SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

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Destiny of love in the land of Neighbor 1

May 2014 birth of 1996 just completed high school education and equal. I was confused where to go. Want to get married there is no soul mate, boyfriend does not have, singles from birth are often in caci maki with parents, school friends, family and neighbors. They said I didn't do anything. Though his children and they love dating, adultery, pregnant out of wedlock. So miraculous.

Even more sad, my parents and other family members also scorned me. Is it me who does not do it?

No one wants to be arrogant, never get along, face breakouts. Said the man his name hidden love did not dare to express it.

People have asked me who the man I love, as a normal human being must have felt love. Some reveal it, some hold it because of shame and so on.

I told you, I never loved anyone. To be exact, never loved anyone in this village, they said I was lying. I answered, she. People scorned me, regretting disgust because I only liked the handsome ones not at my level.

Miris bangat's. For me to fall in love with anyone is someone's right. Love is passed down by God to normal people. Why should I be disgusted with loving someone?

They said I was tall and not comparable to me. Is it wrong to love someone who is not equal to us?

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"Mom! I'm done with school. Where am I going?" I don't know how many times I've talked to mom like she didn't get into her brain.

"don't know. Why ask mom?"

"I want to go to college."

"There's no cost. You're a girl, why does high school tip also into the kitchen." It must be this answer that continues to be used by my mother if I express my wishes. What is wrong with a highly educated woman even though the end is to the kitchen?

"All of your college friends. When I didn't, they also suggested I go to college." Hearing their ideals I just kept silent not answering. I am also confused where to go.

"They have money. Look at your father!" Mother pointed her index finger to the tv room to see father was sleeping mute from morning to evening never come out most want to eat and to the bathroom. "From morning to evening sleep."

"Because their parents are diligent. Trying desperately to work for the future of the child. Where do they want to sleep like a father."

"If you want to go to college, find your own money."

"Where am I looking for money mom! I just finished High School the most work in the store salary five thousand hundred a month."

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"Shyifa...!" Syifa rahmadini my name. I don't know when I'm gonna be screaming my name. Every day I pray that my mute father will no longer hear his very unpleasant voice. But, apparently God will not grant my do'a.

"Yes. Sir!"

"Copper, buy cigarettes. Ask for the money on 'em, mom!" Astonished by this father, a father told his daughter to make coffee and buy cigarettes. The money asks the mother again, not embarrassed, the man asked the wife for money. If there was no mother, would you hang on the street? They say that men have a big responsibility to their families. But, where?

"Yes!" there is no coffee, no sugar. Increase the weight of the burden of mothers every day so that washing workers rub, more money to support the father.

"Coffee and sugar don't exist."

"Please ask mom!" I used to be probably the same thing Dad said. Ten times a day telling me to ask for money so that my tuition is often in arrears. Every time you ask for money, you must be angry until I do not want to be angry again because of trauma, I take whatever is in the garden of the mother plant to sell. Miris, stealing in her own house. I did that so as not to be angry again with father and mother.

"Yes, Sir!" This time I no longer want to ask for money for my father to go to the garden. Every day in the yells of my dad and mom stress me out almost suicidal nobody cares. I, as a child who does not ask to be born what should I be?

Fellows. Ah, I don't have any friends. They've been busy with their own business no one wants to help me. I'm just waiting for someone to take me somewhere. Work and save for college.

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"Shyifa! Where are you going after this? What college do you want to go to marriage?"

Meyra suddenly came, only my friend in school even though he often accused me of not-no. At the end of the day, I'm the one who's been bullied by classmates. I don't know if I'm wrong with him.

"No idea where. Just annoying."

Meyra sat down near me. "Why not go to college?"

Take a deep breath and then let it out. "There's no cost"

Meyra looked far ahead, the green hills and the rice fields spread out. "Cowokku had us both sign up at the campus downtown. He's sorry to see you have no friends, no one to help you."

"No cost."

"The cost is an important business later in college. Register first, we'll find a scholarship."

"You're good to say, there's a cost, there's transportation, too."

"I'm looking for knowledge, the cost I have is also not much. My father didn't want to pay me for school in the past either. You know that."

"Why is our father like that, huh? Not like the other father."

"Makanya college looking for a good husband candidate and equal to us."

"I'm badmood. Worry, my feelings are double. I want to go to college, mom and dad told me he ends up in the kitchen too. Dad's not working at all. Mom, you gotta do some scrubbing and gardening. You know that too."

"The school is for finding knowledge. My mother said to stock up when she came home later. At least our kitchen is different from our parents' kitchen later."

"alright. Help me harvest in the garden to find transportation capital later."

"Izin used to be with mom."

"It won't be allowed."

"I don't want responsibility. I'm waiting for you at the cottage."

Take what is in the garden. In the past, maybe I didn't want to be like this. I don't want to be selfish thinking too much about the unemployed father and the mother being the backbone. Tired of thinking of them, I was not at all thought of. Let me reply what if a child doesn't care about his or her parents.

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