SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

Captured by Malaysian police

SHACKLED LOVE IN NEIGHBORING COUNTRY 10

Mending me to go while working. No matter meeting the police, if caught I hope to return home in good condition. Haizan is a jerk. He's the one who persuaded me here, he just paid for the ticket and the cost.

I'm a spoiled one. Though I promised to change everything if it works real what? He took my crown that was far more priceless than money.

***

There is no place I dare ask. I try to get rid of the shame and nervousness. Everyone seems to be judes, scaring me to ask. Meyra sent a message through the blue logo app. I said it's fine here don't worry.

If I could predict the future. I'm not going here. Only in a state of empty, chaotic, and anxious thoughts toward the future. I want to join a stranger in the lure with a good job and a lot of salary.

It's all a hoax now that I've lost my only crown I have to keep until marriage. It was easy for Haizan to say that I was unholy before he said it. Superfluity.

I was in this area all day. I'm tired, I'm tired. I want to go home to the boarding house. I'll ask for the duplicate key to them otherwise, just ask for the one with the cost.

Tok tok tok tok

"Open the door!"

Once, twice, three times the brand did not open the door. I peep they only sleep a while playing HP. The tega did not open the door for me. I paid just like them. If it's like this, I have to find a cost for myself.

One hour, two hours, three hours of sleep. Yes, their evil God died I was alone out the night again. Where is their conscience. Should I sleep outside?

I asked the next-door neighbor to build it, they are still ignorant. Her ears are warm. I asked for a report that had costs turned out they were not in Malaysia. I slept next door.

Morning woke up my money was gone again. Yes, Allah is my fate. Again I was careless not to pay attention to my money well. I'm sure they were the ones here to take it.

"Mom! Can't you see my money?"

"No. Where did you put it?"

"In the pants pocket, mbak."

"I don't know, maybe let's check this room out first." After being searched here and there was nothing. Yes, Allah. That's all the money I had to survive is now gone again.

There really isn't. My grip no longer exists. I'm a midfielder in a country now.

***

Tired back and forth to the room and outside not aware the next room is locked again. There really is no heart. They are fellow women. I have to how else?

Do I stay here?

"Mom! From now on I can't stay here first. I've already paid the cost next door. But they won't let me in. My money is gone all. I promise I'll pay it after I receive the salary."

"Can't, Brother. This room is full. Here we sleep with a stick. When are you going to work? When do you get a salary? When did you pay for it?"

"No, ma'am!"

"Can't."

BUGS

I went to the nearest mosque complaining to God. I can't bear this alone. I need to vent. I was afraid of being caliph and doing something out of my control.

A lot of people make them happy without burden. I have no one here, I have no brothers. Father and mother who should have been my protectors never looked for me should have asked Meyra.

Did I borrow money from Meyra? But, shame.

Police

Huh, police? Do I have to turn myself in? If this is the best, fine. I hope I return home safely. So says. But, during the journey we are not given food supplies. We have to endure hunger for days. We have many who died.

There are many people who are forcibly arrested, the police are in every place. I don't want to be like that. I have to save myself.

"Good." Who was that person like her I recognized that voice.

"Let's go up." Not going up I instead focus on seeing those who thrashed and took pictures of him. Suddenly...

BUGS

"Why are you? Want to be caught? Want to come with them to bui? weird." Haizan took me in the car

"Haizan! Where are you taking me?"

Haizan was silent

Arriving at a housing estate, Haizan opened the car door letting me out. Entering the house there was no one at all.

"If you want to eat, eat. I see you're so fucked up like an unkempt child." Eaten? I haven't eaten yet. But, given that time, I would not eat anything other than I bought and cooked myself. I don't seem to be taken care of like that in fact.

Relax there is no poison."

"Surely there's no poison?"

"Yakin bangat. if there is poison I eat it must first die. Stay here whenever you want. Because I see, you're having a hard time getting into your boarding house."

Stay here? Not wrong, huh? I was eating him everyday. I was still shocked by what he did at that time. I'm afraid to be warm, have no other choice, no money, no boarding friends, no heart. What am I supposed to do all this time?

"Why do you look at me like that? We are both adults. If you don't believe me, go home to your boarding house."

"I feel like I'm being thrown in here and there. There is no way, here what else. Like getting out of a dog cage getting into a pigsty."

Haizan shut up what else do I have to say?

"You saying it like that means you don't trust me. Pigs are animals that love to eat anything. I know your mind."

"Are you sure you'll take good care of me? Not abandoning me like that time again?"

"I didn't abandon you. I told you, I promised your friend I'd take care of you."

"I think I'm going home to the boarding house."

"As far as you. You're an adult." Huh, he said he'd take care of me. Shifa did not have to hope and believe Haizan. That incident made me feel sorry for trusting people.