SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

Living in the Neighborly Country

SHACKLED IN LOVE IN THE LAND OF NEIGHBORS 15

No. Stranger calling

Who called me? What company is recommended by the mother who was looking for a new candidate? Hurry up. Yes, God hopefully someone will help me to work here, amiin.

"Hallo!"

"Hallo! Is this Shifa rahmadini? On the recommendation of our people who are looking for prospective employees in Aceh tavern please come today. Record address!"

Thank God, finally there is a breath of fresh air, It turns out he also likes to find prospective workers. Like his people were Indonesian, speaking memagai Indonesian with a typical Malay dialect of Sumatran people.

Last night the mother forced me to tell her what was happening, I allowed me to tell Ella and her friends that I ran away from my sister's house because I felt unsuitable and squeezed. With little money left, I took a taxi.

Actually if you want to enter work said the employee of this aceh store just enter. Do not use any tests and conditions because employees usually go in and out at will. They like to move around and go back to the village. There are also those who do not know the limb because it was caught.

This store sells a variety of typical foods aceh, Gayo coffee and others. There is a thick feel of aceh with typical Malay and middle eastern music. The majority of employees from there, he said politely to both friends and customers.

Thank God I slowly forgot the events of that time. Somehow this baby nasio later. Am I in an enlarged stomach?

"Diaha! How, your stomach is growing? You're not pregnant, are you?"

Deg

They could easily judge me as pregnant. I understand, they're grown up maybe married. Because my mood and appetite increased like to eat something I have never eaten.

"No really. Where is pregnant? No husband, no girlfriend. Before working here I often starve so after kerka likes to buy food as I aspire to."

"really so? Even though I'm not married, it doesn't mean I don't know what people want to crave. Yeah, nevermind. Don't think about it."

***

Working while pregnant very often makes my stomach hurt, I squeeze my stomach wrapped around like constipation, Being a waitress at this aceh shop is very tiring. The first time working has been rebuked five times for being caught sitting, customers often ask for the same order repeatedly. Can this baby be born healthy?

One month later it was payday. The first time the pay of 1,200 RM if in rupiah about three million six hundred thousand. This time I also have this much money. I promised myself to always carefully manage my finances. Must be saved until delivery later. Somehow my fate will be. There are no husbands, parents and relatives in this country.

I had to pay a cost of about 200RM in rupiah of about six hundred thousand. Yesterday, stay in the room provided by this store for new employees who do not have money to pay for costs.

Living costs and necessities are also expensive. I have to manage this finances well in order to go home later bring enough money for the natural expenses. Somehow the wrath of people at home and blasphemy by neighbors later I came home with a big stomach.

For now I don't think about it. If you think about what my stomach is, it hurts. Meyra, I haven't been able to send money to my mom because I don't have an account. Royan never contacted me through the blue logo application. It could have been through wattshap, unfortunately I did not intend to contact him first.

At first I was sure they were good people, the longer their behavior made me annoyed to complain to fellow employees and bosses who did not. According to other stories, they like it to find face to boss. The boss already knows what the employee is doing so just be quiet.

"Shifa she sits a lot more than work, Mom!"

"See Shifa, Mom! He can't work well. I kept cleaning that room when we were both."

"Shifa can't arrange things well."

Checkmate

And elsewhere

"Why are you, indri! It's so pale!" Indri one of my boarding friends, he works in a factory. His body was lethargic, his sleep was mute, his face was pale like a corpse, his hair was disheveled like crazy.

Indri wake. "I'm out of miscarriage."

"What's? A miscarriage? Is that really you?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Who's got you pregnant?"

"I'm pregnant with the same person, Ban*la. I did it because I wanted to add some pocket money. My parents send me money every week to pay for my sister's school and college."

"Astagfirullah. That's why you're selling yourself?" Not only am I being treated arbitrarily by my own parents but others as well. Oh, parents who should be grateful and take good care of God's care. In fact it troubles him and plunges him into the abyss of sin."

Though parents are obliged to provide and, food, and board. Compassion, science education for the world and the hereafter but this is the opposite.

"I didn't know you were pregnant. Why don't you keep the fetus?"

"If kept, I can no longer work hard. Born, too pity him, had no complete parents, nor could I accept because his father was a stranger. You know that, right? What kind of stranger is this? Nor can it take care of him much less that social sanctions will make his life ruined."

Children born in a state of parents are not ready and in a state of unmarried can indeed make children who initially did not ask to be born will be crushed into pieces, feel unappreciated, not needed, and will not be born, experiencing physical and mental abuse. Poor, we and the kids are going through the same thing as us.

Autumn right? Do I have to abort this fetus? Mumpung is still lifeless. If it is still born, how will the rice be? Haizan did not want to admit and was responsible. Because he who impregnates me is no one else.

If I die, I don't know what wisdom will come to us both someday. Perhaps the abundant sustenance and high dignity to obtain it all need a desperate sacrifice in order to get to the breaking point.

If defended, not necessarily his fate as I said. What is able to fight in all social sanctions that make us both destroyed. Ah, I'm in a dilemma.

"Heavy work is also free later your damaged uterus is difficult to have children. The end is also despised by the husband, in-laws and brother-in-law. Why not safety? You took that KB pill? He can also use safety."

"If you take pills, also free later also difficult to have children. He won't wear it either."

"What did you eat to put him down?" Indri pointed to a trash can. I see, the astagfirullah, the liquor and the drugs he ate. Is he overdosing now?"

"Indri! Have you been to the hospital to clean your stomach and uterus?"

"Yet?"

"I'm taking it."

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