Pluviophille Love Story's

Chapter 6's

~Baby won't you tell me why, there is sadness in your eyes~

Now the song from michael learns to rock entitled that’s why you go away accompanied me this time, uncertain but I am sure, Galang was having a crush on the last time we met.

Counted already 3 weeks he disappeared just like that after always spending time together, what? Feels like.. Vacuous?

~You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop~

Well this song is like voicing my heart, he who started, he also ended, is it really over? I don't know.

~I'm the one who's feeling lost right now~

Damn, even though he has not been decorating my life for long, I feel lost now, I take my own hair slowly hoping that the shadows and all the memories of Galang can come out of my head.

~Love is one big illusion I should try to forget~

True, love is only an illusion to me now, not real.

~But I'm not the man your heart is missing, that's why you go away I know~

The thing is he said he loved me, but why did it end this way too? Ah, I forgot, even my past often repeatedly said those words, we also ended up in separation.

~Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere, don't know which way to go~

I felt stranded on a gray feeling, not knowing what to do after, how to behave when he decided to come back.

Going back? Arrrgghhhh.

Even my little heart expects him to return.

I sighed tired, but I had fortified myself as best I could, just because of the small hole that Galang made me wanted to help break the barrier I made with him.

I sorted out all my stuff scattered on the table, I decided to just go home, my intention of wanting to overtime this afternoon was gone, my body was here, but my mind didn't know where

Arriving at the lobby, my steps stopped.

My vision captured the silhouette of someone I knew, someone I was currently waiting for?

He, standing on the side of the main door of this office. I added to my steps that brought me closer to him.

“Canaya!” when he realized my existence.

“Hai Galang” he just smiled as usual.

“You want to copy bentar?” bargain, yes, I think we need to talk right now.

“Cafe in front of my office doesn't matter?” he shook his head with his non-fading smile.

Without wasting time we walked side by side.

“How are you doing?” the bases were after we ordered a drink and some snacks.

I looked at him in front of me, as we sat facing each other.

“As you see, you alone?” he sighed deeply and looked at me intensely.

“I'm good, are you really okay Nay?” tanyanya.

“Yes sure” he laughed, after not meeting for a few days, I was again surprised by his unique response.

“I forgot, maybe if I don't see you again even though this world won't end, right?”

“Actually what do you want to talk about, Lang?” I asked without heeding the insinuation earlier.

“I want to apologize” I frowned in wonder.

“Soal?”

“Just ask what you want to ask, my desire is still the same, my race has not changed Naya” damn!

“Actually, I was confused, confused by your attitude, confused by my feelings, everything lah” he chuckled at my words, a sight I missed for a few days.

“One of the confusion, let's find the answer together” godanya with his mainstay ignorant face.

I looked at him flat, I was annoyed if he joked when I spoke seriously like this.

“I have no intention to play with your feelings, I have lost I have a job and can not meet?” I nodded, but usually Galang would call me by phone or whatever, not disappear like a toyib bang, my inner self.

“I think we need space, too close and often meet makes us insensitive to our own feelings” well, he read my mind again. I kept quiet, digesting his words. Also true!

“I want you to make sure you feel for me Nay, I think that not seeing or contacting you can make you understand a little about the meaning of my presence for you”

“Then you want to know the results of this seminar Lang?” he laughed then shook his head slowly.

“I want you to say that to me alone, without coercion and sincerely from your heart, even though I already know how you feel to me.” Galang looks at me who is also looking at him deeply.

“You shaman huh?” accuse me, but he laughs out loud until another visitor notices us.

“Galang, embarrassed to see people” remembered me, he immediately stopped his laughter when consciously became the center of attention.

“Yes out of you, there is no better parable what, shaman, I am as scary as that for you?” I snorted, I said that because he never knew my thoughts twice.

“Yes okay okay, sorry Nay, but also good so dukun” I raised next to my eyebrows, he is strange, it did not accept but now even like this.

“Kok is?” he looked like he was holding back his smile.

“Let me pellet you”

“I reply to you, Lang?” he laughed again, this time his tears came out from the edge of the eye.

“Don't dong, ntar you became a widow before I married”

My little brain was loading, digesting his words just now.

“Yes if you have not married, I have not become a widow dong, Mas Galaaaang?!!!” my murmur.

“Oh yes also” after saying that his laughter back on the air.

I just shook my head to see her behavior. Take this once.

“Btw, you are so much sweeter long time no see” he said while looking at me intensely, my cheeks warmed up, making me look embarrassed to hide the red tinge that appeared because of the act just now, he said, even though he knows he's seen what I'm trying to hide.

“Apply Lang!”

“I like you call Mas kayak earlier Nay, call Mas again dong, anyways I am older than you yaa” selorohnya with a tone of disbelief.

“Mas Galang” said I comply with his request, Galang held his chest with a sparkling smile, while I returned timidly tiger.

“We are like ABG children who are again kasmaran ya” he said which I know, then we laughed together.

“I miss very much you Naya” he said sad, I was the same, but to say it, my voice was like stuck in the throat.

“One of whom disappeared like bang Toyib” he laughed again.

“Tap me straight back to you Nay”

“Live?” he's nodding.

“You were my first destination when my plane landed” was relieved when he was still prioritizing me.

My disappointment and sadness have disappeared somewhere, it is easy, right said Galang, we need space to be aware of each other's feelings.

TB