SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

Between hate, love, longing, shame and prestige

Shackled in Love in Negeri 49

Every time I think about khaizan until a coworker sees me daydreaming. What is Khaizan doing now? Have you eaten yet? With anyone? How does this relate to Karina?

The break time I was stalking his social media is really handsome unfortunately his behavior is also handsome. Ah, there are still many photos of him with karina in his Facebook gallery. I was jealous to take it.

But, considering how they treated me back then came the feeling of resentment wanting to poison her today as well. I was bound by hate, love and jealousy.

Unfortunately, since he was in Langkawi yesterday, he has not contacted me for a month. Where's she? I miss.

I'm trying to see on my cell phone who knows they still communicate a lot. Unfortunately the phone is in the padlock, since when does Indri padlock his phone?

I'm trying patterns from various images the stars can't. Fingerprints are my last hope. If I ask, I don't want to be suspected by that girl.

Until 02:00 in the morning I woke up wanting to check his phone, I want to know they discussed anything.

It took 5 attempts using his newly opened index finger, thank God.

What they talked about was too far away. Khaizan likes to ask me if I've been better yet, work where, close to anyone, ever to where his new friends are.

It turned out that khaizan liked me for the past year and wanted to express his feelings but he saw I was still angry about his past treatment he wanted me to forgive him immediately and start from Zero again.

Her relationship with Karina is just a close friend, she doesn't like the same outlier women as karina. At the same time Indri expressed his feelings but Khaizan said he only considers indri just an ordinary friend.

[Khaizan, I want to be honest, I don't want to harbor my feelings anymore every time you contact me about shifa, my heart hurts so much. Khaizan, ever since I first met I've felt a strange vibration growing ever so high. I like you, zan. Maybe for shifa you're scary. But, I think being next to you I'm really comfortable. Can't you forget shifa]

[You like me? I've assumed you're just a close friend nothing more. I've memorized every woman close to me must feel the same feeling as you. Because rarely friendship between the opposite sex tampa involves feelings. Your feelings are only temporary and disappear with time. Sorry, yes! Because I've made you feel cheesy. If it's shifa, you know I brought her here so I have to make sure she's here all right]

[Do you love shifa? Are you paying attention to Shifa because you brought her here? Otherwise, who's your real boyfriend now]

[Yes, the more I came here I realized I loved her not because I brought her to Malaysia. My real girlfriend doesn't exist]

[Karina? Because I often see you with him]

[Only close friends like you]

[I see that Shifa doesn't seem to want to talk about you she said she doesn't want to know the person who hurt her. Don't call him first like I said call me yesterday]

[Yes. Thank you, for the same attention shifa. If there's no you somehow shifa now]

Indri forbade Khaizan from contacting me, but they sent each other messages. Love can sometimes ruin everything. Will our friendship be ruined because of a man? And looking at the gallery, Indri save photos of Khaizan might be taken from his social media and also secretly photographing it.

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At dawn, there are already many people who go back and forth to pick up sustenance. I had to hurry so as not to miss the bus. Indri still works at the old place that Khaizan helped, usually he likes to move around maybe this time because of someone who makes him survive.

Indri is still lying down while playing his phone. This morning he was used to tidying up his things rather than looking at a cell phone. "Indri, I'm going first."

Indri kept his phone and looked over. "Yes, be careful on the road" This morning his face was very cheerful.

"Yes, oh yeah, for 5 years in Malaysia I was single right? May you soon find true love, amiin."

Indri gasped at my words.

"What the fuck are you, Fa? Amiin, yes."

"Morning, Fa! Let me take you to work, "Take Khaizan.

Paused. "No, the bus has stopped across the street" I refused and took it for granted.

"The bus is full, you're 5 minutes late."

"There's another bus, that's not it. Just drop indri, I'm used to going here alone."

She's following. "Answer continues. Come on, ride don't argue," Actually this heart is excited to see he's already in sight. But, I don't want to be weak, it's a man's tactic to melt a weak woman's heart.

"No need, just drop me off, Indri!"

"Indri has already picked up."

"I'll just take a taxi." Fortunately, there was an empty taxi passing by and stopped him and left him. Khaizan just gawked at my actions just now. From a distance I noticed Indri with hair still ruffled out toward Khaizan.

In the taxi I was pensive. Honestly, in the deepest heart I love her, I don't want any other woman to distract her. Karina is enough to make me jealous, is Khaizan bored and doesn't care about me anymore?

Am I prestige? can be said like that. Love, hate, longing, shame and prestige. God, erase this feeling for her, I can't love her.

"Stop, sir."

Out of the cab I was chasing time. Five more seconds I'm late, security will lock the fence.

My feeling every month end there must be a new employee who is the same nature as the others. Approaching me, talking about me and the other employees after that he vilified me. I was the target of another employee.

Now I bodo very, do not want to be lured again by humans snot like they focus on working for the future.

"Sister, I'm a new employee, have you worked here for a long time?"

"It's been a year."

"There's a brother here? is it married?

"There, not yet. You?"

"Had, I got married a year ago. Because we don't have any children, unemployed husband, my in-laws told me to be TKW here. The money is sent to the husband's account to make a business and home."

"Your parents told you to? do you just believe it?"

"Yes, my husband allowed it too."

"For me, a wife is the responsibility of the husband.if the end of the wife must plunge into the field because of the request of the husband and in-laws then what is the point of having a husband? there is no point in being just a weak burden. Are you sure they're sincere?"

"Pasrah is the same as almighty. I sincerely do it bearing the reward for me."

"Don't be so innocent as a wife later d kibulin. No one is sincere except God, now you can say sincerely, will you be sincere? Many in today's wife who slam bones into TKW because the husband is minimal responsibility, send money every month to build houses on the ground and houses in the village of the husband and in the land of in-laws, send money every month to build houses on the ground and houses in the village of the husband, the end of the cheating husband married again in-laws supported his son cheating and the wife came home even in the expulsion of his children also expelled. Finally a new husband and wife are enjoying our efforts. Mending you build a house on the ground in my village just do not wake up in the land of parents.

"Your indosiar sinetron sacrifice."

"In fact, the soap opera was adopted from a true story. Writers and producers also do not make up stories. Obligatory, stupid do not, mending a lot of reading stories about households in a grub and Platfrom paid. There we also learn not to be a woman. Let people let us what we do not ask him to eat if he thinks we are back. The average woman I meet here is also in the same kibulin husband and in-laws. Not all husbands and in-laws are evil but as good as possible their in-laws and husbands remain their marks in the future. Trust me the same.

"Later to think back.