SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

The worst memories of a lifetime

Shackled in Love in Negeri 37

"Shypha...! Wake up! It's already 10:00 noon."

I was playing on my phone in the blanket, indri didn't know I was awake.

Opening the blanket "I've been up." Indri stood at the door of the room.

"Aren't you going to eat?"

"Yes. Wait for me to take a shower and we'll just get out."

"I've cooked for the three of us."

"Oh."

Out, smell the food. Given that time, I don't want to eat a grain of rice here let me starve all day from eating at the house of the man who threw me away.

The worm in my stomach was struggling to eat. After cleaning yourself out for food. But...

"Shypha...! Where are you going?"

"You're out first, coming?"

"We've been told not to come out before the situation is safe?"

"Until when? I'm bodo very." Get out and buy food. Don't want to stay out of the house long.

"Shypha...! You buy food? I've been cooking." Indri was like a housewife welcoming me to wear only a modern negligee, greasy face and disheveled hair.

"Make you all. I'll buy it myself."

"Why?"

"It's okay. You take a shower there! I think mothers of children know not."

"So I took a shower."

"Remain. We should dress like a normal girl."

I just spent time in your room. How long will this happen? I am bored here too.

I chose to watch Korean dramas until I didn't realize that someone had entered the room. Jeez where is indri? Didn't you finish the shower?

"What are you again? I guess it's just so hard, it's just a smile of its own." Khaizan was standing at the door. There seems to be no privacy for Khaizan. Like a man entering his wife's room.

Return to the original position. "Watch Drakor."

"May I sit on this couch?" Sitting on the couch? What's he want? Kayak in Drakor. But Drakor used to sleep together but did nothing more.

"Can kok. This is your house."

"Why don't you eat indri-cooked food?"

"The food is not good."

"Enak. Oh, yep! How much are your savings?"

"Why? You want to collect my debt?"

"No really. What debts? I'll ask you a question."

"How much do I owe you? Including paying losses at that time. Let me change."

I took the money in the suitcase, just out to the ATM. If anything happens I have cash. "This enough? Just count if less let me payday later I give you again." I handed the money I had put in the envelope and gave it to Khaizan.

"Shypha...! Isn't there a bit of forgiveness for me?" Pardon me...? I said sorry I might have forgiven you, forgetting her trauma is hard. A woman will not easily forget the trauma done by the person who hurt her. Moreover, I've been from my baby in zolimi. No rest this brain remembers it.

"I'm sorry for what?"

"Ah, that's it." Khaizan just sat there wondering what he was thinking. I went back to Drakor.

"What do you see telling me?"

"Don't know. I just watched it. Haven't read the synopsis."

"The people who watch it don't know? So, what's watching doesn't know the synopsis?"

"Emang doesn't know."

"You wanna come in? Come on in." Khaizan took a deep breath and came out. Indri is already beautiful. This indri bangat.

"Where are you going?"

"It's not going anywhere in the house."

"What did you guys say? Story dong!"

"Not saying what."

"Pbu...! Khaizan is very handsome like Kris wu former Kpop idol Exo-M. Let's see Exo there must be something like him!"

"Ngaaco. You think it's pretty I think it's ordinary."

Ind, my feelings right now are sad. Either I'm depressed or frustrated. Always remembering the past from childhood until now never happy, parents and said my family never did me as an ordinary human being. What's my fault with them?"

In the snapping, in the teriaki, in the hina, in the caci maki, in the beat, in the kick, in the hot water flush. At the school in another student's bully, a teacher was expelled. In the TU room in despicable again the same teacher who takes care of finances. In contempt again the same sister, she did not see me at all older than her. In the ring in the bullies of mothers. At home in bully parents. Why is my life so miserable like this, ind."

I never got any motivation from my parents. Not eager to move on, wanting to cry, wanting to scream. Want to fly to not to not meet again the bad guys."

"Astagfirullah. You're complaining? Our nazes are the same. Looks like we should go to a psychiatrist. The wounds in our hearts are deep and wide. I don't know what to do either. All I know is that I work, work, and work saving for higher education costs while looking for other knowledge to heal the inner wounds."

"Can it heal?"

"Ikhlas and I will be healed. I read a book about the wounds. The wound must be healed by getting closer to the almighty and trying to find other drugs to heal quickly. I couldn't read the book too far to get me to vent my anger on the stuff."

The advice in the book, we do not get married first before we are completely healed and do not marry the same person who is tempremental. Just imagine that we have an inner wound and marry the same person who is temperament. Our households are as chaotic as the war in Syria. Never follow the words of a person who belittles us because that person will not understand before he or she experiences the same thing as us."

"That's a big deal, yeah. Why do people like to hurt others like this. They don't wear feathers, parents do."

"One of the people who has been most instrumental in our success and destruction, the closest person. Parents are also."

"Did they not have faith or religion? Claiming on grub is free. Most of the time now the victims are blamed. Both victims of accidents, mutilation, robbery, rape and others. If you have no money, it is free. Those who are zolim in our country are protected by the law. The people involved are already paid with little money. The law is getting crooked, blunt upward sharply downward. Rarely hear the grievances of the little people, the lawman eats the blind paychecks."

"It's out of our control. They only religion in KTP either every zolim they ask God to do'a so that he does not sin? They take the law of God lightly. Learn to rise up and move forward. After advancing, we must be honest even if we are destroyed by such a person later."

The problem of parents let us pray and pray to be given guidance not to arbitrarily again the same understanding of God's creation. Make lessons also so that we are not arbitrary to the child later. We've already felt the pain. Parents who do that to their children were also victims of KDRT, have inner wounds and bipolar. No matter the screams of the innocent creature he knew he had to molest his son."

"If we don't get married."

"What then? Careful those words do'a."

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