
Shackled in Love in Negeri 38
"If we don't get married."
"What then? Careful those words do'a."
"Yes, it's okay to be a do'a. Not necessarily everyone gets a soul mate. What I'm afraid of getting married is a lot. One of them is trauma because toxic parents are the same child, can not be a good wife and mother, fear of being an irresponsible parent, do not get a good husband and in-law, like KDRT, he said, cheating, stingy, in-laws and in-laws intervened into our household."
Fear of giving birth to a child that ends up being a waste of society for men, which women cannot serve parents and husbands, fear also he became a victim of abuse like his mother."
My life has been empty since childhood, has no support, is afraid also have a husband who has no function at all for the wife. Just justify the haram, consider sexs higher than humans. Animals are also more good at sexs, the difference is that humans take refuge behind a contract witnessed by God, while animals are not. Women also like to bully and menzolimi women, especially in-laws, those who are more mature there is rarely a mandatory law to love the young. Ah, I've been having a lot of fun."
"It's okay, I understand. Just get all the junk out. But, I think that if you think negative mulu the end that happens is also negative. Try, take a deep breath, take it out violently and then scream in silence. That way your emotions are a little different. When to go to a psychiatrist let the doctor give you medicine. Don't tell anyone who's got that guy to say you're crazy."
"Oh, yeah. Here, your money?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Keep the money. Khaizan said there was no need to compensate for the loss at the time."
"I don't want to be in debt again, just as people are tired of me."
"There is no such thing as debt. People who want to help us are purely human instincts. If the debt of gratitude is asked to be paid, the risk is that he troubles us and himself as well. There is a recompense of the almighty in the form of karma and a great sin for people to ask to pay the debt that has been given."
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Maybe the character Shifa like that.Can not talk to other people who are not comfortable in his opinion but can talk at length with his friend.
The time in the room talking to him left me speechless but after coming out and hearing the chatter I understood now. Is it true that they were the nappies in the village? I am among the people they call.
Is it true Shifa will not marry? It's hard for me to believe. Ah, nevermind.
***
For a month I chose not to go home. The atmosphere of Malaysia is a little more than yesterday. The two girls were able to move as usual. The plan is they will look for a new job because it has not entered for more than a month because of the raid of illegal immigrants.
Again I helped them to work again in this factory. Try this refinery where they last worked until the deadline. If you move around mulu they can not have savings.
Many friends who have no idea where they came from ask for help. As long as I can, I'll help but after that they disappeared and didn't know themselves. Think of it as just entertainment.
"Indri! Starting tomorrow, you're allowed to work again. Take it easy to hand over this business to me."
"Really, zan? Thanks very much. Sorry, yes! We're troubling you. We promise we won't trouble you anymore,"
"It's okay, there's no such thing as indebtedness in my life." I feel more in communication with Indri than shifa. I don't want any feelings for that girl, and vice versa.
"Hey! Bro! Wagging what?" Rizki suddenly came out of nowhere.
"Alhamdulillah be well. Oh, yep! Where are we going next week?"
"Not anywhere. What's up?"
"Follow me, yuk! To kos yesterday."
"Ke kos kemaren? Is that girl still there?"
"You're still."
" Oh, yeah. I'm surprised you guys are so stiff. The girl you're looking for won't meet you. But you're still chasing him. What's try. I think we should look mysterious and cool in the eyes of the girl later she's chasing us."
Don't show yourself too much you chase him. I feel like there's something you're hiding, what are you trying?"
"There's nothing."
"Ah, not fun." What I said, I know better. But, yes. Rizki can't know our story."
"Oh, yeah. I wonder the same. Every time I look, you're daydreaming. I'm tired of asking him you don't want to answer at all. So, what do I have to do?"
"Listen. We are men. What's the difference between us and women?"
"Physical differences doang. Men also confide in the same mother most ardent to expose the disgrace of the wife when she was demanded to cover the disgrace of the husband."
"You know how to huddle."
"Gue's got a lot of boy friends like that."
"Are you also married?"
"I don't know. Look at it later."
"Pity your wife."
"How love? I don't have a wife."
"Ah, it's up to you."
"What the hell, dong's story!"
"Lo, curious anyway? What are you writers?"
"How writer? School often truant."