
Shackled in Love in Negeri Negeri 58
Flickering lights and stars at night. Searchers vying to leave the workplace. Difficulty working in a foreign country for a bite of rice and the future of the family. Many are also expressed in a negative view, do not want to know the reason by others. Yet they are both human beings who have needs that need struggle.
I will not deny their words let them speak as they please if we hear their words we will not go forward let them stress themselves with words as they please not be looked upon by the person who until someone else thinks he is not sane.
***
Tit
Khaizan came by the time I got out of the factory where I worked. Wearing ninja motorcycles, black suits, matching pants and Gucci shoes. I remember being embarrassed last night, I don't know what Khaizan thought of me.
"Well, I'll take you home!" khaizan.
"No need, I took a taxi," I refused because I did not want to bother Khaizan who was both tired of coming home from work and our house was in the opposite direction.
"It's okay, come on! Don't refuse, I don't want to be rejected."
Taxicabs
I stopped the taxi, but Khaizan chased me and grabbed my shoulder. "Diaha! Why are you still as usual. It's almost early morning. Aren't you afraid of something like it happened again?"
I looked at Khaizan for a moment. "Where is agi?"
"So, what not? I was in a hurry" said the restless taxi driver who saw us.
Open the car door and leave Khaizan."So."
Khaizan pulled me back and closed the car door, "No need, sir! Thank you," Khaizan kept his ego tight. What does this kid want? It hurt me and then it went straight to me. The taxi just left and of course I was angry with Khaizan.
I looked up, "Why are you? Always bothering me. Whatdoyouwant? You can not, get out of front of me just wait sooner or later your money will be changed."
Khaizan gasped, "You're kicking me out again? Can't you forgive me, see my own kindness? Don't because of the evil I've made, I close my eyes to the 1000 good I've made?"
Hearing Khaizan's review, I was just like everyone else. One mistake he made covered a thousand good things he had done.
"Don't say that again. You better go and introspect yourself. We are both introspectionists. I go first" I leave Khaizan standing alone with many eyes staring at us. I don't know what they're talking about us, I'll let it go.
***
"Go home to you, Fa! I'm kirain ..." Arriving at Indri's house, suspicious of me.
"What circuit? I've been home a long time because of your handsome boss," I threw the bag carelessly and immediately broke down.
"ghosting to which? My boss is the only one at the company I work for. I'll take you to the bar again."
"Ngaco you."
Every night I worry about my future, until when am I in this country? When can I pay off my debt to khaizan?I don't want to owe anyone else.
And also shadowed Khaizan's face. Who the hell, the woman who doesn't want to be with him? There are a lot of women out there who want to be their partner.
Then am I the lucky woman to be noticed by Khaizan? I don't really need attention, I can pay attention to myself. Oh, my God, what's wrong with me? Hating him for doing it, thinking about it. Ah, this can't happen. "Khaizan, go in my mind," my inner self.
***
Early in the morning, the originally quiet atmosphere turned rowdy. What the hell's going on? As I looked out, it turned out that the Malaysian police were back on the rampage, securing some foreign immigrants who were working illegal history here including myself.
Because now there are only the two of us who haven't left the house, I'm afraid our nappies will end up here. I lock the doors and do nothing as long as they operate.
"City ...! Do you think we can survive today?" I whispered to Indri who was ready to go to work but stopped because he saw the situation.
"I don't know either. Doain is just."
We had not been out of the house all day, just eating as we were and peeking back and forth from the bedroom window. Don't they know there are a lot of kids living here? Oh, yes, we will live in residential residents not kos-kosan like before.
Tok tok tok tok
Astagfirullahalazim, this night who knocked on the door? My heart was beating fast, my body was shaking and cold sweat was pouring out.
"City ... Who's out there?"
"No idea, I'll take a peek."
Tiring
[Open door! it's me] one incoming notification turned out to be from Khaizan.
"Open, ndri! Khaizan's the one, "indri opened the door it seems the guy who's been stalking me all along. This time it was Korean. Hair on blonde paint, green jacket, makeup that is far from the word Indonesian man and wear earrings.
Has the man now begun to imitate the visuals of the man from the land of ginseng?
Khaizan looked at us who were tense for a day in a Malaysian police ghosting.
"Come, zan!" indri.
"Khaizan came in and locked the door as he used to sit in his own house.
"Where are things outside, zan!" Indri.
"The situation is as murky as it used to be. How are you guys doing? Are they here?"
"This day has not been. But, they always revolve around this. We're so scared."
"Oh, yeah, I happened to be in a car. I want to take you to my house in the mud again. This razia will last for a week to a month."
"Then our job?"
"Find a new job."
"Huh, tired, zan. Mulu's new job."
"You safe, don't you?"
"You dong. But we still work from KL. You have a beat motor, right?"
"How'd it go? KL to HL is too far away on the bike for you. What's in KL instead of saving yourself is plunging."
"If quitting the old job can't, zan. I'm tired of starting all over again. So, don't go there." I just kept watching their discussion. What makes you care about us, Zan? Neighbors who have been known for two years have never greeted us.
I know there was a time when you got bored of us until you disappeared without a message and made me who began to love you cry. That's why from you coming back into my life, helping us at the same time I was being rude to you for hurting me.
I'm afraid as a normal woman, I'm bragging about you, I like you, I like you, hope and do not want to lose it turns out to be just a form of ordinary responsibility as the person you have brought from his hometown turned out to be hurt again.
Seriate...