SHACKLED IN LOVE IN A NEIGHBORING COUNTRY

Wait for me in the mud

SHACKLED IN LOVE IN NEIGHBORING LAND 4

Tired of fighting with my heart I continued to sleep. I don't want meyra to be bored with me. A week here my mom and dad didn't call me at all. Where do they feel their responsibility as parents to their daughters?

Within a week my communication with haizan was getting smoother. Honestly, I want to go there, in a week I'm not stopping to see the photos in Malaysia.

It turned out that haizan was quite good at getting along, it seemed like he liked taking walks. Active on social media. The place is good. There are twin towers, stone caves, and penang beach.

He's in kuala lumpur. Wait for me in kuala lumpur. Unfortunately, I have no cost to leave

***

Thank God I was accepted to work at a restaurant near this. I asked for a salary, just enough for a month's living expenses. How to make enough money to make passports, visas, and living expenses in Malaysia later?

Thank God there is relief, if work, we eat there, if our holidays cost us to live alone. At least I can save, I try to make enough money.

[I'm waiting for you here. Let me find you a job]

That's what haizan always said I was there

"If you have a brother and a man in full charge of you, go. But, if it's not clear who you are there, don't ever try it, you will be abandoned in the country of people." Meyra. Right, I don't know why that guy wanted me there so much? Is it right to find me a job.

"I am now in a state of turmoil, working in my own country just dig a hole close the hole. Wasting time."

"So, you want to go there? Are you sure he wants to help you? If anything happens how? Does he want to be responsible?"

"Not knowing."

"You don't know, if people say don't. Kok, this stubborn hanky of you. Anyway yes, listen carefully. You are still innocent, can not take care of yourself, later what people say, just spoiled. You are also the one who is lost."

Find a job in alfamart, indomaret, transmart and many shopping centers in this city. Why is it so far away to Malaysia follow people is not clear the origin."

"May!" I'm holding meyra's shoulder. "I'm dizzy now. I also doubt if I'm there. I want to relieve stress. Just so I can get there, get a good job, don't tell me I'm going to be abandoned, I want to be okay."

"Great ntengut me do'a in you. Gini." Meyra let go of my hand on her shoulder. " How did you register to be a TKI. The process is difficult, a lot of materials that we take care of. But, getting there we're safe because we're on a permit. But our salaries were cut for a year. How's it?"

If if the guy left you, you would not be confused because you are under the supervision of the KBRI."

"Where's the cost? I've been wondering to the transmigration office. It costs a lot to handle the material. Paying people to take care of our departure. Arriving there still cut pay again."

"Yes, all of that requires capital. But, with that. We are safe, there is a massive raid if we are caught we have their permit to release you immediately. It's not easy living there. I'm suggesting that if it's not clear how you feel. Anyway don't be. But, if you're sure what it feels like. Please, no matter what happens, don't cry. Bring tahajud prayer."

We talked until midnight. Meyra had already spoken to Haizan to take full responsibility and not do anything to me. Haizan said, pay attention to her friend.

This time he was attentive. Where to once? He was willing and not friends with me. Tired of befriending her back home from school often left me alone. Frequently accusing me of cheating made others hate me more and my grades dropped.

Many times our relationship was long enough, I had no friends. Mom and Dad used to scold me for not being good at getting along.

I, never thought of, I also had the same desire as Royan just that his brain did not reach me. I often swallow disappointed, angry envy. They talked about something for my royans often ignored, they laughed at me again. Ask for school money. She's a stepson.

"Hp is good, the price is also expensive. Next month I'm going to buy a bike and go for a ride with a friend." Royan said at that time.

"Yes, just be patient. Must be buyingin' mom." It is easy to say that you will buy a motorcycle when the school is close. I asked for tuition money just angry he wanted to kill me.

"Why, syifa? hahaa." Said dad laughing.

***

Did I ever tell you, am I a stepson? A collect? Or an illegitimate child? Every day I am angry with them. Said I was lazy, stupid, stupid, useless. All day at home what? He knows I am in school. They said I am not grateful.

"Mom! Am I a bastard? Stepchildren or adopted children? why do you distinguish me so much from Royan? royan asked to buy a motorbike and your HP bought it. Why am I asking for school money? I'm like he's not sure your real children."

"You are not grateful to be a person at all. Already in the love of life worthy still ask for more. Royan is a boy, he has a big responsibility on mom and not you. That's why our royan pampered from small. You are a woman, the cost of your life is the responsibility of the husband later. So, what you go to school ends up in the kitchen too. There is no point in school girls. If you want to go to school, get your own money."

"Royan, the boy in charge of his mother later. Look dad, is he responsible for his wife and son?"

Whatever the reason, if I'm in your house. You must take full responsibility for me according to the teachings of Islam. Look at people today. His modern life has never discriminated against women. Only you guys are still ancient mind." Tired of arguing I went to the garden looking for what to sell.

Now that I won't let them judge me again, I will fill my life according to my rules. I'm not gonna call them let them feel the impact there's not me in that house. Ibi is busy working, dad is busy sleeping, royan is busy with his world. Abandoned house.

***

During these two months I focus on working every day to take overtime so that the salary I receive more and can pay the debt to meyra make a passport and living expenses before receiving a salary there.

I counted enough. But, at least I should bring more money just in case. I've sold my used phone whatever it is that's important.

To wait for the passport to be completed, I did not stop working, let alone wait for a visa for more than a month. I think money just in case is enough too.

Every day we always communicate, somehow I feel something that binds so tightly, often feel excessive longing, want every day to look at his picture. Can't wait to get there.

"Ciee...!" Meyra came patting me on the shoulder. "Who wants to go to Malaysia. If you succeed there don't forget me, and the people in your hometown, yes!"

" If so, I will not forget you and the people in my hometown. Do'a in aja, may I succeed, not in caci maki again the same father and mother. Me, just there for a second. Want to taste the sweet bitters of work in malaysia. If I'm bored, I go home and go to college."

"Finally you think of the future too. Do not forget to save too, if you have more money, do not forget to send money to mother and ask for blessing also the first so that your trip is a blessing." Ask mom for blessing? Does that mean I should call them? It means I have to apologize first. Lazy bangat.

Remember, you are not married is still the responsibility of the parents. Ask for mother's blessing more important so that your sustenance is smooth."

"Yes." Yeah."

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