SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

Sorry for Mom and Dad

Shackled in Love in Negeri 18

Looking for parents

No. Stranger calling

This morning I had a foreign number call me, apparently from Indonesia. I lift him off. Is this from Meyra, should call me via whatsapp. I have not had contact with the boy for a long time. See his social media he uploaded his activities on campus. His relationship with daffa seems mysterious there is only one photo of the two of them in the blue logo application.

No. Stranger calling

Again the number called me, lifted off again. I decided to call that number even though it was expensive who knew it was important.

"Hallo!"

"Diaha! It's you! You hear you're in Malaysia now? If so, send your salary all to mom! You are diligent in working to help father and mother renovate the house relics of the grandmother, yes!"

6 Months of never contact with mother. Phone not picked up, SMS not answered. Now I know I'm in Malaysia, instead of asking the news, who is here, what kind of work goes directly to the point of asking for money. The more certain I am not a mother's biological child.

"Diaha! How silent! Want, yeah! Help me renovate my grandma's house!" That house was his mother's father's house. Father still has another brother who will one day occupy the house again. Because grandma hasn't shared the inheritance.

"Mom didn't ask me?"

"Ah, yes, I forgot. How are you doing?"

"My news is good. Mommy's news and everything?" I don't know what my 6 months of travel has been like. Until pregnancy and into the wild. "Mom called me just to ask for money?"

"Kok, did you answer that? You are our son, you deserve to repay for raising you. As a good child pay for the services of parents even though parents do not ask. Poor parents also want to taste the labor of their children."

"Why are you calling me now?"

"Because you're gone, you didn't ask my mother for permission. You also have taken all the plants Mother in the garden surely you take the cost from there right? Well, now I'm asking to replace the mother plant that you've taken it's plan to renovate the house."

I often take my mother's crops for because to pay tuition and tutoring in the afternoon ahead of the UN. I ask for good always angry, sometimes I feel I do not have a biological parent, if have why they are not responsible. Lastly I took it for the cost of living abroad because it can not be made babu free and in the snaps mulu do not know what is wrong. Like this uneducated parent, always arbitrarily without the same reason his child. But not everything depends on the person as well.

"Is that home already in the divide? Grandma is still there, Mom! Oh, yes, as far as I know the child who is obliged to give a living in the form of material to the mother is a boy not a girl. I have a son, right? Unless her daughter works, she's got tens of millions in pay. While my salary is not enough just to eat, pay the cost and cost of living here. I understand!"

Just because of this inevitably a girl pawns herself on a striped-nose man because of the demands of life. Sometimes parents do not understand the condition of their children. Sometimes there is no work, sometimes the salary is not brave enough to ask finally his son fell into the abyss of sin and abandoned his wife and child. The wife who was asked to be patient. The world is unfair to women and children.

"Well, you're talking about that? The name of the child must be devoted to the parents who have given birth to him. Both male and female. You were not born from the serpent's womb. What's wrong is helping father and mother do not count later the salary is not a blessing."

I asked my mother, whose child am I? If I'm your real son, why are you treating me like a collect? If I'm a pick-up boy, how can you treat you inhumanely?"

"Kok say more and more slack? Kan, mother has said, you are our biological child, not someone else's child, you are not grateful at all to be a person. Fortunately, you are still living well. Look down often a lot of people who are not as lucky as you. Your heart is rotten so understand what our life is like!"

It's been less responsible, now it says I'm heartbroken and irresponsible. I'm sure, my mom and dad's mind is gone.

"Who? Do you know where Shifa is? Hand over the HP here!" There was the sound of a middle-aged man like father. I turn off the phone and block the number. I don't want to fuss as they make my health decline out of the curettage to bleed dirty and clean

"Who, Shifa?"

"The house guy."

"Well, by the way?"

"Udah, occasionally calling does not say hello, does not ask relatives directly in essence asking for money. Then I can follow in your footsteps."

"You said don't have to obey their words too much, later we also lost. Our nation is just as bad. Have a less responsible parent and a double eye."

***

I've been calling over 100 times the same number today. They may be confused about who to contact me through. Meyra's a target for mom. Meyra told me to call the house guy I said I couldn't call her all the time because I was busy working.

[Shypha! You're in search, your mother. He said you never called and picked up the phone]

[We had to chat at length, the first time they contacted me directly asked for money]

[Love as much as you can when the daughter will be filial to her parents]

[Begging for everything, I've sent some]

Indri and Meyra, fortunately I have an understanding friend. Because that caring friend was already in the same position as me. We support each other If instead they ignore the complaints we cannot be invited not to connect.

Mom, sorry. I can only send money as I can. I'm sorry I had to block this mother's number from going to my cell, too. As a mother, you should understand the state of her child. Mom, I'm a girl. My job is just a waitress whose salary is nothing. It's a good thing I survived and worked well. If I get caught, you'll forget about you again.

Dad, sorry. The beginning of the problems in my life because of my father, failed to be a responsible father. Until me and Mom fall victim to your selfishness. I won't take revenge but this wound is still scarred until now.