the family's mother no one wants to help pay for the mother's medical expenses while hunting for the number one inheritance. Now I understand people who like to fuss about the legacy of his original character like that.

They took the inheritance of the mother who was not his right after that we were thrown away like garbage. Take it easy tomorrow this trash will also go again.

When a woman's personal property is shared property and becomes a male party's contention. While the man's property is personal property even though there are wives who are willing to help with energy and do'a. Out of nowhere they get such a study pantesan people in this country in stupid mulu just as foreigners see the nature of the original just like this.

Sorry, there is no legacy for you.

***

I called Indri to say I'm home and I'm going to Jakarta. Indri was shocked and provided a place to stay for a while before I got another job and new boarding.

Do not want to waste time to leave with the remaining money of 3 million rupiah. There are 10 universities I have visited that are not suitable. Until getting Esa University superior with a major in psychology.

I have to find a job. Already 10 factories that I visited no one accepted me because according to the story entered the work it takes money and insiders. Is this we want to find money, do we want to waste money? And also need a scholar who has the best value.

After 1 week the money is gone. Thank God there is a textile factory that will accept me.

On the first day of work, people talk more than work. Different in Malaysia work more than talking because foreign employers prohibit talking too much later can interfere with work.

There are also many ordinary employees who are like bosses because they are used to facing thousands of people with different characters I consider only birdsong.

***

I work part-time, I don't care about my health. Sleeping was only 4 hours how tired my life is while my father asked for money because he did not get money while I was in Jakarta and Royan also sent money because I had to save money to pay the debt mothering.

Good thing God was fair during college I never got sick. Unfortunately, the struggle of women like this has no price at all in the eyes of the patriarchy who know only men who are born and raised by their parents.

Already adults they are required to be dutiful alda parents, take all the money of their children aside their children have married there is a greater responsibility after the parents. Because raising a child is a duty of parents a great sin if they press the child to be obliged to give not according to ability.

On the other hand, women who have been born and raised also by their parents must be required to be patient. Hellow, patience has its limits, if you do not want your son to marry someone's daughter, do not let his child marry.

It was just as surprising as that kind of person who talked about most women anyway. Was she not born of a mother's womb? Women trouble women. But I don't want to bother about that I have to seriously demand knowledge to be smart, smart and have good public speaking so as not to be fooled by patriarchs.

Seriate...