Regrets After the Farewell

Chapters 15.

"Yes..." Mika screeched to call Salman, but the man did not respond at all.

While Alex himself was suddenly awkward living alone with the woman. However they were once close even though in the end Mika preferred Salman who clearly has a bright future.

Yes, from the beginning Salman has been born from a family that is, in contrast to Alex who comes from a simple family. He had to fight hard to get to this point.

"What are you here for?" alex asked, trying to relax. He did not expect that Mika would come to see him.

Alex thought Salman was going to be angry but he wasn't. It made Alex wonder in his heart. What exactly happened between Salman, Safia and Mika? Alex was really confused.

"Are you going to throw me out?" instead of answering, Mika asked back and looked at Alex with a sad look.

"No, it's not" said Alex, feeling bad.

Mika who was about to sit down suddenly changed her mind and stepped towards the door. The surprised Alex quickly grabbed her wrist and pulled her onto the sofa. "Sit down!" her word.

"No, I'm going." Mika refused, she pulled her hand from Alex's.

A moment after her second hand came off, Mika again walked towards the door.

"Dare you leave this place, then forever let's just say we both never knew each other!" threaten Alex who made Mika's step stopped in the doorway.

He turned around and shed tears immediately. "Why are you two so mean to me? What wrong have I done to you?" lirih Mika broke into tears, her body suddenly slumped on the floor and leaned on the door leaf.

Alex, feeling guilty for his words, approached and crouched down in front of Mika. "I'm sorry, I don't mean that." she cupped her hands on Mika's cheeks.

Mika looked up to look at Alex's face which was still the same as before. Wrong or not, the man never hesitated to apologize first. That's what he never got from Salman.

Yes, that's where the difference between the two is. Alex is more patient and gentle towards women, in contrast to Salman who is more indifferent and always cold.

"Hiks..." Mika unhesitatingly threw her body into Alex's arms and hugged her tightly. Her crying broke in the man's ear.

A surprised Alex suddenly pecked with his hands frozen on Mika's back. He did not dare to touch the woman given her status which was still clearly Salman's lover.

Alex does not want this to cause misunderstandings between him and Salman, enough Safia's problem that makes them almost tense.

"I can't take it anymore, I feel like I want to die after knowing what happened." sobbed Mika.

"Hust... What are you talking about?" ketus Alex who did not like to hear those words. He also dared to touch Mika's back and rubbed her slowly.

"Then what should I do? Mas Salman lied to me, he's married to another woman." said Mika.

Alex who heard that was suddenly aghast and rounded his eyes perfectly. Did Mika really know about Salman's marriage? Where does he know? Who told him? It can't be Salman, right?

Alex was stunned at the thought that was running through his brain. The more here he gets confused thinking about the problems that occur.

"Mika.." exclaimed Alex, he also scatters following the woman.

As Mika opened the window door, Alex swiftly grabbed her hand and violently touched it. "Don't be crazy!" snapped Alex with paled face water. He was really angry to see the stupidity of that woman.

"Take me off, let me die!" pinta Mika begged, her tears just kept dripping nonstop.

"Oh, so you really want to die? Right so?" alex's beaver with reddened eyes emitted flaming sparks. He pulls Mika to the door and takes her outside.

Then Alex enters the elevator with Mika, she presses the button to the rooftop. If Mika really wants to kill herself, then above that is the most suitable place to do it.

Shortly after the two got out of the elevator, Alex pulled Mika roughly and pushed her down on the floor at the top of the building.

"Awh.." cried Mika in pain.

"Do it, just jump in so that all your pain is gone!" sergeant Alex who has lost patience, Mika's behavior makes his emotions explode.

"First, you also did this to threaten me. I followed your wishes just to see you happy with the man you love. I chose to give in and forget everything that had happened between us, I covered the secret from the world so that you would be happy." - Alex shed tears, his body slumped on the floor.

Mika who heard that suddenly fell silent with tears constantly falling down her cheeks.

Yes, a few years ago Mika also wanted to end her life after a dark night that happened between her and Alex. The two accidentally committed illicit relations behind Salman. But in the end Alex was forced to close the story to see Mika happy with the man she loved.

"Why Mika? What's wrong with me? Why always make me your momentary escape? I'm just a human being, I have a heart and feelings too." Alex said, shuffling his hair in frustration.

He used to think Mika loved him too, which is why he dared to touch her. Alex thought after the incident Mika would switch to choose him, but Mika still left him.

Alex feels very guilty for taking Mika's chastity without marrying her. He had disappeared to be alone and returned after getting the title of doctor who has now been pinned behind his name.

It was also that made Alex closed himself off from other women before finally meeting with Safia. Only that woman can make it moveon from Mika.

But now it's all going off like a bomb planted in Alex's chest. He also failed to get Safia and now Mika instead returned to his life.

It felt like Alex's head wanted to break thinking about this situation. Why is it that all the women he has ever loved no one wants to look at him? Where is his lack of a man?

Is this karma because of the betrayal he once committed behind his own best friend?

"M-I'm sorry, I'm sorry." said Mika to open her voice. He shuffled from his position and crawled over to Alex.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault" he sobbed as he touched Alex's hand.

Alex looked up and stared at Mika with a bitter look and then pulled the woman into his breaststroke. Alex hugged her tightly as if she didn't want to take it off again.

Even though it had been a few years, it was still that feeling could not be lost from his heart. He feels responsible for the mistakes he has made in the past.