SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

I'm not crazy

Shackled in Love in Negeri 74

After work I went to the hospital for a consul to a psychologist and three months I was a consul there was no change in my mood. People say that if we want to be calm from the heart, we ourselves calm ourselves not others.

The psychiatrist and psychiatrist gave me the drug for life-long consumption of Astagfirullahalazim, which means the depression is quite severe. Then do electrotherapy which costs not a little.

My salary during work runs out for medical expenses. Father and mother in the village were already uncomfortable because I did not send money.

"Sorry, mom. I can't send money because I've been spending money for a long time on medication. I'm sick, mom."

"What pain are you?"

"I'm a consul to a psychologist, a psychiatrist and do electrotherapy to cure depression, ma'am."

"Are you crazy?"

"Not crazy, Mom. Because I feel pressured by the demands of work."

"You have no faith, try to have faith in Allah so you do not spend much money for repentance."

"Then, did you have faith all this time? If I have faith, I should not say I do not believe. For I think the one who speaks of others does not believe is the one who does not believe."

"You're told to keep answering."

I turned off the phone from my mother and even my own mother didn't care about my condition. Imagine that a married husband puts his mother first rather than his wife. Legitimate, valid because according to religion the boy still belongs to his mother until death. So, a woman like me again can not make her husband as a backup and life companion.

What is it just for a bedmate? The possibility that I won't get married let me find another way to back up and make my way to heaven.

"Yura! How's your relationship with your boyfriend?"

"I'll keep fighting, Fa."

"All right, I'm helping you fight."

"Receive the box, Fa."

"Either. Diligent chat her, ask her news and approach her parents let her parents urge her to marry you."

"I'm just as her parents are close. They even believe that I'm going to be a match with their son."

Hearing Haura's words I became envious and jealous. He's healthy wal afiat. While I am still ashamed of our stories in the past that I cannot accept. I really want to be with Khaizan but if you think about what happened in the past will be remembered at the end of life. I don't want to remember it anymore and I'm depressed.

They both often visit their parents' homes. Until the news of her marriage blew into my ears. According to the story of his father, the woman who loved Khaizan very much wanted to quickly become his son-in-law.

***

Khazan

"Kok are you being the same attention as me? You know my favorite and everything about me?" I said to Haura after coming out of her parents' house.

"Then, my parents also know the type of woman I like. Feelings, never talk about it to, Mother."

"Khaizan ...! a mother's instincts are not wrong. Who knows your mother just guessed the woman you like."

"Then you do whatever my mom talks to you about?"

"No, anyway. I just do what I can. Why tuh?"

"Do you love me sincerely? Is there no hidden intention?"

"meaning? I sincerely love you. Which woman wouldn't want to be with you? Oops, maybe I've been overdone but just calm there is no other intention because I just want to partner, want to get a reward and want to reach heaven with my husband."

"Is that true? Has anyone ever talked to you about anything?"

"At first we were just ordinary friends from the beginning of university until now. He's my friend just wants to talk important just don't want to talk stale. Sometimes there are words that motivate me to the spirit of learning, the spirit of demanding knowledge, the spirit of composing thesis, honing skills until the skill fruitful into money and struggling to get what I want including love."

I also once confided about our relationship there was nothing I covered up. So, she said I had to fight for my love that was still clapping one hand. Not chasing ya, just trying to pick up destiny with you."

"That means you're following someone else's words not your heart?"

"No. Because I feel like he knows my heart all of a sudden he gives me that kind of motivation when I don't ask. So, I'm passionate about fighting for my dreams."

"What's the guy's name? what men are women?"

"Woman, her name is shifa who works at your company. Have you never met?" Didn't you want him to work for your company first?"

"Ah, yes, that name is a lot in the office. So, I don't know which shifa."

It turned out that the shifa who told Haura to vigorously pursue me for up to 24 hours did not stop contacting me and my family. Does shifa not love me? It's impossible that we've known him at all and have no feelings for me.

I have to talk to Shifa at the office tomorrow.

In the office I arrived early it turns out that none of the employees had come. I see the wrists haven't been the clock they've come.

One by one they came running to greet me and into the office followed by thousands of other employees. What's up with them? Were they chased by demons or police?

In the office they are already busy with their respective work there is one empty bench I see the name shifa rahmadhini. Where's the girl? The acquaintance has not come?

"Sorry, sir, I'm late." Shifa came rushing to sit on her bench. I was surprised to see what happened to the employees of this company?

"It's okay. You're not late because I came too soon." Is it appropriate for a CEO to speak like that to his employees?

Get into my room and check my financial statements, income, expenses and everything.

If you think about it can make me stressed but the name of life is enjoyed if not enjoyed the process we will be difficult by itself.

Shifa, at lunchtime I have to talk to her. Only here we can talk, outside the office we can't talk because the shifa won't pick up the phone from me. Although there are work problems that we have to discuss still will not lift it. Shifa her man can't be a professional matter of heart and work.

I'm chasing after him I shouldn't be like this. Ah, men when the land he pursued women when married and established he is also in pursuit of women.

Seriate...