SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

Damned night

Shackled in Love in Negeri 54

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"Is it ready?" A man's voice shocked me, since when was that man here? But I think I know him in that voice. What don't-don't?

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I looked back

"Khanizan?" It turned out that Khaizan was carrying me, was this guy bidding on call women often? Or is it just her girlfriends that she asks for free to channel her biological desires?

Khaizan came closer to me, I retreated. "Yes, it's me. You asked for your pride of 100 million rupiah for your mother's medical expenses. You turned out to be a dangerous woman far from my expectations. Get into this place near a retreat."

"I'm also still not sure I could fall into a place like this. How not to retreat this man is scary," My inner self.

I sat at the dresser watching myself

"Do you often bake call women? Why not just get married?"

"Today I'm bidding a woman."

"Why did you do it?" Being alone in a VVIP room like this my brain was traveling imagining what we were going to do. Should we do it a third time? But this time it was different.

Between shame and hate, I hate this kind of situation. From the mirror I saw Khaizan take off his suit and sit on the sofa.

"Finding a new atmosphere turned out to be the woman I boking 100 million was you. I want to enjoy the 100 million women's game."

Silent

For a while we were silent, I was confused as to what to say. The important thing is that he already knows I'm doing it to get money instantly for my mom and not to have fun.

"Shifa, once people do this, they will do that again in the future. Their bodies become contemptible regretting is useless, do not take refuge behind the words there is a prostitute to go to heaven just for saving the life of a dog. The bitch's picking up the directions isn't easy either."

If your life is short, you do not have time to repent and even more complacent with the black world, then how will you feel in the hereafter? Making money instantly is also not easy there are diseases and social sanctions where women are the most blamed in the world."

"If you know the consequences then why did you do it to me first? I'm sorry, I'm back to talking about the past while this self is trying to bury it."

"Look at me and look at me, don't look at me in the mirror" I turned my body around and didn't dare look at Khaizan. I'm down."

"Shifa, how many times have I told you. I-i'm sorry! forget the past! we start with Zero again! It seems like whatever good I do is meaningless in your eyes. I don't know like I have to earn your trust. Never mind, now it's two in the morning surely you sleepy? You sleep on the bed, I sleep on the couch."

I looked deeper at Khaizan

"Zan, you've sent the money to my sister making my sister suspicious but because you're thinking about my mother who is struggling between life and death she just forgets it. I'll change your money."

"Sleep."

Not wanting to discuss the deeper things I lay down on the bed. I have to watch until morning who knows Khaizan Khilaf. Ah, that's the right that paid me.

[Shifa, have a good night with Khaizan] with emot laughs and love.

"What the fuck is this, so, indri know I'm going to the bar? When he arrived at the boarding house he had not yet returned home. And Khaizan knows where I came from? Both of them are full of mystery. Is indri not jealous? And he loved Khaizan, "Body shifa," my inner self.

"Sleep, why are you still playing the phone." Astagfirullahalazim, I turned, Khaizan is already on the bed, what is he doing? Do you want to do it today too? I'm not ready yet.

"Where do you know I'm here? The child's senses are full of mystery, but we haven't met tonight."

"It's not hard to track you while you're on your phone."

"Oh, yeah."

"What's? How do you look at me like that?"

Shift views. "Ah, no. Isn't there another woman who's jealous of us tonight?"

"What's on your mind?"

"Nothing is."

"Can I sleep in a bed? On the couch makes my body hurt. Yeah, like in Drakor, they're gathering kebo before they get married."

"No way, we easterners should follow the eastern culture should not imitate western culture."

"Do you know how we are in this room? What's the name if you don't collect kebo?"

"It's beyond my expectations."

"Well, you think, if I'm not here, which son of a bitch is spending the night with you tonight?"

"The black-eyed fucker's faraway and dumb-eyed."

"Do you want to do it with someone like that?"

"I wouldn't do it."

"Then, what should you do afterwards? They paid dearly. Or maybe that son of a bitch is more than one."

"What a hell, not funny," True also said Khaizan, if not him who is in this room, maybe the striped man whose origin is not clear here. Oh, naw. I'm not gonna let that happen.

"Let's do it!"

"What?"

"Yes, let's just say it's our third night like the first night. After all, we are adults especially what we wait for if we do not combine love. The money thing told your father and brother that he paid for it."

"Do you want to do it. Let me help them pay. My father is unemployed, while my brother is not yet working. He just finished high school."

"you reckon? How much money do you have to pay? In what way did he pay?"

"Don't underestimate me, I can definitely pay with halal money."

"So my wife."

"I don't want any more debt."

"When do I say debt?"

"Now, you can say there is no debt of gratitude. People are like seasons that change. One day you asked me to pay my debt, how do I pay it when I'm already a wife?"

"When there was such a person?"

"Much."

"Do you still hate me?"

"Hate it no, I take wisdom for the trials I get. If I'm not in Malaysia, how do I make money when my mom is sick like this? In our own village, no brothers would help us. Hearing my sister's words, I wanted to cry all day. How could they treat us like that."

"It turns out you're an adult. Yes, that's how people are, they come when they want to, when we have everything. If we are poor, no one comes near, when we fall, they are in a race to escape to break the relationship. Which he says there are families who have responsibilities for us turns out they only think about themselves."

From there we learn as young as we wander, work, sharpen skills for the future and old age. We don't know if we have a dutiful child or not, we can't depend our lives on anyone. Yes, humans can indeed plan a god who determines it is important we try to provide umbrellas before the rain. Our children are still cared for, we take care of, we school, we are educated with religious knowledge what they will be in the future resigned to the important god parents have educated him to be a good child, he said, responsible, and filial."

"Kok, the discussion we ran her there?"

"We are adults? If not discuss that? What are we talking about tonight? Did the devil tempt you?"

"The devil is beside me."

"Correct? Let's get laid!"

"Huh."

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