SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY
I loved her
Shackled in Love in Negeri 48
"Shifa, how are you so hard to tell?" Without replying to her words I immediately stopped the taxi and went home. There was actually a strange vibration in this chest. On one side I hate him, on one side I'm attracted to him, on the other side there's another woman next to him. What am I supposed to do?
***
[Shifa, have you reached home. Your friend is still here]
Whahuh? Indri is still in the cafe? Did Khaizan lie?
[What right? Send me your photos]
A photo sent by Khaizan right indri is still there. Do I turn around again or leave them alone? Let it go, I'll go home.
[I have arrived. Don't forget to bring indri home]
***
"Khaizan, is shifa home yet?" I forgot, I took Indri to help me meet the shifa and let them have fun first. At first I told her to sit in the back and enjoy free wifi she finally wanted.
I don't know when that girl was behind me. Did he see our feud?
"It's done. You're all right, sitting in the corner all by yourself?"
"Far away, I notice you're so awkward."
"Yes, it turns out the guy's hard to conquer."
"Do you like it, Shifa? Do you just feel sorry for her?" Likes shifa? I don't know if it seems to be between pity, feeling guilty, and being a little interested in her.
"I was just sorry for him at first. After that it was like there was an unusual vibe that I had never met with Karina before."
"Then what about your relationship with Karina?"
"We're just regular friends. He was obsessed with having me because there was something he was after. After knowing her true nature, my feelings for her began to fade."
"If so I go home first."
"Let me take you home."
"Yes." Yeah."
***
Tit
The sound of the motor horn stopping must have been them. Secretly peeking at their sight there was a strange taste in this chest. Why is my chest hurting? Am I jealous?
"I'm going in first."
"Yes, I'll go home first." Before coming home Khaizan turned to our boarding house lest he know I was peeking at him. I quickly entered the room and played with my phone.
"Not sleeping, Fa!"
"Not yet, wait for you. Really you guys, I don't know how many times you cheated I've told you not to ask me to play at the invite again stupidly want me to be invited by you end up meeting Khaizan again. How much did Khaizan pay you?"
"you mean? Khaizan did invite me, he said he asked you for sure you do not want. Who else would he ask if not me? I was never paid by Khaizan, how much did he pay? Play pay-for-pay.
Mending his mother's love in the village."
"Where do I suspect you're receiving a fee to bring us together to try. I see you're bowing down to him. No, neither is the husband."
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Shackled in Love in Negeri 48
POV Indri
Ever since I first saw Khaizan there's been this weird vibe in my chest. Every time I saw her my heart was pounding, but it quickly controlled my feelings. Do I like it? After he knew my past, I became inferior and down.
We often communicate asking shifa mulu nothing else if not about shifa. Sometimes I ask him about my news and he just thinks I'm his friend because I'm a shifa friend.
[Indri, the night of the week you went to] A notification wa entered was still from Khaizan. I wish that Khaizan would ask me once in a while not about the shifa. I also want to be noticed.
[Not anywhere, why]
[You take Langkawi, we take the cable car. You know the place, right? let me send you the location]
[You know, if Shifa wants to]
[Yes, take him too. Don't tell me I'm the one who ngajak y'all. I was talking about him]
[Why not contact him]
[He picked up my phone]
[Yes, already. I hope he wants to] It didn't take long to take the shifa out, fortunately he didn't have much nanya. We got to the place where we were riding something we had never tried. An hour is enough for us to have fun, and we also lose the weight that is carried in this mind.
Ah, we shouldn't be getting a lot of old quick apert thoughts. The time of the girl a lot of thoughts after marriage add a lot of thoughts because more are taken care of and noticed, after death also more responsible for our actions in the world before.
After riding the ride, we were nauseous to want to get all this stomach contents out. Seemed to be warm this is still a village.
[You go where]
[I'm waiting outside]
[Do not wait there]
[Yes] After coming out of the toilet, Khaizan followed us. The man invited us to hang out at the cafe but only the two of them I was told to sit in the back. Though I want to join.
[Indri, I want to talk to Shifa, you're okay, you're sitting in the corner?" Khaizan pointed at an empty seat in the back. "Please not long. You can also enjoy free wifi at this cafe."
[Alright]
[Shifa, I'll go back first]
[Ngapain? Don't dawdle. Uh, come along] Shifa stood up and followed me slenderly pulled by Khaizan. I remained silent until I got behind.
I'm sitting alone watching Drakor watching them talk. They were stiff, looking at each other too deeply to make this chest hot.
From afar I recorded their conversation and it did not sound at all what they were discussing. God, I'm jealous.
***
Out of the cafe turned out shifa was no longer there. Did they fight back? This is my golden opportunity to be with Khaizan. I approached him and Khaizan was shocked.
"Have the shifa come home yet? How fast."
Khaizan. "He thinks you're home, so he's home."
"Do you guys still fight?"
"That's it, it used to be like that mulu. It turns out he's hard to conquer."
"Do you like shifa? Is it just pity for her?"
Khaizan thought for a moment. "At first it was just pity but the more here this feeling gets the stranger. I don't know if I like him or not." So, I can see the seeds of love growing in their hearts.
"Your complicated, huh? Then what's the other reason you're so cool to approach him?"
"Because I brought her here."
"Oh. Zan, the woman always remembers the same person who hurt her but forgets about her ever hurting people too. Usually the memory of the woman is immortal, it can keep a recording of life for life."
"Yes, what about me? Will he continue like this with me?"
"Depending on the person is also just a matter of time. Stay away from him first. If you want to see him calm down, call me."
"All right."
"If so I go home first."
"I'll take you home."
On the way home I wanted to hug her but was afraid she was uncomfortable and would not contact me again. Especially after knowing my past in Malaysia.
He also did the same thing with some women. But, for men it is normal there is no trace at all that women are most at a disadvantage in this case.
"Indri! After our meeting at the cafe first, did you not come close to someone? You're almost 23."
"Yet, Zan, I'm just improving myself while waiting for the right person to come."
"Ta'aruf that?"
"It can be."
"Aren't you willing to choose a man close to you? Can you be close to a few people and from there you choose the one in your heart?"
"Not necessarily a soul mate either, zan. Let me live this life as it is. What about you? Who is close to now?"
"Nothing close to anyone."
"What about karina?"
"Our relationship is just a close friend." I wish we'd discussed more than this turned out not to be. Khaizan is being shackled by two women.
"Aren't you intent on finding another woman who promised her future with you?"
"Still selecting it."
"From approaching people who are not clear their future, look for others. In Malaysia, there are many Indonesian girls working here and they are beautiful."
"They are beautiful because they use their money. I don't like girls like that."
"Wouldn't he ever see that woman's beauty? Usually married men cheat because his wife is no longer beautiful like the time of the girl. Because of her parents' successful girl time taking care of her and working also to make extra money."
"Beauty is relative. Caring for yourself is mandatory but fiddling it is not in any profit."
"When the girls just they berjoya, after marriage women also think more concerned with the needs of the kitchen than skincare. So it's a loss they didn't take care of themselves when girls."
"There's a point, too," Success, this is the first step toward approaching it. Inner Indri.
"I go in first" Khaizan swears at our boarding house who else would have seen the shifa.
"Yes, I'll go home first."
