
"Rud..I beg your understanding, at this time I can not make any decision.When I have decided to accept someone in my life, I have not been able to make a decision,that means I will never look back or remember my time back.Right now I can't do all that Rud and you know that doing and forgetting it all takes a long time sad turns in my life that makes me feel unsure of everything that has happened, even now I am not sure that Mom has left us forever...after the departure of my mother,I beg you to keep coming and if possible to stay in this house as before.I know this is heavy especially Edo who is still very small who still needs the support of a Mother.If you allow me to bring Edo came with me, even if I knew it wasn't easy for you and there was no way you would agree to it" Dini said looking at Rudi's sad face
"Alright Din, even though with a slightly disappointed heart because he had hoped a lot for an agreed word answer from you before,I will still try to accept everything with the airy chest.For Edo indeed I will certainly be difficult because all this time Mother who takes care of all the needs of Edo.I beg you not to ask Edo to come with you,because now Edohqnya power that I have.When the holidays we will visit the city of P Din.Currently I know your heart is still very hurt and sad,but I beg Din to remain the Early I know first, Here the tough and not easy to give up, be sure when suffering comes to us then happiness will also come with him.After you arrive in the city later,promise me that you will be fine and you will open yourself to someone who sincerely accepts you for who you are" Rudi asked sincerely
"Alright Rud, thank you for your understanding Rud, I also hope that kindness will always come to your life "say Early
That morning, it went faster than usual because his eyes really could not sleep that night
"Jeez Rud.why are you out so early" asked Dini
"Sorry Din because it makes you surprised, no matter what this eye can not be invited to sleep.From just turning the body in the room only, just,I'd better go into the kitchen while cooking animal feed and all brewing coffee.Then why you wake up so early Din, won't you leave at ten in the morning" asked Rudi probing
"My phone signal went off earlier, maybe I was wrong for Rud's watch" Dini said, lying in shame and experiencing the same thing that happened with Rudi that night
"Well, do you still like unsweetened tea, if you want I'll make it for you because by chance the hot water I just cooked" Rudi said
"Thank you Rud, but for now I don't want to drink yet, because today is still too early to wake up, then I should go back to Rud's room again.My eyes still feel very sleepy Rud, Rud,so sorry well I went into the room again" said Dini as she passed from the kitchen of the house
"I'm sure you also experienced the same thing as I experienced also Din" muttered Rudi because he saw the eyelids Early that swelled due to lack of sleep or even cried out all night
"What the fuck is this, why are we experiencing the same thing today, or maybe not.." murmured Early as he laid back his body to the bed in the room.
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"Until meeting at another time Rud" said Dini while lowering Edo back from his lap
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"What is the purpose of Mom coming to this house" asked Dini so cold when she found Bu Neni in the living room of the house
"Din.please listen to Mom for a moment,currently Indra is sick due to an accident when he was about to go home from work two days ago.At this time Indra is being treated in hospital for fractures in some parts of his body.Mother please if you feel no objection, please take your time to visit Indra for a moment, son.Indra just call your name even though in his sleep.Mommy knows this may be a punishment for our family because of our actions all this time.But Mother please son, you know this may be a punishment for our family,please take your time to save our son's life" Pinta bu Neni
"Alright Ma'am, I'll be in the hospital later"sohut Early
"Thank you for all your kindness, son, well, my mother will be back in the hospital again" said Bu Neni as she passed from her house Dini
"Daddy...After all the bitterness we've created for you, you're even willing to step foot in this hospital to save the life of our son who until now he's not aware of it either"said Mr. Ipan while hugging Dini
"At this time we only think about Indra's health first sir, hopefully Indra will soon realize and hopefully he quickly recovered Mr. Honestly after what happened in Early life,actually until now Dini has not been able to accept and make peace with it all Pak.When Bu Neni came to the house earlier, Here just feel as a human we only need to help each other who are in need"say Early
"Is there a Mother Dini among the family of the patient named Mr Indra" asked a doctor who had just come out of the room where the patients were being treated
"I doc"sahut Dini as he moved from his seat to approach the doctor
"You better come with me now in because the patient from earlier only mentioned the name of the mother.At this time the patient is unconscious.This can happen because the name of a person is what really exists in his memory at this time,it could be someone who really loved him.So I beg you please wait in this place until he realized later"ask the doctor
"What must I do to make you realize immediately bang Indra, even if I am still hurt and cannot forget all the ugliness and betrayal you have done to me,but I also do not have the heart to see your condition as it is now.I also do not want bad things to happen to you as it is now"muttered Dini while shedding tears when she saw the condition of Indra's body that was injured due to the accident that hit her two days ago