SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

Toxic family and environment

DESTINY OF LOVE IN THE LAND OF NEIGHBORS 2

After selling food, I didn't go home. Lazy to hear the voice of father and mother who every day more than a hundred times call me.

There were words coming out of my father's mouth for me, he said I was a useless child, distressing to my parents. My mother often said she regretted giving birth to me. I never asked to be born. You once said, why not die?

"This syifa is passing by, it's of no use at all. Trouble with your parents." Father says.

"I didn't ask to be born." My words

"Why don't you just die." My mother said with enlarged eyes looking at me. Though I've done housework like a housewife, tomorrow I want a test. SPP money does not exist.

" Mommy! Tomorrow's exam. I'm asking for SPP money!"

"The money kept what your teacher asked for. Everyone else gets a scholarship."

"They deserve to give you a brother first rather than us."

"Si Asri also does not have a brother but can get a scholarship."

"Mom don't know? This whole village he told his family?"

"Lied anyway. You're a fool so people can't take a teacher's heart to be awarded a scholarship."

"Father and mother are more stupid can't be responsible parents for me. Though kemaren royan in buy HP Baru I only get his ex doang."

PLAQUE PLAQUE PLAQUE

Two palms drifted to my cheeks, sore. I immediately shut up and went to the room to unpack what was there. Reflecting on my red cheeks the image of palms on my cheeks. Look at the other body turning blue from mother's pinch.

Was it wrong to ask for school money? Royan aja who is still Junior High in buying a new HP. They are more fond of my two younger brothers who often act in school often also father or mother called the school because of his mischief. Never went to class and stole. Mom and Dad never scolded her. They only knew he was a boy.If I was asked to win the championship otherwise, my book floated into the fire. It's bad for his family. He was told to quit school. Better to go to the garden. Help mom find money for living expenses and send my little brother to school.

I've got High School to find my own money for school. I can no longer afford it.

How does a child feel being told that by his or her own parents? Very sick. Well, after picking up the goods later, this time I won't want to go home again, let them know what it's like after losing me.

To vent my heartache. I ripped his clothes off and threw them in the river. Once caught by my mother I tore her clothes, as a result I was pinched all out and my hair was pulled until it rumbled on the floor. I was crying so hard. Mom said I was crazy.

"Why is your son, Yun!" Misconducting the neighbor.

"He's crazy." Said the mother, heartbroken parents themselves say their children are crazy.

"Bring treatment to RSJ or in ruqyah aja."

***

"Mayira! Come with me to the house, yuk!"

"Do you dare to go home?"

"I'm going to get something, I'm going to stay in your room."

"All right."

Half a day I'm not home, dad's still asleep. My friend who saw it was very sad. I don't know what he thought, later a headache destroy the things that are hard-earned in bought by the mother. But that stuff is not wrong.

We used to cook still using wood, in the house again. I'm making smoke fill the house let me out. In fact, Dad never went out of the house just watching and tuning loud music. Isn't it crowded?

Next to the house, there is a baby to watch. But the neighbors blamed me. Where there I set the music, alay again.

I often eat both of them

Often asked to make coffee and tea, I gave the ashes of the kitchen. Surprisingly, I never felt that. Fortunately, no cyanide floats into a cup of coffee.

"If you sweep, throw your own garbage into the river. Why throw it in my yard? Is this a landfill? I'm tired of cleaning it."

By the time this one neighbor started sweeping the yard. I came out, uh he was staring blankly in the other direction. I'm afraid he's done sweeping unfinished. I went in again because Dad called, uh he knows he dumped the trash back here.

Very angry to see it.

"What's? Tired of cleaning? Clean of me from you."

"If it is cleaner than I am. Why was the trash dumped here?"

"Are these pages really yours? You're poor, you're at risk under accepting the garbage of the man above."

Astagfirullah greget my heart was screaming no parents, not neighbors are all toxic. According to the hadiths I learned. Giving up the neighbor is mandatory. But, where? They never glorify their neighbors. Often chiding people's economies again.

It's enough the environment makes me thin for eating liver. I want to go, let them feel how there's no me here. This yard is gonna be a dumpster. I want to see the reaction of parents when the house and yard are filled with garbage.

***

When I woke up I saw we were quiet. Ah, nevermind. "Mey, let's go!"

"No permission with mom and dad!"

"Do not. They're throwing me out of the house every time."

"Izin let his journey be a blessing and let them not lose you."

"They won't lose, me."

"Of! Syifa plans to stay at my boarding house. We go first. Don't forget to tell her mother syifa, yes!"

Dad was silent

Out of the house with nothing, we went downtown. I'm going to enroll in college tomorrow Monday. I used to ask for money to apply for college. Mom was angry like she wanted to kill me that day. Moreover, the father who desperately forbids you to go to school only spends money. Sorry, dad! mama! School is my right.

Finished enrolling with a worried heart, at the cost I was pensive long enough, what about this future?

[Assalaminaikum! Where did you come from] A chat came in on the blue color app. I don't know who sent the message. I saw his profile and his picture was pretty good. He's far away at the end of Sumatra.

[Guardalagsalam. I'm from jambi. This who? And from where]

[Me, Haizan from Jakarta. Can I contact you? I saw you just graduated High School]

[Can aja. I just graduated, now I want a list. Where are you]

[I'm in malaysia. Oh, go to college]

[In malaysia, right? Ja. It's good to live in Malaysia]

[Not really, it depends on us. Have you ever wanted to go to Malaysia]

[Pengen anyway, but I went to college]

[Surely, seriously college? In the past, the lecture could also. Or come here a little after that go home again]

[You don't know what you want to go to college, there's no cost. He also wants to be angry first. But, not to malaysia, working in Indonesia only]

[Malaysia is okay too. Don't hesitate, everyone here is mostly our people. Who open the business is also our man. Depends on whether you can't just ga itself that's the point]

[I thought first]

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